A/N: IF YOU HAVENT READ THE FIRST BOOK YET, STOP RIGHT NOW AND GO READ IT! ITS CALLED "Need You" BUT IF YOU ALREADY READ IT AND YOUR HERE FOR MORE THEN ayeee welcome, welcome. The first book didn't go as bad as I thought it would. This sequel is just me winging it so please don't be rude or judge in the comments. The first book was full of shit in the comments section and i just want this one to come out clean. So ya! Sit back, relax, build a fort and go in it, Cuz this ones a long one. ENJOY!
Dinah's POV
"Where the hell is she at this time?!" Lauren said frustrated and concerned
I've been trying to call and text her all night with mani.
Lauren has been pacing around the room and ally is too but with her keys in her hand in case we have to go on a search in clubs for her...AGAIN!
"Hi its camila. Im probably out busy or being distracted by a banana haha. Anyways ill call-" i ended her voicemail as i got sick and tired of hearing it for the bazillionth time tonight.
"You know what? I dont even care anymore." Lauren says stopping in her tracks
"Lauren.." Ally said softly
"No! She goes out, gets wasted, hooks up with random ass girls and we always cleans up her mess and not a single thank you comes from that achoholic mouth! Camila is hurting herself, us, her fans, and her family. I bet y/n would even be disappointed." Lauren said finishing her rant.
Everyone was surprised hearing your name again but everyone looked down knowing that it was true.
"Let her come home at anytime she wants. She shuts us out anyways whenever we try to help her so whats the point. If she thinks that she doesnt need us then make it reality for her then." Lauren said and everyone had a agreeing face on
"This must be really hurting y/n.." I started to sob
Normani comforted me saying that its alright but we all know its not.
Y/n is the happiness in everyones day. Now that shes gone all that sunshine went away. Even ally feels depressed.
We all sat on the couch watching friends while we wait for Camila's ass to come home.
"Friends was her favorite.." mani teared up as i cuddled closer to her.
"I know baby. I know." I say softly comforting her
"Yeah until she got into porn" lauren snickered
We all laughed as we knew it was a joke but ally was wide eye and gasped loudly.
"She what?!?" Ally screamed making everyone laugh more
The laughter immediantly died down when the door started to rattle with keys
'Shes back' i mouthed to everyone
They all gave me a 'oh reallyyy' face
Once the door was fully opened, somethin was different.
There was no lingering smell of an acholic. It smelled like camila's normal perfume.
"I had a great time" we heard a boy talk
We all shook our heads, knowing whats up.
The suprising thing was that she was with a boy and she wasn't making out with him, leading him on. This was an actual date.
"..me too" camila said hesitantly
Then the door closed and she walked right into the living room and stopped in her tracks.
She was dressed nice and casual. I havent seen her wear those kind of clothes in a while. Usually some sweats and a tee full of tears or a slutty, tight dress that she spends her money on to fit in to clubs.
"Who the hell was that?" Lauren asked straightforward
"Jealous much?" Camila sassed back
"Bitchy much? Um dont answer that. I already know its a yes" lauren shot back
Camila rolled her eyes
"He's a guy that im dating. Shawn." She said confidently
"Oh so you date guys too?" Normani said clearly annoyed with her new affair
"Lesbe honest." Lauren said smirking
Camila was furious. I kinda think they went too far too since its no joke to make fun of camila's love life..
"You know what? I came back thinking that you guys would be happy for me? That you'd be proud that im going out more and i finally moved on! But your just being total assholes!" Camila yelled at us which pissed me off
"We would be happy for you if you actually thoughht twice about your decisions your making every night! And we're being the assholes? We stay up late everynight because we were worried about you! We took care of you even when you pushed us away because your still family! Speaking of family, stop being a dick to Sofia when all she wants to do is hug her big sister, you ungrateful little bitch! And have you REALLLY moved on?! Its been 3 months and it always feels like the first few days around you!"I screamed back, letting all of my stress out.
