"Jamie!" I heard a girls voice in my sleep. "Jamie wake up" I heard again. I groaned and rubbed my eyes. I heard Allison's laugh. I slowly opened my eyes.
"What's going on?" I groggily asked as I slowly sat up. I looked around and didn't see Justin. Maybe he is grabbing food or getting ready for his interview this morning.
"You have to get up to get ready to go see Justin's interview and performance" She told me.
"Where's Justin?" I asked and got out of the bed. I watched her sit on the chair across the room. I walked over to my suitcase.
"He's already there" she answered me. I looked over at her quickly.
"What?" I looked over at the clock to see Justins interview starts in twenty minutes. "Why am I just being woken up? Justin was suppose to wake me up hours ago" I asked then groaned. I quickly started to grab an outfit out of my suitcase.
"He wanted to let you sleep. He didn't want to wake you yet" She told me. "But just get ready now. It only takes ten minutes to get there. We will probably only miss a few minutes of it" she added. After I grabbed everything I needed to get ready then looked over at her.
"I should have set my own alarm for an hour ago" I half joked and she smiled.
"He said you guys went to sleep a little late and he wanted you to get the rest your deserve. His words" she told me. I smiled a little bit and shook my head.
"I'm going to get ready" I told her before walking into the bathroom and shutting the door.
That was sweet of Justin, but I wanted to be with him when he got ready for today and when he went to the Today show. I just have to get ready quickly so I don't miss any of it. I can't wait to be there though. I've never went to one of his interviews so this will be interesting.
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"A lot of people can relate to your songs. You know the love and the feelings of it all. Did you write them from experience or just from what you've heard or seen?" I heard the interviewer ask Justin as we walked into the room. We were to the side of them, but Justin was faced more the other way so he doesn't see us over here.
"Mostly from experience" Justin answered him. "Love is an amazing feeling" he added. It sure is.
"Are you currently in love? We've all heard the stories about a girl from your hometown" The interview said and the small crowd in the room all said 'oooo' making Justin chuckle.
"Uh yeah. I'm definitely in love" he answered and I saw his cheeks get a little pink. The crowd then 'awe'd to that. I felt myself smile too. "We aren't together at the moment because of my schedule, but I'm very much in love with her and I always with be. I'm just so super busy right now and I can't be there for her like I wish I could. But we keep in touch all the time and I visit when I can and I fly her out sometimes. She's actually here with me for the weekend." Justin explained to him. Justin just said all of that on national tv. My heart beat so fast and my cheeks hurt from smiling. That was so sweet.
"So she definitely gives you inspiration when writing" He joked.
"Oh definitely" Justin said back with a chuckle.
"Any news on an album?" The interview asked.
"He talks about you all the time" I heard Allison say. I smiled again as I looked over at her. "Like all the time. He really does miss you"
"I miss him too. I'm glad I got to come this weekend" I said to her. She nodded and smiled.
"By the time he goes on tour, I'm sure you'll be almost done with school so you can come with us whenever you graduate" she told me.
"Yeah he's been talking a lot about that. When will you guys know all the details?" I asked her.
"Real soon, hopefully" she answered. I nodded and looked back at Justin who was standing up now. He waved at the fans then turned around to walk towards us and smiled once he noticed me. He got of the platform and handed his mic to someone.
"You made it" Justin said to me with a smile. He walked over to me and kissed my cheek cause me to blush a little.
"I would have been here sooner if you didn't let me sleep in. I didn't mind waking up early" I told him. He chuckled.
"I know, but I felt bad to wake you. You looked peaceful" he told me then winked before looking at one of the crew mates who was asking for him to go back stage to get all mic'd up. I followed Allison to the doors that lead outside. There were so many fans out here. I looked around amazed. We walked to the side of the stage where crew was and I zipped my jacket up all the way and fixed my scarf so hopefully I won't be so cold. Justin wasn't in view of the fans yet, so it was calm out here.
A few of Justin's dancers entered the stage causing some cheers to start. Then the music started which made the fans scream a little more. And finally, Justin came onto the stage and that's when they screamed as loud as they can.
I smiled absolutely amazed and loving the love he is getting from his fans. I looked around and even saw girls crying. Wow. He really made it. I'm so proud of him. I looked back at Justin and watched him sing and dance. No words can even describe how proud I am of him. He's doing great and I couldn't be happier. I can tell how much more happier he has been. I mean he's always been so happy, but this is a new level. Everyone all over the world now knows who he is and he has so many people who love him. I pray the hate doesn't hurt him. I pray he doesn't change.
