15:10 P.M.
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TAEHYUNG:
you know
TAEHYUNG:
i think the universe is trying to tell us something
TAEHYUNG:
because it's 15:10 and both of us are just coincidentally here on a fucking sunday when there are no classes
TAEHYUNG:
and both of us are here on the roof, right on the exact moment at the same fucking time
TAEHYUNG:
this just shows that you can't avoid me forever jimin
TAEHYUNG:
i'll always find a way to reach you
TAEHYUNG:
so tell me how do you feel about that jimin
JIMIN:
stop texting me we're right next to each other this is weird
TAEHYUNG:
well i tried talking to you but you won't talk to me so
JIMIN:
i'm trying to have a good smoke here
TAEHYUNG:
tell me what you feel jimin
JIMIN:
i feel guilty
JIMIN:
and it makes me want to shoot someone
JIMIN:
again
JIMIN:
please stop looking at me like that
TAEHYUNG:
like what
JIMIN:
like you forgive me because you think that it wasn't my fault when it clearly fucking was because it was me who pulled the trigger and no one else
TAEHYUNG:
i will if you stop torturing and blaming yourself each second
JIMIN:
that's not how it works
JIMIN:
i can't make it go away
JIMIN:
he's dead and it's my fault
TAEHYUNG:
yes we can
TAEHYUNG:
we can forget about this, pretend it never happened
JIMIN:
that's gonna take a long while
TAEHYUNG:
and we have all the time in the world to do so
JIMIN:
you know
JIMIN:
sometimes i wish time would just stop for a second. because that way, nothing changes and nothing happens
JIMIN:
nothing would lead me to fucking up
JIMIN:
if everything freezes i wouldn't have to worry about all of this
TAEHYUNG:
well look at you going all deep and philosophical on me
JIMIN:
times is making me make mistakes taehyung, and those mistakes are what's slowly tearing us apart
TAEHYUNG:
that's not true i'm still here
JIMIN:
i know
JIMIN:
but you won't be here forever
JIMIN:
i wouldn't be if i were you
TAEHYUNG:
enough of this
TAEHYUNG:
can we go back to how things were before?
TAEHYUNG:
please?
JIMIN:
i don't think so
JIMIN:
but i'm willing to try
TAEHYUNG:
thank god
TAEHYUNG:
i thought i was about to lose you there for a minute
JIMIN:
yeah right
JIMIN:
like that's possible
JIMIN:
why tho?
TAEHYUNG:
why what?
JIMIN:
why forgive me so easily? how did you let it go so easily?
TAEHYUNG:
simple. you're my best friend.
JIMIN:
that's bull
TAEHYUNG:
appreciate me for once
JIMIN:
i do tho
JIMIN:
i always do
TAEHYUNG:
so. no more silences, ignoring me, and keeping me in the dark?
JIMIN:
we'll see
TAEHYUNG:
that's good enough
JIMIN:
but seriously
JIMIN:
whose sake are you doing this for? yours or mine?
TAEHYUNG:
both of ours.