She looked down, now aware of her actions. Tears started to form in her eyes
"Who am I? Im a freak! I let down all of you girls and my family and fans! I go out trying to convince myself that i am moving on from y/n but im not! I still think about her every second of the day and i just miss her!" Camila sobbed on the floor
All of our faces softened and we bent down to the helpless cuban and comforted her
"Shh its ok. We all miss her very much" ally said softly, rubbing her back.
"We can all get through this together. Thats what y/n would want. For y/n." Normani said putting her hand out
"For y/n" i said putting my hand on top
"For y/n" lauren said
"For y/n" ally said
We all waited for camila's hand
"For...y/n." She said hesitantly putting her hand in
"I know that was hard for you to do. I'm proud of you." Lauren said with a warm smile
"We all are." I said with a smile
Camila then had a huge grin, even a tear roll down her cheek and gave us a huge hug.
We all decided to go to bed since it was getting late.
I was staring at the dark ceiling letting all the tears i've been sucking in all day. I held onto y/n and I's friendship necklace that i never take off.
Flashback
(Both 6 years old)
"Dj dj dj!" I hear y/n steps running behind me.
We are in free time and y/n and I always play together.
"Whats wrong boo? Did that booger tease you again??"I asked checking her face for any scratches or bruises
"No im fine. I made us necklaces!" She showed me a long necklace she made with the class's prettiest beads and last string.
"Its beautiful!" I said putting it on
" thank you! This necklace has the power to our friendship! Never ever take it off because the power will be gone if both of us are not wearing them and i wanna be friends forever!" She said scared of the thought of us not being best friends
"I promise to never ever take it off!" I said putting my pinky up and she happily intertwined her pinky into mine
"Now lets go eat Tommy's graham crackers!" She said hungrily
Oh i taught her so well!
END OF FLASHBACK
LAUREN'S POV
Y/n immediantly became my sister. I laughed thinking about my favorite memory wih her.
Flashback
"Laurennn i'm bored!" Y/n started whining
"Go bother your girlfriend" i tried to get rid of her as i was reading a book
"Its the time of the month for her and once i tried making a joke she took it too seriously and now im sleeping on the couch tonight." She said sighing
"Well what do you want to do" i asked her putting my book down
"Oh! I have tickets to Lana tonight, do you wanna go?" She asked
"Duh! Just hold on I need to get my purse." I grabbed it and we headed to the car
He whole time we were singing along to random ass songs on the radio
Once we made it to there, the seats were even better than i imagined!
Lana saw me and winked at me
"Y/N THE LANA DEL REY JUST WINKED AT ME!! OMG WHAT IS AIR" i fangirled as i pretended to faint
Lana then made eye contact with us again and touched y/n hand
"HOLY SHIT SHE JUST TOUCHED MY HAND. IM NEVER WASHING THIS HAND AGAIN! AND FUCK I PEED MY PANTS" she screamed fangirling too
I was laughing so hard. This was the best night ever!
After the concert was over y/n bought both of us her shirt from the souvenir shop. Y/n also had to get sweats too because she actually really peed her pants which i found was hilarious!
We went back home with a pissed off camila but we both didnt regret tonight because it was hella awesome!
END OF FLASHBACK
I wore the lana del rey shirt that y/n bought me and let it obsorb all of my sadness.
NORMANI'S POV
I didnt go to sleep like the other girls. I was practicing the dance routine that y/n taught me. It was the most hardest dance routine that ive ever learned but im determined to perfect it just like y/n. Im also wearing my blue top. Blue was my favorite color..
Flashback
" normani your doing the dougie wrong!" Y/n yelled at me
"Like you can do better!" I shot back
She smirked and stepped in front of me doing it flawlessly wih her own moves in there too
"Wow i didn't know you could dance" i said shocked
"Ive danced since i was little but i took a long break after i turned 14. I dont remember why though." Y.n explanined
I nodded my head.
