this is what i used to write
something that feels all right
this is what i used to
feel, when all i want
is to reel you in
this is what i used
and i'm now left abused
this is what i
meant, i'm vanishing
i'm bent on becoming
this is what—
what is this and that
this is
it
and it is now
i still am disfigured now
how it's you that i miss
and your toothbrush kiss
all sadly reduced into
this