Kurt Jiyong's POV
After 1 month....
Bullshit.
I don't know what to feel anymore. I am so hopeless. I am really broken.
Pakiramdam ko, kalahati ng pagkatao ko kulang.
May kinuha akong small box sa bulsa ko and I opened it.
The ring....
Ang singsing na dapat isusuot ko kay Faith.
"Baby...."
Someone tapped my shoulder.
Yung katabi ko lang pala.
Yeah, nandito ako sa bar. Im always here again just like before.
1 month had passed nung iwan niya ako and I feel like it's already 1 year.
"Babe..." she called me again but I didn't give her a damn.
I kept the box.
Kinuha ko yung tequila at nilagok 'yon.
Napangiwi ako.
Nahihilo na ako dahil sa party lights and sa dami ng nainom ko kanina pa.
Kinuha ko ang cellphone ko at nagbasa ng message.
From: 0906*******
Gusto ko lang magpaalam sayo. Huwag mo na akong hanapin dahil mahirap hanapin ang taong nagtatago. Hihilumin ko ang mga sugat na dinulot mo. Suko na rin ako sa laro. Panalo ka na, game over na tayo. Congratulations.
Is this really the end?
Is it really game over?
I know I said that I will wait for her, but will she come back again?
Are we really not fated for each other?
Fuck. Im so confused!
I don't why pero may luhang bumagsak mula sa mga mata ko.
I love her so much. She left me without knowing my side.
Is this the space she needs? Is this the time she wants?
Kung oo, pagbibigyan ko siya.
Kahit sobra-sobrang sakit para sa akin.
Binaba ko ang cellphone ko.
I wiped my tears with my hand.
"Baby...."
Fuck. She's annoying!
Sumasakit ulo ko sa kanya.
She placed her hand on my cheek.
"Baby naman eh. Ayaw mo kong pansinin!" she said irritatingly.
"Sorry...." I said and kissed her.
Our kiss lasted for a minute because she broke it.
"You want to continue this at your unit?" she asked seductively and placed both of her hands on my shoulders.
I removed them and smiled at her.
"Sorry but no." I flashed a smirk.
I stood up and got my phone.
I headed to the dancefloor.
Fuck. I am so dizzy.
I just danced when I got there.
Wala akong pake kung ano ang sinasayaw ko.
Then later on, I heard a song that reminds me of her. I stopped dancing when I heard it.
ja jikyeobwara i jindongui him
cheokchureul tago naeryeoon i neukkim
kkot han songi piurira motda pin
Fire Fire da gachi buljosim
igeon mallo haneun yoga
ppeotppeotan jadeureun han beone noga
kkoriga gilmyeon bandeusi japhinda
sesangeun yojigyeong jjagaga panchinda
I remember her dancing with me.
surisuri masuri susuri sabaha
ne yeonghoneul hwak kkaeuneun jajangga
jeo wiro ollaga jasineul naeryeo bwa
wolhwa sumok geumto il
That was the time when she was so drunk.
Karma karma karma is looking for you
What u gonna do when they come for you
Karma karma karma is gonna find you
What u gonna do
She wasn't aware that she was dancing with me.
boreumdari tteotda ganggangsuwollae
2ne1i tteotda everybody sqalay
I sesangeul myeoksareul heundeuneun makchum
sumgyeojin nae nuneun gambyeolhae jjaktung
ppareudi ppareun nan ttwieo santokkicheoreom
daebageul teotteuryeo ssangkopicheoreom
heongkeureojin meorie pullineun donggong
mentareun bunggoe misyeoneun seonggong
My heart is aching.
bibidi babidi bu hakuna matata
jigeum neoui muuisigeul ttaraga
dolgo doneun i sesangeul barabwa
wolhwa sumok geumto il
Thinking of her, only gives me pain.
Karma karma karma is looking for you
What u gonna do when they come for you
Karma karma karma is gonna find you
What u gonna do
So, ito ang karma ko?