"Could you possibly teach me some of your moves?" I asked her hopefully
"Are you sure you want this? Are you up for the challenge??" She asked trying to be serious
I fixed my posture and saluted
"Ready as i'll ever be sir!" I said holding in a laugh
"Ok! Well there was this one dance that took me 5 months to perfect!" Y/n said
"5 months!?" I repeated shocked
"5 months!" She said in a higher voice
"Its pretty difficult but i feel your determination sprawling in this room! You ready to learn this dance?!" Y/n asked in a loud voice
"Yes sir!" I screamed back
We started on the dance right away. It has been half an hour and most of the time i made y/n repeat the routine because its amusing to watch her move so gracefully.
It was more challenging than i thought so in the middle i already felt like giving up.
Y/n said for me to wait here and came back 2 minutes later with a whistle and blew it to my face
"Quitters just didn't explore enough to find the gold. You can't give up when you just started the journey because the gold is just underneath the dedication and hard work." Y/n preached
I sighed knowing that she is right.
"Ok." I grabbed her hand and she helped me up and we started from the beginning
After moving every single part of my body and torture my poor feet, i was beat. I was just laying on the cold floor, sweating in places i didnt even know that could sweat while y/n was making us some refreshing lemonade.
"You did great! Just some more practice and you got the gold! More likely BE the gold!" Y/n said handing me the lemonade
"Thanks for teaching me y/n" i thanked her as she joined me on the floor
"Anytime. Also i love your top! Blue is definetely your color!" She complimented
I thanked her and we just sat on the floor talking about random stuff. But of course afterwards y/n blew that damn whistle in my face and made me do the routine like 50 more times..
God i hope that loser swallows that whistle
END OF FLASHBACK
ALLY'S POV
I didn't go to sleep or my bedroom like the other girls. I was looking through y/n's handmade cook book in the kitchen. I laughed the the "unique" names she made up for her dishes.
'Smexy breast. Chicken breast.'
'Apple 3.14159 a la mode'
'Thecamilatoldmenokissesforaweekifididntputthisincamwhich'
There are so much more and i was laughing at the time y/n gave me her cookbook. It was also the time i will remember to never trust y/n with my food ever again..
Flashback
"WHAT HAPPENED TO THE POWER??"
"WHY IS THE KITCHEN SOAKING WET???"
"ARE MY CUPCAKES OKAY?!?"
Dinah, camila, and I freaked out once we entered the kitchen after leaving for just 5 MINUTES!
"Umm about that. Once you left i wanted to use the stove to cook sofia some scrambled eggs and bacon but then once i turned the stove on i didnt notice the rag that was there so it caught on fire and i panicked because the fire got bigger and the alarm went off and the water pipes were showering on us. The water went to the cord that plugged in the oven and it make this electricuting sound so i took your cupcakes out and they sorta got soaking wet..im sooo sorry!" Y/n finished her long explaination ashamed.
"Aw baby your so sweet. You wanted to make sofia breakfast!" Camila said walking over to hug y/n, ignoring all the puddles of water she stepped on.
"Yeah and I'll call the electrictian. I know you and ovens have a love hate relationship so I'm not surprised.." Dinah said getting out her phone to call someone
"Allycat i'm soo sorry about your cupcakes. I promise ill help you make a new batch! Dammit there are no more ingrediants! No worries we could go to the store, ill pay-" i cut off y/n's ramble
"Y/n calm down sweetie. I'm not mad. Sure i was sad about the cupcakes but i got over it" i said to her which made her relax
Y/n helped me make more cupcakes wih a bit of sofia's help too. And by that I mean she and y/n ate like half of the batter..
Afterwards we got really bored waiting for the cupcakes to be done so y/n taught me some of her secret recipes. She made a few and even thought they don't sound or look that apetizing, THEIR SO FREAKIN GOOD!
"Snap! I didn't know you could cook?" I told her, eating one of her famous aberham and cheese sandwhich.
