Club : Poets' Pub
Collection : Blitz poem (Poetry Styles )
Subject : Free / Loss
Date of Submission : June 2016 .
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A first.
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Waiting for you
Waiting for warmth
Warmth turns heat
Warmth means home
Home to a broken Soul
Home to a lonely heart
Heart is beating faster
Heart is drumming in my ears
Ears open
Ears for you
You my only beloved
You my twin
Twin by Soul
Twin by blood
Blood spilled like milk
Blood shed like tears
Tears of sadness
Tears of loss
Loss is a nightmare
Loss unforgettable
Unforgettable your smile
Unforgettable your last words
Words of past
Words of future
Future gone
Future black
Black as your coffin
Black as dirt
Dirt of a place you loved
Dirt of a place you laughed
Laughed about the world
Laughed about bad jokes
Jokes no one liked
Jokes got us into trouble
Trouble without regrets
Trouble deserved
Deserved to be scolded
Deserved to be ridiculed
Ridiculed by friends
Ridiculed by family
Family I never had
Family won't understand
Understand my joy
Understand my pain
Pain in my chest
Pain in my mind
Absent spirit
Spirit is everything
Everything
Spirit