Never a Failure Always A less...

By DiggysA1Girl

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A/N: My first time writing soo feedback is greatly appreciated y/n has been through so much. Growing up she w... More

Realization
Pt.1
A/N
Pt.2 Lets Get The Party Started
pt 3. New day
Pt.4 Should I or Shouldn't I
Pt. 5 Lets get this show on the road
P.T 6 Almost there
just a side note
Pt. 7 On my feet
Pt 8 Lets do this
Pt 9 Holding on
Pt. 10
Pt. 11 Pretending or Reality
Pt.12
A/N
Pt. 13
Pt.14
Pt. 15 Play your cards right
Pt. 16
pt.17
pt 18 Starting Over
pt. 19
Pt.20 Timing is Everything
Pt. 21 One of Many
pt.22 That's the way the cookie crumbles
pt 23 Date night
pt 24 One step forward
pt 25 Beach time
pt 26 Two steps back
pt. 27 Making it right
pt 28 Heart on my sleeve
pt.29 Summer Jam
pt.30 Make my day
pt.31
pt. 32 Your Feeling
pt. 33 My Better Half
pt 34 Watch Yourself
pt. 35 A token of love
pt. 36 The One
Pt. 37 Trust
Pt.38 Missis Right
pt 39 What am I
pt 40
Pt 41 My One
pt.42
pt 43
pt.44
pt. 45
pt. 46
pt.47 I won't give up
pt. 48 Suprise
pt.49 Holding it together
pt. 50
pt. 51
Pt. 52
pt.53 Perfect Beginning
pt 54. Jetset
pt. 55 Surprise
pt. 56 Forbidden
pt.57 Journey
Pt. 58 Making moves
pt.59 Bora Bora
pt.60 Paradise
pt.61 Walking the road
pt. 62 Walking The Road 2
pt.63 Family
pt. 64 Boundaries
pt. 65 Team
pt.66 Coming Home
pt.67 Trust
pt.68 It's a Celebration
pt. 69 Life
pt. 70 Parenting
pt. 71
PT. 72
pt.73 Jealousy
pt.74 Coming Home
pt. 75 Purpose
pt.76 Grinding
pt. 77 My Girl
pt. 78 Kick off
pt 79 On The Road
Pt 80 What matters more
pt 81 I Run Circles Around Their Triangles
pt. 82
pt 83 Two sides to love
Pt. 84 Fucking curse
Pt. 85 True Love Never Has To Hide
Pt 86 What It Was
Pt. 87 Put On Trial
Pt. 88 Love Lost
Pt. 89 All you have to do
Pt 90 The Rise
Pt. 91 Always There
Pt. 92 I'm Out
Pt 93 Got My Own
Pt. 94 Holding On
Pt. 95 Giving up is the hardest part
Pt. 96 Art of Letting Go
Pt. 97 Dreaming With A Broken Heart
Pt. 98 We Are
Pt. 99 Home
Pt. 100 Outcomes I
Pt. 101 Outcomes II
pt. 102 Time has brought your heart to me
104 Falling Slow
105. Rock bottom
106. Just A Dream
107. New Beginnings
108 Big Night
109 Aftermath
110 Right My Wrongs
111. pt2 Right My Wrongs
112 pt3. Right My Wrongs
113. Day 3

pt. 103 Honestly

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By DiggysA1Girl

Yn pov: I woke up and looked to my side. I didn't see Diggy anywhere. I stood up and seen a note with a single rose laying on top of it. I opened it "Sorry I didn't want to wake you. I had a meeting to go to. I hope I can see you later on today. I love you -Diggy". I looked at the clock it was almost ten. Oh man I forgot I had a photo shoot to go to. I quickly got in the shower. When I came out I heard a knock at the door. I put on my robe and opened the door

Yn surprised

Yn: Hey

Sean: Hey I brought you some breakfast

Yn: Come in......thank you that was nice of you.

Sean: Did I catch you in a bad time

Yn: No....I just have a shoot I need to get to. Khal should be h-

Sean: I can take you

Yn: Yeah......okay. let me just tell him

Sean: Here this one is yours (hands her a bag) and your coffee

Yn: Thank you.

