*Jihoon's POV*
Ever since then, about the Hana girl. Hoshi would always have business trips
He was always then...
Busy.
He would call me once or twice a day not like before.
We can only text for about five minutes and he said he'll be doing work.
It has been a week with these incidents happening everyday.
And it broke me piece by piece. It also broke my trust in him too...
Members tried talking to me about it but I was too hurt to say anything because my heart and body is numb ever since that day, it made me soulless... It made me a 'mess'
The members needed to got to school, and I pretended to get sick, so I would be left at the dorm alone. And they did, they fell for it and told me to rest.
I predicted what will happen. And i know what I am now...
A toy...
In the eyes of the person who I loved so much...
[song: you're not the one by Chester See]
I sat up from my bed, I started singing with the music I played while I look at myself at the mirror infront of me, tears starting to stream down my face
"I've never been so sure of anything
When you're next to me, I finally feel complete
I know for sure, you're all I'll ever need
And I'll never stop
I never knew that it would be like this... SoonYoung...
Loving you more with each breath that you take
This promise I never will break for you
Mhhmm
It's my fault... I fell hard without thinking...
But you're not the one
'Cause you don't wanna be
I might have chosen you
But you chose differently
Now it hurts... Hurts me everytime I say and hear your name...
You might make me feel whole
I don't make you complete
I would grow old with you
But you've grown tired of me
You're not the one
'Cause you don't wanna be
Wasn't I enough?...
So I'll let you go as hard as it is for me
I'll never know, what this was supposed to be
If you're ever alone, I hope that you think of me
'Cause I'll never stop
Even if everyone would hate me... I need you... Soonyoung...
Loving you more with each breath that I take
These feelings inside never change for you
Was every effort you did for me...real?...
But you're not the one
'Cause you don't wanna be
I might have chosen you
But you chose differently
Or it could be a... Mask... That kept... Lies...
You might make me feel whole
I don't make you complete
I would grow old with you
But you've grown tired of me
You're not the one
'Cause you don't wanna be
I cant be tired of loving... Because I... I'm at the start of the line... And you're now... At the end...
But you're not the one
'Cause you don't wanna be
I might have chosen you
But you chose differently
Love...
Trust...
And Commitment...
You might make me feel whole
I don't make you complete
I would grow old with you
But you've grown tired of me
You're not the one
'Cause you don't wanna be
YOU PROMISED ME!" I shouted the last part
Feeling every type of pain in my body as I messed up my bed.
And I remained on the floor hugging my knees holding the picture of me and SoonYoung in the car when we came from Busan. And another picture of him crying in Cheongsando.
Funny act...
With me betting my whole life...
As I thought SoonYoung did too...
But in the end, I was broken... I was shattered... I was dead...
Because it was all a trick.
And it made me thought...
It was paradise with him...
But it was all a game...
And I was his favorite toy...
And then he got used to this toy...
So he threw it away...
*Seungkwan's POV*
We went home early because we all wanted to watch out for Woozi hyung.
He's been eating less for days that's why.
-knock- -knock-
I then opened the door and enter Woozi's room and I saw him sleeping so i went near him.
He hasn't eaten anything but drank a glass of milk in the morning.
I went near him and I saw his face...
Dried tears?
What happened to this hyung? He doesn't cry much
His eyes were red too.
He's a mess.
Did Hoshi and Him fight again?
They would always resolve it quickly, but I noticed that Woozi hyung has been like this for a week now.
I placed my hand on his forehead...
What the fvck happen to this hyung, he's gotten himself a fever!
I then called Vernon and asked him to wipe Jihoon's body with some warm water using a towel.
And with that he did.
We also cooked hot soup for Jihoon hyung
"What do you think that could've driven Jihoon to be this sick Boo?" Vernon asked frowning
"I'm not sure, but let's take care of the stubborn hyung right now, okay?" I replied as I kissed his forehead and with that we went to Jihoon's room and turned the lights open.
We woke hyung up and he was surprisingly, awake.
He was just staring at the ceiling
"Hyung come on, you need to eat" i told him and he sat up
"So why not let's watch TV while you eat?" Vernon said as he tried to lighten up the mood by turning the TV on, and it landed on the World business channel.
I was about to walk near hyung while holding the soup but he spoke to me and said
"Let's eat in the kitchen" he said and he stood up and then we heard something on the news, that shocked us all.
...
...
...
"Hot today! Buzzing on the busy streets of Seoul is the Sudden Release of Kim Hana and Kwon SoonYoung's Arranged Marriage Planning!"
...
...
It made Hyung stop and he had wide eyes but he then started clenching his chest and collapsed.
Vernon caught him quickly
"SEUNGCHEOL!" I shouted as loud as I can because my hands were shaking
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