two weeks later
"you're crazy." Dan says as Phil enters in his mum's car.
"good morning." Phil cordially says to her. "and yes, I am. aren't you excited?"
"Jesus Chris, yes I am."
Dan's mum rolls her eyes giggling. "we'll go at the airport and then, well, then at the hotel. but the surgery and everything else is for the week after this, you know?"
"we know." Dan answers. "we'll hang around or just stay in the hotel for a week, it's okay for me."
"I'll continue to work as my society is in America too, and you two can't go out alone."
"me and Phil are going to have good times in the hotel then, don't worry." Dan says sarcastically. "and thank you so much, Phil."
"really, thank you." she says too.
"it's okay, Dan's my friend."
at the hotel (I'm not that creative lol)
"it's so fucking hot." Dan yells when he lies on the bed. "I already hate this."
"think at the fact that you're going to see again in one week." Phil giggles lying next to him.
"and that you're going to see for the first time."
"I'm excited." Phil smiles hugging him. "I'm sooo excited."
"what are you guys doing?" Dan's mum says as she enters in the room.
"just talking." Dan blurts pushing Phil away. "what do you need?"
"um, your clothes are in the bag and-"
"I'm not a child, I can do it." Dan mutters. "thanks."
"alright." she blurts going away.
"don't be rude." Phil says. "I mean, she's nice to you."
"I know she is, but I want to do things alon-" Dan stops as his arm starts to hurt. "please, don't stand on my arm."
"fuck, sorry." Phil says going away.
"I was liking it."
"what?"
"the hug. you're warm." Dan smiles and hugs him placing his head on his chest. "and I like it."
Phil chuckles softly and rubs his back. "it's okay."
"I know you since some weeks and we're already this friends."
"it's because we're similar and.. you know."
"I know." Dan smiles. "I'll take a shower."
"do I have to help you?"
"with what?" he laughs taking some clothes from his bag. "do you think that this colors are okay together?"
"I think they are." Phil says ironically.
"see you later."
as thirty minutes passes Phil starts to get bored, he's listening to the radio but it's annoying and boring. also, he wants to shower too because it's too hot.
"will you ever go out? I'm melting." Phil yells taking some clothes from his bag.
"I think I forgot to bring with me a towel." Dan giggles. "take me it."
"where is it?"
"in my bag, I don't know how but find it."
Phil giggles to himself and starts to look for something that seems like a towel, then when he thinks that he found it he knocks. "can I come in?"
"you're not going to see me anyway." Dan laughs and Phil enters handing him the towel.
"leave me the shower." Phil says and Dan goes out.
"do you want me to join?"
"excuse me?"
"uh, nothing. also, I'll take your hair dryer."
"yep." Phil giggles and starts to wash his hair. he feels relaxed. although, sometimes he feels like he hasn't a place in the world. but now.. it's nice.
as he goes out of the shower fifteen minutes later he lies on the bed, Dan just finished with his hair.
"I don't really want to dry my hair." Phil says.
"why?"
"I'm tired."
"if you get seated I'll dry you them." he says smiling, still with the hair dryer in his hand.
"what? no." Phil giggles.
"come on." Dan says dragging Phil's body near his, then he starts to dry his hair. "you have to dry them or you'll get an headache."
Phil blushes and he's thankful that Dan can't see him because it would be awkward. for the entire time Phil only thinks about Dan's finger massaging his hair, it feels nice.
"I think they're okay. you really have soft hair." Dan smiles and turns off the hair dryer.
"thank you." Phil just says, still feeling awkward. he lies on the bed and Dan lies next to him.
there are two beds, of course. but neither of them decides to go in the other one so they'll just stay together.
"hey, Phil."
"mh?" he mutters slightly.
"have you ever been in love?"
"no."
"oh." Dan answers.
"have you?"
"I don't think so." he begins. "I wanted to wait for my soulmate but right now I.. have no chance."
"I know."
"what do you think that love feels like?"
"love?" Phil asks. "I think it feels.. nice."
"I kissed a boy once."
"are you gay?"
"maybe." Dan giggles. "but, I don't know."
"I have never kissed someone."
"what? you're like, twenty two?" Dan asks and as Phil doesn't answer he continues to talk. "sorry."
"it's alright." Phil smiles. "school, sports, friends, I have never tried these. I don't even know what going out with friends feels like."
"I am sorry." he says. "after the incident, people bullied me."
"really?"
"for this I stopped school." Dan continues. "I have never told mum, I told her I wasn't comfortable with school and things but.."
"did they hurt you?"
"I don't want to talk about what they did to me."
"I'm so sorry." Phil mumbles, then he hugs Dan. not a real hug, he just approaches to make him understand that he's here.
"hey, Phil."
"yes?"
"do you want to try what a kiss feels like?"
"how?"
Dan chuckles softly. "I'm here."
"you?"
"I just, thought that maybe we-" he stops. "sorry."
"no no, you're nice." Phil smiles. "I know you since some weeks only, I don't know if it's early."
"I have never tried that feeling but when I met you I was thinking something like 'if I'll ever have a soulmate, I want him to be like Phil."
"really?" Phil smiles, caressing his arm. Dan noticed it but he says nothing.
"really."
"do you think that maybe we should, um."
"I don't know. but I want to try it, like really, I really want to feel you."
Phil approaches, his lips are like and one inch from Dan's. "what if I'm bad at it?"
Dan doesn't even answers and kisses him. for some seconds it's just their lips pressed together, then as Dan starts to feel Phil's lips moving he squeezes his arm and Phil gets on him kissing him again.
Dan kisses him back and it's a desperate kiss, he has never wanted someone so much and he doesn't even understand why. as Phil stop kissed him, he tries to calm down.
Phil chuckles softly leaving a kiss on Dan's nose, talking. "kisses feel.. nice."
a/n: PART 5 IS THE LAST PART OMG