They sat down and started eating

Sean: I wasn't sure if you were staying here

Yn: Yeah just for today. Then I'm going to Danny's moms house

Sean: Nice. Nothing like stayin wid family

Yn: Yeah. We're having a BBQ tomorrow if you want to come. I don't know how long you'll be here for but you can come if you'd like

Sean: Yeah I think I'll still be here. We should be done by Thursday

Yn: Good. Here let me give you the address

Yn wrote the address for him. After she was done eating she changed into some comfortable clothes

Yn: Ready

Sean: Yup

Yn: Let's go. Let me take my coffee with me God knows I need coffee

Sean: Hahaa you tellin me

They headed downstairs. Yn felt a little awkward how Sean just pooped up at her room. She wanted to be honest with him and tell him she was trying to work things out with Digg. She still wanted to be friends just as long as he respected that line. They were pulling up to the the photo shoot.

Yn: Khal said he was here already

Sean: Alright well let me know if you want to h-

Yn: Your not coming in

Sean: I didn't want to invite myself

Yn: Hahaa do you want to stay

Sean: Yeah

Yn: Alright let's go

They walked inside. Khal was talking to the photographer. Yn hugged him

Yn: And Danny?

Khal: Boys gone. We went out last night

Yn: That bad

Khal: You have no idea

Yn: Mm I think I do.

Khal: Your changing room is over there

Yn: Thanks

Yn went to go get ready. Sean stayed with Khal. Yn shoot was for cosmopolitan magazine

Sean: She gonna be big uh

Khal: If things keep going the way they are i don't doubt it.

Sean: I mean she came out in rolling Stones. That's a big deal and sold out shows

Khal: Crazy.....uh

Sean: Yeah mostly excitin can't wait to see what she has in store

Yn came out. She had on a long sleeve black dress with both leg sides split so it was showing her legs. Top part was lacy with a fancy collar. It was well fitted so it complimented her curves. Sean was speechless

Yn: What yall think? You think I can pull this off?

Khal: You lo-

Sean: Beautiful

Khal looked at him

Khal: You look good

Yn: haha okay let's get this over with

Yn posed for the camera. They had music playing in the background. Sean and Khal were sitting. Khal was trying to get behind the scene footage to post in Yns new website. Out of nowhere Sean music came on. He started rapping it

Sean: Detroit is my yard
I need a 17 car garage
I need a 17 broad menage
I need a jail house to free my dogs
I done paid taxes, paid dues, paid bills my whole life

Yn heard him

Yn: Sean

He looked at her

Yn: So I'm a throw money in the air, like I'm tryin' to pay the sky
Told myself that man if I can't live like this, I'd rather die
I give it up to God, and he always reply
"Control yo hoes, you let her talk to you crazy
You got baby mama drama, you ain't even got you no baby!"
You fugazi, b-boss up, boss up with your time dog
You ain't got time for no hoes, I ain't even got time for no time off
I'm on

Sean was getting hyped. As Yn walked towards him rapping to his song. Yn and Sean were faced to face each rapping a course. When it finished Yn and Sean started cracking up.

Yn: Bet you didn't know that's my song

Sean: Now I do. I see you hahaha

Yn: Don't forget that

Yn walked back. She was almost done. She took a break and was looking through the pictures

Yn: I like them.

Photographer: I want to take a couple more just to be on the safe side.

Yn: Yeah okay

Yn looked through her phone. She seen Diggy had sent her a link. She pressed it, it was a video to honestly. She started playing it. It had home videos of them together. Yn smiled as she watched it

Khal: What's that

Yn: Diggs video to honestly

Yn and Khal watched it. Khal noticed how Yn was smiling hard. When it was done she sent him a quick message. Then she went back to work

******

Danny pov: Man I have a bad ass headache. It was worth it though last night was epic. Yn missed out for real. We all crashed at Joe's place. I was walkin downstairs I was starving. I seen someone in the kitchen

Danny: What you cookin

Jackie: Me cook? Haa get in line I'm starving

Danny: Me too. Let's go to my moms I'm sure she got something

Jackie: Ain't got to tell me twice

They walked to Danny's moms house. When they got there Jay hugged him. They sat down and Sarah was making them something to eat. Danny was looking through his phone.

Danny: Have you talked to Yn

Jackie: She was at her photo shoot when I texted her

Danny: What about last night

Jackie: I think she said she was gonna stay in and......

Danny looked up at her with a serious look

Jackie: What!

Danny: The truth

Jackie: She stayed in wh-

Danny passed his phone to Jackie. She looked at it, it was pictures of Yn and Diggy having dinner and dancing. Jackie knew Yn had gone out with him but didn't think it was her place to tell Danny.

