As a child
It didn't matter
That I had short hair
And wore boy's clothes
All the time
And I fell in love
With you
For the first time
Without recognising it
At all
Then I moved
And we kinda lost
Contact
And I was so
Scared
That you would forget me
And you wouldn't
Recognise me
Anymore
But then
I came out
And I was scared
You would
Maybe I was selfish
Maybe I was scared
Maybe I just didn't want to
Imagine what would happen
And then
I saw you again
And fell in love
With you
All over again
You looked at me
You smiled at me
You called me my name
My chosen name
And I was so happy
For one moment
For one little moment
You made me
The happiest boy in the world
But I'm still scared
Will you still be
my friend ?
When you know
The truth ?