Both of them have talk in her bedroom . That evil soul is sitting on her bed while JiMin is dragging the chair that placed at the end corner of the room to near her bed . He sit at his comfort .
"She was controlled by her soul since she couldn't fought them . Never . But for her evil soul like me , my weakness is that holy water . You can bring her back just by that . But as I had told you , using Angel's power to switch herself with her own soul was her big mistake since she's no longer belong either Hell or Heaven . I can't promise if she's going to live longer than she supposed to .
And stole a memory of an Angel , it was the greatest mistake that she shouldn't done . Angel's memory was our weakness . It kept eating the evil soul , which was I'm the victim. Every second of Angel's memory were a death of every demon . We just contradict to each other " , JiMin is leaning forward to her .
"You used to live with cold and happy environment but us , we used to live in hot like boiling water and angriness . No sympathy , no consideration , no love , everything that you used to live with , we can't never accept it .
But if we were , Hell will quickly kick us out . That's why , Halla was kicked out from the Hell . She was so in love with that Angel until she forget that the Angel and Devil can never be together . Their blood were not matched . If they end up together , one of them will die .
In her case , she'd pleaded that to Cupid . 'If one day we were making our own way , let him live happily without knowing who I am to him and just let me die slowly . I just want him not to blame himself and gave him burdened for knowing a devil like me . Let me die in our memories , but don't let him remember a thing about our memories .' " , he just looking down . Wondering that , how selfish she was .
"That's why the guy couldn't remember a thing about her . Now you know that why she was end up this way . You can't change anything about her death , it's already fix by the sky and we totally don't have power on changing her fate . " , the evil soul stop talking .
Few moments later , he had this queries in his head and ask her directly , "But , why you want her to get her life back ? Wasn't it good that finally , you can conquer her ?"
"Should I be happy with this ? She never used me in a wrong way . She's not like her sister who misused her power to kill her own family for her own goods . And I'm used to live with that . Making her like this , just not right for me . That's why , I choose to not make her suffer anymore even she was the one that made it all end up this way . I might an evil soul but because of her , I just can't do anything bad .
To live in her body , was the greatest time I had ever had . And this time , it's time for her to be freed from me . And let her died with empty soul rather than soul that have dirt ." , he lean his back .
It seems like she succeed in controlling her evil soul but she is the one that can't control herself . She just so selfish .
"Then , you have to prepare yourself first . You won't be longer staying in her body after this ."
"As long as it's about her, I'm always prepare of leaving her body . And before that ..." , she take out a glass jar that have white and bright ball in it . She lend it to him .
"What's this ?" , JiMin receive it and browse through the jar .
"It's a stolen memory that she took from him on that day . It's a past memory that he'd with her but like I just said she already pleaded that for him not to have memory of her . "
"So , what can I do with the jar ?"
"After she died and once both of you came back to heaven , thrown it into River of Memory . Never let him know anything about this memories . It will give him a hard time , and might end up died as well . Just never do it, if you want his family to be happy . For Halla , her happiness was when she lived with his family . If forgetting her was a good things , it's better for him to never remember her at all " , he just keep on looking inside the jar and at the same time , his mind is planning on something .
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Last night was very horrible for JiMin . The evil soul already left her body . But since it had became part of her , the removal time was taking much longer and harder than expected . It's not just about removing her evil soul but also purified her blood back because it just lived in demon's blood . After this , she won't be called as devil or anything . She just a body with empty soul that wait for the time to die .
Seeing Halla was struggling herself when the soul was in the process of leaving , it did hurt him of watching her like that . Her face is paler , her body became weaker .
That day , he take a day-off to take care of her . It's early in the morning , JiMin who was staying right beside her from last night , is stroking her head .
How can you be so selfless when you can do better with other's help ?
He is walking out from her room and walk to the kitchen first . While walking out from the room , he take out the jar out of his pocket .
Will it worth ? , he is reconsidering the plan .
Then , he put it back inside the pocket . When he open the fridge to grab some plain water , his phone vibrate . It's JungKook . Without doubt , he answer his call .