Danny: She stayed in uh

Jackie looked at danny. Just then Sarah started serving them food

Jackie: Thank you

Danny: Jay foods ready baby

Jay: I ate already daddy

Sarah: We had breakfast already

Danny: Okay. Thanks ma

Sandra: Everything okay?

Danny: Yeah. Why wouldn't it be

Sarah: Oh Dan I'm your mother i know you. Whenever your mad you get this wrinkle right in the middle of your eyebrows. Just like your father

Danny: Just tired.....and I have a massive headache

Sandra: Let's me make you something

Danny: I'm alright ma I just need food

Sarah: Let's me make you coffee then

Danny: Thanks ma

Sandra: I'm taking Jay with me to see your aunts. There's plenty of food left. Tell Yn I'll be back

Danny: She's coming

Sandra: Yeah

Danny started eating, Sandra  poured him some coffee and kissed his forehead. She took Jay with her. As soon as she drove up Jackie looked at him

Jackie: So you gonna be mad all day

Danny: Not mad

Jackie: Really

Danny: Yup

Jackie: What's up with Selena?

Danny: What about her?

Jackie: Well why she leave

Danny: She wanted to see her family

Jackie: Yall have been unseparable

Danny: Yeah well I wasn't gonna say no you can't go

Jackie: I get your mad that I didn't tell you that she was gonna see Diggy, but that's not my place. She has to tell you

Danny: Drop it alright

Just then Yn pulled up with Khal. Danny and Jackie turned to see the car pull up to the drive way. Jackie turned to look at Danny

Danny: Don't say anything

He got up and walked towards the living room. Yn walked in and seen Jackie

Yn: Hey.....and Danny

Jackie: Living room

Yn: Look at the pictures

Jackie started looking through them

Jackie: They are really good

Yn: I thought you guys were gonna be there

Jackie: We are just getting up from last night

Yn: So I heard

Jackie: Yeah....Umm we all heard too

Yn: Uh

Jackie: All of us you know

Jackie was hinting to Yn that Danny knew already. Yn looked at Jackie a little confused

Jackie: Not just us anymore. Everyone knows

Yn: Oh....okay. I'll be back

Yn walked towards the living room. Danny was sitting down on the phone. Yn sat in the other couch in front of him. Danny just looked at her

Danny: Give me a sec babe

Danny put the phone down

Danny: Excuse me. I'll back

Yn: I just w-

Danny: It can wait. I'm on the phone with my girlfriend

Danny got up and walked to the back yard. He continued to talk to Selena. Just then Yn got a call from Moe

Yn: Hey Moe "Yn hey......how are you" Doing good "That's good. So I got a letter from Devs school he got accepted." That's great. When does he start? "Monday " This coming Monday? "Yeah" Have you told Digg? "I did he's gonna see if he can come drop him off" I mean he can't try......he needs to go "Yeah but since I guess he didn't perform he got hit with a lawsuit" Really... "Yeah he's at a mediation right now" I didn't know "Yeah I just wanted to let you know" Thank you. Well Jay starts school Monday too so after Huston Danny is flying back. So if for whatever reason he can't make it. I'm sure Danny wouldn't mind taking Devon back too "Really. That'll be great" Yeah I will just need for him to bring him Thursday or Friday morning "Yeah I'll let him know " Alright Moe I'll see you soon "take care yn" I will. You too "yn" Yeah "I'm glad you and Digg are back together" (Yn smiled) We're not together. "Maybe not, but you guys are talking so that's a start" (Yn seen Danny walked back in and went upstairs) Right. Moe I'll call you back. "Okay bye" Bye

Yn ran upstairs too. She walked towards his room. It use to be their room when Yn got kicked out. She knocked on the door before turning the knob. She seen Danny sitting down by the desk. He looked up to look at her

Danny: Sup

Yn: I wanted to talk to you

Danny: Bout

Yn: So last night I w-

Danny: If it's about you and Digg save it. I read about it. Thanks for the heads up though

Yn: Look I didn't want you to find out like that

Danny: If I wasn't gonna find out by you, or Jackie how else do you think I was

Yn: I'm sorry you had to read about it

Danny: Yeah me too

Yn: I wanted to tell you b-

Danny: Yn save the excuse. It none of my business what you do

Yn: You don't have to so harsh

Danny: How do you want me to react then. If I show emotions I'm told to chill out. Maybe it's time to put some space between us

Yn: What? No....I don't want that

Danny: Me either, but what else do you want me to do. I'm about to lose someone who genuinely loves me because apparently I put you before her

Yn: What about the tour. I need you here with me

Danny: Nah you don't. I need to do something for myself for once. It's been four years since we broke up. I will always be there for you but I can't jump over fire to be there.....

