So today is my piano recital ;-;
I'm nervous, but then I'm not. I know if I want to be a pianist one day, this is just another step towards that, but then again. I always get nervous in front of people. It's just
So
Hard.
"My music...will it reach them?"
That's what I'll tell myself, just like Kaori did in YLIA. I want to paint a picture for the small audience. I want them to feel what I've been feeling. I want them to KNOW what I'm playing, isn't for myself. I never play my music for me, it's for my friends....
And as long as my friends stay alive...so will my fingers on the piano keys.