I JUST FINISHED OHSHC AND I SOBBED THROUGH THE ENTIRE SEASON FINALE BC THE SHOW IS OVER AND I LOVE EVERYONE AND EVERYTHING ABOUT IT AND HARUHI IS SO PRECIOUS AND FUCKING TAMAHARU IS MY SOUL AND ITS MY FAVORITE SHOW AND NOW ITS OVER AND SO AM I I CAME SUCH A LONG WAY AND SO DID MY CHILDREN I NEED MORE
I need a fucking hug it's kiss kiss fall in love not hug hug fall into a fucking river
"Dan."
"Yes James?"
"I'm leaving today."
"Leaving?"
"Yes, to a better place. To somewhere that isn't hell. And by God, I hope one day you don't join me. But to remember me, I want you to take this Polaroid, and keep it close."
"James, I don't understand."
"Understand what, little brother?"
"If the place is so good, why don't you want me to come with you?"
"..because the way there is terrible."
Dan swung through his window and shut it gently, flopping down on his bed with a sigh. He looked over at his clock. 3:12. It was three in the morning. At least it was Saturday. Thank god for that.
Dan threw off his hat and jeans and climbed into bed, sighing contently as he looked over at his mirror, where a small Polaroid was taped.
James.
And with that, an intoxicated Dan Howell fell asleep, truly happy for the first time in his life.