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Justin and I are back in the hotel room now. He's in the shower and I'm just sitting on the bed waiting for him. I'm not sure what we are doing for the rest of the day. He said it's a surprise. I opened my text messages as Ally texted me.
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Ally: girl im confused
Me: about what lmaoo
Me: what's happening
Ally: you and Justin!!!
Me: it's okay me too hahah
Ally: haha omg jamie
Me: but why what's up this was random
Ally: soo obvi I been keeping up
Ally: ik u guys aren't dating, but there's pictures of u guys holding hands and then theres pictures at the basketball game of u guys being all cute and kissing and holding each other then me and the guys watched his interview this morning and he said u guys weren't together but he loves u
Ally: GET BACK TOGETHER ALREADY
Me: LMAOOOO
Me: i love you
Me: im confused too idek what's going on we been acting like we are dating but I guess when I get back home it will be like we're just friends again
Ally: omgg u guys haven't talked about it?
Me: no should we? should I bring it up?
Ally: that's up to u , do u want to?
Me: I do but I don't want to ruin our good moods if the conversation doesn't end good
Ally: I totally understand I'd be the same way
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I put my phone down as I noticed Justin walked out of the bathroom. He already had a new pair of jeans on, but no shirt.
"Which shirt should I wear?" He asked me as he walked over to his suitcase.
"Depends. Where are we going?" I asked him and stood up. He chuckled and shook his head as I walked over to him. "Fine. What shoes are you wearing?" I asked.
"Those black ones" he said pointing at a pair of black vans on the floor. I looked back into his suitcase to look through the shirts he brought.
"How about this?" I asked as I held up a white crew neck. "Then that jacket over it?" I pointed at a jacket laying on a chair.
"Oh word. Thanks babe" he said before kissing my cheek and grabbed the sweatshirt from my hands and walked over to the jacket. Did he just call me babe? I stood there a little shocked at first.
"I haven't heard that in a while" I joked as I sat back down on the bed. He looked up at me and chuckled.
"Thanks?" I laughed at how he didn't even realize he called me babe. He laughed too. "What?" He asked confused.
"You called me babe" I told him. He stood up straight after he had his sweatshirt on.
"Oh. Yeah. I guess I did" he said with a low laugh. He just smirked to himself as he put his shoes on. I already had my shoes on, I didn't change my outfit. We only came back here so Justin can get ready and just relax for a little before we went back out.
He slowly walked over to me and put his hands on my hips. He gently pulled my body against his so I put my hands on his chest. He smirked as he looked down at my lips then back into my eyes. It's crazy how he still gets me nervous when we are this close. He pressed his lips against mine and we moved in sync. I put my hands around his neck as he moved his arms to around my waist, holding me to him. His grip on me got a little tighter as we kept kissing.
I wish we could go back to when I was able to kiss him everyday, just be with him every single day. I miss him so much it hurts when I'm home and knowing he's somewhere far. He slowly pulled away and I wish he didn't.
"Please stay another day longer" he begged against my lips. I sighed.
"You know I can't" I said back. He kissed me again before pulling away to look at me again. He just stared into my eyes then moved a piece of hair out of my face to behind my ear before putting his hand back where it was before. "Can I ask you something without ruining the moment?" I asked. He nodded allowing me to just talk. "I know we said we would just stay friends and we both agreed it was for the best, but the whole trip we've been acting like a couple again. You holding my hand in front of the paparazzi, kissing me and holding me at the game, the dates, the kissing, the touching. And don't get me wrong, I really love it, but it just has me confused" I told him. He nodded again, understanding me.
"I know. I'm sorry. I just can't help myself" he told me with a chuckle. I couldn't help but to smile a little. "You make it so difficult"
"I just don't want us to get upset all over again once I leave" I said and his smile slowly dropped as he nodded. I know he understands.
"If you want, we can just stop this and really act like friends" he told me.
"I don't want to, but we aren't together and I feel like this will only make us feel worse" I said back.
"I don't think it will" he disagreed with me. "I love you and I want to show it to you. I want to show the world. I'm in love with you, so I don't think I can just act like your friend again" he admitted. I smiled like I do every time I hear him say he loves me. "Fuck this, just be my girlfriend again" he said taking me a little by surprise.
"You know what, you're right" I said agreeing with him. I can tell it surprised him when his eyes slightly widened.
"So will you by my girlfriend again?" He asked me. I giggled and nodded. He smiled widely before pressing his lips against mine again.