*** Author's Note Read After The Chapter* Ok So I know the author note should be at the end but it wouldn't let me add it there so suck it up buttercup for one chapter. :) So anyway I decided to write a shoey Fanfic because I ship them so hard and I really wanted to try it out. So if you can give me advice or feedback I will really appreciate it!! I will probably add more details as we go on, because it's kind of hard to get into really detailed at the very beginning. There might be some smut later so be prepared ;). You will probably relate to a lot of the emotions Shane goes through, I sure did!! So I hope you read and you vote!! Love you!! ~ Shoey Shipper.***
I love him. I really really love him. I need him. He doesnt need Me. Or... Maybe he does? I'm really confused.
I know I'm gay, I tried dating women to change My mind, but it was made up for me. Lisa knows of course, and being the beautiful person she is, she accepts that. My mom also knows, and is Fine with it, but I feel like I still need more reassuring.
I really love Joey. I think he likes me too. I really want to let him know so that... Maybe we can try some dating out? Test our friendship boudaries? I don't know. I just think maybe we
Should take a step forward in our friendship.
Im really lucky actually, that we are such great Friends. I mean you can probably relate to times when your "crush" or "love" didn't even know who you were. So I guess I'm pretty fortunate and shouldn't take things too far... Yet. I mean, Im pretty sure Joey is gay, I can't be too sure though. He doesn't really let people in on that kind of stuff. He always keeps it a secret. Which is kind of the
Downfall for me because, unless I make the first move, nothing will happen. The problem is... What should my first move be?
I could start simple like: Joey I like you, do you like me?
But that's boring, and I'm not a boring guy. Well, I am but, not like that.
Or I can hint at things to find out if he is gay, Like: Oh that guy is cute!
But that would lead him to think I'm gay, which I dont want him to know yet.
Another option I thought of was doing it Shane style. I mean, if we both make videos on YouTube, why don't I incorporate that into It?? I could do a dare... Where I kiss him... And see if it has an affect on me or him!
I smiled. this is a great idea. Nothing can go wrong. I'm sure
He would do it for a friend, and I'm hoping he won't mind kissing me.
But I Can Never Be Too Sure...
I picked up my phone to text Joey.
Shane: Hey Joey!
I waited a minute for him to answer.
Joey: Hey boy! how's it going?!
Shane: Great! Hey I was wondering... Can you help me with a video?
Joey: Sure!! Anything! What do you need me to do?
I hesitated. Was This Really A good idea?
Shane: Well I'm doing a dare video...
I stopped for a second, took a deep breath and continued to write.
Shane: And is it ok if I kiss you? It might actually be more than one kiss, you know, for outtakes
And all, are you up for it?
Joey: Of course!! I don't mind doing it for a friend!
I smiled, he was a good friend.
Shane: Thanks! Ok maybe after we can shoot a collab?? What day works for you?
Was I Too Forward? I don't know...
Joey: How's Wednesday? I'm free then!
Shane: Sure That's fine with me! See you here around 1?
Joey: See you then!! :)
It was done. It was planned. I was going to kiss Joey Graceffa. I hope...