Yn: I don't expect for you to but what we have is us. I'm sorry she feels some type of way but we go back years

Danny: It's not just about losing her yn. I can't watch you with him....not again

Yn: We're not together

Danny: Who knows maybe a month from now. Just the thought that he might just get you back fuckin kills me

Yn looked at him confused. She walked over towards him

Danny: When we were together. That whole time through your pregnancy, after birth, even when you decided to move out. I never once did you dirty like he has. I messed up once and I regretted everyday. I worked hard to get your trust and respect back. Even til this day. I watched someone else make you happy and hurt you once I can't do that again

Yn: We are not together Danny.

Danny: Do you love him?

Yn: I can't.....

Danny: But do you? Forget about everyone for a second. Do you still love him?

Yn: Even if I did I can't be with him

Danny: So you do love him?

Yn: I love him b-

Danny: Okay that's all I needed to know. This is why I need to work on me and Selena. I love you Yn but I can't keep putting you first

He kissed her forehead and hugged her

Danny: I'm leaving for Huston today and I'm taking Jay with me.

Yn: Why are you leaving today

Danny: Selena has a show tomorrow. I want to be there to support her. I know I wanted to wait to tell Jay about me and Selena. So I wanted to give you a heads up I will be telling her this week

Yn: Are you gonna be there for my concert

Danny: Probably not. I think we are flying back to New York

Yn: I don't understand why your doing this.

Danny: Same reason why you seen him yesterday

Yn: Do you love her

Danny stayed quiet and started packing

Yn: Answer my question

Danny: No

Yn: Then? WHY all this for someone you don't even love

Danny: Because I'm too busy loving you and trying to make sure your okay. Maybe like this I can focus on Selena. She deserves it

Yn: Okay. If this is what you want

Danny continued to pack. Yn sat down on the bed as he packed. When he was done he kissed her forehead and walked downstairs. Khal and Jackie looked at him

Jackie: Where are going

Danny: Huston. Khal can you drive me

Khal: Yeah man

Jackie: Wait we don't leave until Friday

Danny: I'm going for Selena

Jackie: Can't she wait

Danny: whenever your ready man

Khal: I'm ready now.

Danny: We need to pick up Jay. Flights leaves in two hours

Jackie: Wait. Your taking Jay? What the Fuck is going on. Where's Yn

Danny: upstairs. Let go man

Khal got up and they walked to the car. Jackie was confused. She ran upstairs

Jackie: YN

Yn: Yeah

Jackie: What the hell is going on

Yn: He needs space

Jackie: Okay. Build a wall if you want your space.

Yn: Apparently I'm the reason why him and Selena aren't working out. So he wants to be with her

Jackie: So because bitch is feelin some type of way he decided to leave. The Fuck yall have been what ten, eleven years solid. She ain't got no saying on that

Yn: Yeah it didn't help that he can't stand to see me with Digg

Jackie: Well if he don't speak up what does he expect. You ain't no mind reader

******

Danny and Khal were on the way to pick up Jay. Danny had told him what happen

Khal: Is not right man

Danny: I'm tired man. You out of everyone knows that I would do anything for her, and I still get the short end of the stick. It's time for me to be happy even if it's not with her

Khal: I know, but she's been for your relationship with Selena.

Danny: I just need to do this. Mostly for me

Once they picked up Jay they went to the airport. Danny wasn't even sure if he was doing the right thing, but it felt right. He seen Yn called him as they were boarding. He let Jay talk to her but when she passed the phone to him he told her no. This would be the first time Yn will be separated from Danny. Yeah they haven't been together but they always had a close relationship.

Danny pov: I put earphones on Jay and played her a movie. I looked at my phone and I seen a text from Yn "Be safe". I'll reply to it when we land. I seen twitter was sharing a link. I clicked it. It was a music video by Diggy. I watched it, it had home made videos of Yn and him

Flight attendant: I'm sorry sir we are about to take off all electronic devices need to shut off until captains orders

Danny: Sorry about that

Danny pov: I put my phone away. Now I know I've been made the best decision for myself. I looked at Jay and kissed her forehead.

An: Omg I didn't realize my last update was almost two weeks ago. Sorry
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