The next morning, Karma had been the first one to wake up and make Saturday breakfast. Saturday breakfast is when everybody gets to choose what they want, weather it's all the same or not.
Moesha walked out her bed and met Karma just as she was about to talk in her room. "I beat you to it momma" she smiled, still tired.
"You did baby girl. And guess what today is"
She raised her arms and yawned "Saturday breakfast" Karma covered her nose and Moesha laughed "I forgot"
"Go ahead and wash up then meet me in the kitchen" Karma walked into Keegan's room to see him kicking and babbling to himself while he chewed on his fingers. "Hey stinks" she kissed his cheek and he smiled, reaching for her face. She kissed him again and he laughed loudly. "You definitely gonna be a momma's boy"
Kacy moved to the edge of the bed and grabbed his phone, rubbing his eyes. He had a group text from the crew and it seemed like they all agreed on going to the water park for the kids.
Tossing his phone, he grabbed whatever for the day then grabbed Karmas clothes. Moesha was easy to find clothes for and Keegan needed just pants.
"Mornin' y'all" Kacy smiled, walking into the dining room. He kissed Karma on the cheek, as she placed food in front of Moe. "Wassup Moe"
"Ew put on a shirt old man" she giggled.
"Old? I can't believe ya jus' tried me like that"
"I'm playing daddy" she started to eat her strawberry pancakes and tried to give a small piece to Keegan.
"We gon' ta' the water park today with the crew" he whispered in Karma ear. She nodded and placed a plate in front of him. He watched her "What ya made fa' ya'self?"
"Nothing yet b-"
"Sit down, I got this" he stood up and pulled out the seat for Karma. She smiled and sat down while Kacy went and made her favorite. A few minutes later, he placed the food in front of Karma and she laughed.
"Oatmeal, Kacy?"
He nodded "Trus' me mama, that shi- stuff bussin'"
She shrugged and tasted a little bit and tried to hide her smile.
"Yea I know it. Don't hide it"
"Shut up Kacy"
Moesha passed Keegan another piece of her strawberry pancake and he reached for it quickly, forgetting about his food.
"Moe, quit feeding him that. It's gon' mess up his stomach. You gon' change his shitty diaper?" Kacy asked.
"No" she mumbled. Karma hit his arm.
"What? That shit stank" Keegan started laughing and Kacy looked at him "See, he know that shit stank, too"
Karma sat Keegan on the king sized bed and grabbed her clothes that sat beside him. She looked over the bathing suit and nodded in approval. After finding out she was having Kenton's baby, she went looking for a cover up.
Looking herself over in the mirror, she smiled a little. She wished the bump wasn't too noticeable and tried sucking it in, just as Kacy walked in with Keegan's pants.
"What ya doin' K?" He asked softly, looking at her through the mirror.
"It's getting so big" she whined. She was still thinking of her options, on what she wanted to do with the child. But in the mean time, the tears she cried weren't tears of joy.
"We don't have ta' go, ok? Me and you could stay, the kids could go. "
She shook her head and and slightly rolled her eyes "No" she wasn't about to let what Kenton did to her, hold her back from spending time with friends or anything else. "I have another two months before I can't get an abortion"
Kacy looked at her from putting on Keegan's clothes. "What ya wanna do?"
She shrugged "The whole abortion process is scary. But I was searching some stuff up and it's a set of pills I can take. They work like the abortion would"
"I'll look into it. Ok?"
She nodded and turned to face him. She did a little spin "Good?"
"Beautiful, baby" As time went by, everyone met at the water park. Moesha could barely contain her excitement as they entered he gates. "Calm down Moe" Kacy laughed as he lifted her up and held her upside down "Ya wanna go on the big slide?"
"Ohhhhhhhhh yes"
Kacy grabbed baby Morgan, who was waddling along side everyone with just as much excitement on her face. As the kids and the guys rushed off, Ash mentally sighed.
The guys put her on a special job. She was told to try and take both Kat and Karma out their funks, since they both were in a bad place right now.
Leading the way to the seats, Ash smiled. "It's such a nice day out" she looked at Karma and Kat, who just looked at her. "Come on guys, I miss y'all. Talk to me, let me know what's going on"
Karma looked at Kat, signaling for her to start. Kat sighed "At first, i didn't want kids. But as after seeing y'all with the little ones and actually thinking about starting a family, I wanted one. And the moment I want it" she knows her fingers "It's taken away"
"You know Dion isn't gonna let that stop him. " Karma spoke "He wanted kids way before you even thought of the idea. He's gonna find a way to make it happen. I just know it"
And Karma was right. Dion spent many nights wide awake, looking for different options to have a baby.
