Spencer and Emily - Pretty Little Liars

Chapter 1

"Yes Spencer. You did it." Ali's words ring over and over again in my head. I collapse onto my bed and feel my face sink into the quilted pillows. Everything is different now. I'm the murderer. I tried to kill Ali. I had two options: end all the suffering, or live with my deathly mistakes. My mind spirals, deeper and deeper, making the patchwork on my bed spin. I close my eyes to stop the strange sensation, but am interrupted by a familiar sound.
Ring ring. Ring ring.
I pick up my buzzing phone. It reads: Incoming call from Emily Fields. Without hesitating, I pick up the call.
"Hey."
"Hi Spence. Can you come help me with the history essay for tomorrow?"
"Um, not really." I say, dreading what she might ask.
"What's wrong?"
"I.... I...Ali...she..."
"Spencer, breathe. What happened?"
"Um, I really can't talk about it on the phone. Can you come over please?"
"Of course. I'll be on my way. Love you."
"You too." I mumble.
Emily's last words chime in my head like a clock. I've had feelings for my best friend for as long as I can remember, but I know she will never feel the same way. I sigh, and lie back on my bed - waiting for the one person I know can calm me down.