"Where are you ? I'm waiting for you in front of the school gate but you never show . Also , where is my tablemate ? When she will comeback ? I miss her like a lot "
"I'm taking care of her today . She is not in a well condition ." , while walking towards the living room .
"Ah , really . So , I have to be alone today , right ? It's going to be a long day today . But , hey "
"Can I come to your house today ?" , suddenly , he have a good chance about his plan .
He is taking a peek into her room before saying that , "Instead of coming to my house , how about we meet at in front of the church ? I have a gift to give you " , then , JungKook agree to meet him at the church front yard at that evening and the call end .
Then , he heard a squeaking sound inside of her room and he quickly get into her room . Halla is struggling on trying to sit and he help her as soon as seeing her like that .
"Thanks , JiMin " , she is smiling with her eyes still half shut and try to sit comfortably . JiMin find that's cute and he chuckles .
"It had been a long time , right ?" , she still answer with her smile .
"Do you have any ache at any part of your body ?" , he's being caring .
"I was just tired . But as long as I see your smile , the tired just gone away " , he flick her head .
"Since when my smile made your tiredness gone away ? Such a kid . Don't try to put me at ease , because I already know everything . Your evil soul thrown up everything on how you end up like this . So , this is for giving me a hard time living with your evil soul " , followed by another flick on her head .
"It hurt ", JiMin is trying to leave the room coldly while hiding a smile behind that .
"Should I flick your head again ? " , without turning to her .
"Then , what that's flick for ?"
For making me worry ...
"For being a spoiled girl in front of me . ", then , he left the room and shut the door tightly.
He try to cook for breakfast . Yeah , it's not his first time but actually everything will turn bad as soon as he try to cook by himself . He want to make a toast for both of them . As he reach for plain bread , Halla came out from her room while tying her hair up .
"Let me help "
"No , you just sit and watch . Rest please " , he force her to sit . And she stay still .
"You're the one that saying to not being a spoiled . Now , you just want me to rest ? Please , JiMin-shi . I need to help you or both of us won't be able to eat anything for breakfast "
"Hey , I'm not that bad , okay ?"
"Yes , you're . The day when I was sitting home alone , your toast taste bad and made me lose appetite for the whole day "
"Yah ! How can you be so honest ? For my sake , can't you playfully lie to me ? It hurt my pride "
"I don't even know that you have pride . So , I'm sorry . Come on , bring me the egg , bowl and fork . And you can slice the bread and spread the margarine on it . ", JiMin speechlessly following her instruction . But he is happier now that the house is not fill with her gloomy face but only with her annoying complaint . He just love it when she is like that . During breakfast , both of them are bickering on who make the toast the best .
She know she is sicked but she don't want to know that she is . It will just make her remind of her death . It's better like this . I want her to keep hiding that because I can't live without her smile now . Smile ?
'Her happiness was when she lived with his family . If you want her to be happy , just kept him out from knowing that she was a part of his past ..'
Of course I want you to be happy . But , sacrificing yourself above love is just not fair for him . He need to know who you really are when he was a part of your happiness in the past . Forgive me , Halla . I know his parents is important to you but to me you are more important . I know you want him to remember you too for at least but since you'd pleaded that , you couldn't take the other way around ..
I think I already like you , Halla ..
But I can't force you to like me back because your love to him still too strong and that's a barrier for me ..
For the time that left , I want you to be happy and forgoes all your worries . Because both of us will be with you till the end of your life ..
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A/N :
It'd been a long time since the last update . I'm just done with my final examination last Friday , but I miss my home than I miss you guys . Just kidding , of course I miss you guys even you guys don't really miss me . But , I don't care . I want to miss you guys too ..Hehe ..
This semester break will take 3 months long and I totally got no plan at all how to spend on it . Except for eating , sleep and walking inside the house . But I know , my mom will always asking me to tidy up our house . Because , it's like a magic you know . Whenever I came back home from semester break , the house will become such a huge mess . It's like World War III just end...
Huh ..
Okay , guys ! Thank you for reading ^_^