Some might say I talk a big game but I'm full of it
But they don't see the tears that fall;
Scribbling lines 'cross the page in a depressed fit
And I pour out my emotions and try to stand tall.
Is my life really empty as the words make it
Am I ready to make that 911 call;
Or am I just puffing out of my ass full of shit
But today's the day I bleed out all.
I know the pain, the sorrow, the fear
Through ice cold heart crippled by love
With my only companion; my lonely tear
I wipe my eyes and cry above
As my thoughts slips away to a place far from here
On the soft loving back of a gentle dove
Where I can be happy and the people care
And the only emotions are peace and love
So as the blood drips down and the tears drift away
I smile and think of times that have gone
I'd like to thank several people for a hellish stay
They say there's a rainbow after every storm
And even though I will pass on today
And my life flashes by from the day I was born
The only things I'll miss is a warm summers day
And a careless yawn