"I don't. I just experiment with food until it taste good together. Dinah and I use to have our "cooking show" in her kitchen wih her mom video taping us and we made some of the foods i thought of." She explained to me
"Could you possibly teach me some more?" I asked her
"I could make you my cookbook!" She told me
"You have a cookbook??"
"No but i will now!" She told me with a goofy grin
I rolled my eyes and chuckled
The cupcakes were finished and we were decorationg them.
Sofia ate most of the frosting so some had whipped cream.
We had to shove the cupcakes after we finished making them. Not even savorimg them becuase we heard dinah and camila come down..
END OF FLASHBACK
BIG ROB'S POV
(A/n: didn't expect that huh?)
I know it weird that I'm here in this chapter but yo hanging around and dealing with that crazy peanut added so much stress in my days but 10 times more of the adventure.
I rolled my eyes and chuckled at how many times y/n tried to climb on me and pretend my head was the golden buzzer and she needed to bang her palm on it to win the game.
I remember that i always started running once she got close so she would fall off or cling on for dear life until she wants to go down.
Also i times i walked in on camila and y/n....yeah.
Dang i'm gonna really miss her. Shes practically a daughter to me or a niece that i make fun of and play with.
CAMILA'S POV
Pfft no im not crying. Im balling my eyes out.
I clung on to every stuff animal and gift y/n gave me. Every single one of them smelled like her and i love and miss it so bad.
I still have my wedding ring on. I never ever take it off.
I sobbed rethinking how this all happened.
How she just...gone.
I still don't believe it. I believe that she will come back for me. I can feel it but part of me is saying that I'm seriously crazy and theres no way she could come back for me. I believe both sides honestly.
The girls said i need to take one side away and that was thinking that y/n will just walk throught that door and kiss me to death and get married.
They think thats crazy too but i dont know. Once i found out that y/n's dead everything felt numb and i started thinking about scenerios that could happen to not have her dead.
Thats what i do. Thats what y/n told me to do. Always think positive when she is the only positive thing out there.
As i read her vows over and over again, i keep imagining what would happen if she finished saying those vows. In our wedding. We actually got married. Went to Boca Boca for our honeymoon. Had a kid. Maybe a dog too. We would live close to the girls because their crazy aunts with kids. And y/n and I would grow old loving each other becuase thats what our relationship was like. Eternal love.
I don't have a favorite memory with y/n. Every second with her is ny favorite. But i do remember a time that i'll never forget. It was a pretty simple day but it was her that made it special.
Flashback
Y/n and I were eating Chinese food and watching friends.
I was laughing at all the funny jokes but y/n wasn't which is when i knew she wasn't even paying attention
"Babyy you gotta watch it to understand" i faced her
"But babyy i like watching you more" she whined back
I blushed and playfully hit her chest.
"You know, times like these are just perfect." She told me
"Watching netflix while eating chinese?" I asked
"Yeah. In the future which i'm positive we're still madly in love and together, eating chinese takout and having movie nights will always tell us that our relationship is going nowhere near downhill. I hope this will last until we're old and have wrinkles and talk about pills." She told me never leaving eye contact
I didn't even know what to say but to just kiss her passionatley.
"Me too. I want that too." I told her sincerly
"Promise me this is forever?" I paused the show and held both of her hands
"Takeout and netflix?" She asked
"Just us in general. Promise to never stop loving me because i know that i wont." I told her
She smiled widely
"I promise" she kissed my forehead and we continued our movie night
I watched and ate more happier now. Later on sofia joined us and the girls too. At that moment i never wanted it to end..but then i fell asleep on y/n and i felt her carry me to my bunk.
END OF FLASHBACK
ALL POV
This is not the end y/n...
YOUR POV (a/n: dun dun dun)
What the fuck? Im not dead.
A/n: y'all are probably so confused right now but DONT WORRY IT'LL GET BETTER! I hope you enjoyed the first chapter to this sequel and yeah! TUNE IN FOR THE NEXT CHAPTER! BAiiii!