"Well you, Ms.Kacy gonna leave me " Kat smacked her lips as a small smile started to form. She hated how Karma always had good advice for others but never for herself. But at the same time, she loved how Karma always looked out for the people she loved. "Kacy isn't going anywhere. No time soon. I mean, look at him"
The girls shifted their sight over to Kacy, who held baby Morgan on his neck and gently slammed Moesha in the water. She came up with a wide smile and Baby Morgan tightly gripped Kacy's hair as she laughed at the sight.
"If you choose to have that baby, Kacy with be there and will treat it like it's his. If you choose to abort it, Kacy will be there to hold your hand through the entire thing. He's a good man K, don't push him away when he's trying to prove himself to you"
Karma rolled her eyes and fanned her face. She could feel the tears starting as she sucked her teeth. "I hate when you right"
******
"I had so much fun today" Moesha mumbled as she laid Kacy's shoulder. She was half asleep and all she knew was she was home. Kacy laid her in the bed and she cuddled up against her bear before falling back into a deep sleep.
Karma went and quickly fed Keegan, who fell asleep as he ate. She laid him in his crib and turned on the baby monitor before walking out the room.
Her and Kacy eventually met in the bedroom, both exhausted. Kacy looked at Karma as she let her hair out the pony tail it was in. She slowly started to strip to go shower, till Kacy gently grabbed her arm.
"Meet me in the front room when ya done"
She nodded and walked off, leaving Kacy to set up the front room. He lit a few candles, lit a few incents and let soft 90's music play in the background.
He went to shower, knowing he'd be done before Karma and he was. That gave him a chance to make sure everything was set just as she walked out.
She was towel drying her hair when she stopped and let out a light laugh. Kacy smiled "What's this?"
"Just ta' help us out" he spoke, reaching for her hand. What he really wanted was to keep her relaxed and calm because this was the night they'd have a deep conversation about the unborn baby.
To Kacy, he really didn't care what she did although he always wanted a second child. But in his mind, he knew he'd always remember what Kenton did.
And Karma would too.
That kind of long lasting tension might just bring other problems and feelings into the relationship as time went by.
Karma knew what he wanted to speak about and honestly, after the talk she had with the girls at the water park, she made up her mind on what she wanted to do.
"How ya feelin'?" Kacy started off. He grabbed Karmas foot and started to massage it slowly.
"Good. I've been better though" she sighed. Just him asking her that question, opened the gates for her "I always wanted another child. You know? I love kids and I prayed when we weren't together that somehow, I'd still have another child. I just didn't mean by your brother, I meant you. And now that I am pregnant, I have mixed feelings" my
"How so?"
"I mean, this is my baby. Weather I was raped or not, it's mine. It just happened the wrong way. Something that's supposed to be a blessing from God and bring nothing but joy and happiness was made in such a horrible and unimaginable way"
"You right mama, that's your child. And it's your choice on what ya wanna do, considerin' it was made in such a way. "
"Will you look at me differently because of what I want?" She asked, lowly. Kacy put her foot and moved closer, gently grabbing her chin. He searched her eyes for something and she prayed he found whatever he was looking for.
"I love you, Karma. I'll kill for ya and I'd take a bullet fa' you, any day. What ya went through was all cause of me and my actions. If it wasn't fa' me, none of this woulda happened. So no, I won't look at ya differently. "
She nodded and moved away from his hand. "I don't want people to look at me differently. Or think I'm crazy you know? Like, I thought about this for so long and still, I feel like I'll regret it but it'd be too late. I mean, I only have a little while left to make a final decision"
Kacy nodded, completely understanding "Don't rush ya'self, mama. Take ya time and make sure this what ya really want. Don't trip about what other people gotta say about you cause it's just me and you right now"
She nodded and moved closer to him. Kacy grabbed her hand, kissing it as waiting for her answer.
"I want an abortion. The girls already help me set up the appointment too. It's in four days"
"Ya sure this what ya wanna do?" He asked.
She nodded "Is this what you want?"
"Honestly I feel like it ain't my choice. Not on this one. It's all on you and I'm ya support system"
"Then yes, this what I want" she ran her fingers through her hair "Will you come with me? I don't think I'd be able to do it alone"
"Of course, mama. I would neva let ya go alone" he kissed her lips gently and she started to take it a little further until she stopped herself.
It'd been awhile since she's had much affection from Kacy and honestly, she was starting to miss it. But she knew it was her fault.
Like everyone was saying, she was pushing him away when all the was doing was trying to protect himself.
"Sorry" she laughed a little.
"You straight baby" he smirked, leaning back against the couch. He pulled her closer and kissed her temple "I swea' on my life baby. When we get right, I'm gon' give ya everythin' ya could ask fa'"
She turned and looked at him, wanting to say something but she didn't. She just smiled, kissed him and turned on a movie for them to pass the time.