Kailangan ko na ba siyang pasayahin? Palayain?
How beautiful is this life
How painful is this life
How beautiful is this life
How painful is this life
After that song, hindi ko alam kung bakit.
Pero, hinablot ko ang babaeng malapit sa akin. Nagulat siya sa ginawa ko.
"Sir!!"
Hinapit ko siya papalapit sa akin. Nanlaki ang mata.
"Sir! Bakit po?!"
"Please make me happy.... just for tonight." I whispered to her.
In just a snap, I kissed her.
Torridly. I don't care kung masaktan siya.
Hinawakan ko ang likod niya para hindi kami malaglag.
Ramdam ko ang pagpupumiglas niya.
I know that she can already taste the alcohol in my mouth.
Nahihilo talaga ako dulot ng alak. So, I decided na ipikit ang mga mata ko.
After a few seconds, the girl broke the kiss.
I opened my eyes and she slapped me.
Nostalgia?
The music stopped and I was about to say something but she cut me off.
"What the-----"
"Sir! Magtira naman po kayo ng dahilan para irespeto ko pa kayo!!" she yelled at me and left the bar.
I touched my cheek.
I saw Tristan and Alexander.
Papalapit sa akin si Tristan. Umiikot ang paningin ko pero I can say na he's very furious. But why?
Nakita ko din si Alexander na parang inaawat siya.
Nang makalapit sakin si Tristan, he harshly grabbed my wrist.
"Fuck!!" I cussed.
Kinaladkad niya ako palabas. Sumunod din si Alex.
"Pare, wag mo na ituloy 'yan." Alex said to Tristan.
"I have to."
He moved closer to me and he punched me.
"Man, what's your problem?!?!" I shouted and touched my lower lip--- it's bleeding, damn!
"Problem?!? Tangina, pare! Ikaw yung problema!!" he shouted back.
"Bakit ba?!?!"
"Wala pang tatlong buwan na umalis si Faith nagkakaganyan ka na?!"
"Ano namang pakielam mo?!"
"Sa tingin mo, babalikan ka pa ni Faith kapag nalaman niyang ganyan na ang babalikan niya?!?!"
I stopped for a moment.
"Alam mo, mahina ka Jiyong. Mahina ka, Jiyong."
"Wala pang isang taon, nagawa mo nang sumuko. Gago ka." he continued.
"Sinisira mo yung sarili mo, bro."
He calmed himself.
"Don't break yourself just to fix someone else."
"Kung kay Zoey, nahintay mo siya ng ilang taon. Tapos kay Faith na mahal na mahal mo, hindi mo kaya? Tanga ka ba?" he added.
I didn't speak.
"Alex, tara na." he said.
Alex came closer to him and they left me together.
Am I really breaking myself again?
Tristan has a point. I waited for Zoey for several years but it's only a month since Faith left me, pero hindi ko agad nakayanan.
Tristan is right. I should wait for her.
I shouldn't break myself just to fix her. We must fix each other.
Third Person's POV
May isang lalaki ang pumasok sa kotse.
"Oh, na-video-han niyo ba ng ayos?" tanong ng isang lalaki sa kaibigan niya.
Tatlo silang lalaki sa kotse.
"Oo. Sobrang linaw. Haha!"
"Na-video-han mo lahat ah?" tanong niya ulit.
"Oo, pre. Lahat." sagot niya.
"Pare, ganda pala ng timing natin! Haha! May away pang nangyari dito sa labas!" sabi ng isa pa nilang kasama.
"Kaya nga eh. Haha!"
"Pa'ano ba 'yan? Lugmok na naman si Jiyong. Patulan na kaya natin ngayon?" tanong nung nag-video.
"'Wag muna. Hintay-hintay lang. Makakarating din tayo diyan." sabi niya at ngumisi.
"Makakaganti na din kami. Matagal na kaming naghintay."
Sambit niya at nag-drive na palayo.
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