Author's Note:
This chapter is strongly for adults only (ages 18+).
Sorry kung ngayon lang ako nakapag update ;p This chapter was based on a real event, there may be some parts that are "adlib". And, I dedicated this chapter for someone, he may not be reading my story nor reading any story in wattpad, he who showed real love and affection for his loving man. This chapter want to tell you guys that love is for all. So enjoy reading... ;)
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Kevin's p.o.v.
Early in the morning, nakita ko sila tita at mukhang aalis sila. She noticed me, lumapit siya sakin at pinahabilin si Jake. Well, being a babyseater is not that easy but I think I can deal with this one :D Umuwi muna ako sandali para ihatid tong mga pinamili ko at pagbalik ko nakaalis na nga sila tita, nilock din ang gate -.-' I have no choice but to cross this wall. Nakabukas naman front door nila at nakapasok naman ako :p From outside I heard him yelled...
"yesss..."
*knock knock*
"bukas yaaaan!", and as I enter the room...
"goodmorning :')", I greeted.
Parang iba nababasa ko sa mukha niya, para bang nasira ko araw niya but what did I do? Parang ayaw niya akong nandito :p Nalungkot naman ako sa naisip ko pero alam ko hindi ako matitiis nito. hehe. *yawn* Inaantok pa ako, nag skype kase kami ni Char last night. Nagkamustahan, nagkwentuhan, kinamusta niya rin kami ni Jake and she's acting weird about me and him. She said that she's still trying to get use of her situation *sigh*...
Going back, tumabi ako sa kanya, I opened some topics to talk about like his past lovelives, about himself, etc... Until he's telling of someone that is so mysterious na napaka importante daw sa kanya! I felt bad about it kase he told me that it's not Jon at hindi pa niya sinabi sakin kung sino. And here I am puzzled. Sino naman kaya kinahuhumalingan niya?!. Sa kakaisip ko I fell asleep. Maya-maya lang ginising na niya ako for breakfast. Habang kumakain kame, I don't want to keep this any longer, kaya inamin ko sa kanya ang tungkol samin ni Char. Hindi man lang siya nagalit sakin or what, instead, dinamayan pa niya ako ;(
After breakfast umuwi muna ako to get some cds para sa movie marathon namin mamayang gabi at pagbalik ko naabutan ko siyang natutulog yakap ang feather duster. hehe. I kneel before him at pinagmasdan siyang natutulog ;)
[BGM: ♬torete by moonstar 88♪]
When we first met I know there's something special about him. I'm so excited to know more about him before and here we are now so close together :) Mapaglaro talaga ang tadhana pinagtagpo talaga kaming dalawa *smile*. From being strangers we became best of friends. As the days go by with him, lalong lumalalim ang nararamdaman kong 'to sa kanya. At first nalilito ako but, still, inisip ko pa rin ang mga possibilities so I jumped-into-conclusion that this is love. I didn't question myself about this ang alam ko lang nagmamahal lang ako -- how did I know that this is love? simple lang, nakakaramdam ako ng selos 'pag may kinakasama siyang iba bukod sakin at sobrang saya 'pag kasama ko siya. Pero paano si Char? hindi ba ako nagiging unfair sa sarili ko? Char is no longer with me now and she'll never be. Kaya I'm thinking of the possibility na sana maamin ko na kay Jake nararamdaman ko at magkaroon kami ng chance to be together not only just as bestfriends -- but a couple, as well. Hanggang kailan ko ito itatago sa kanya?
"pero gusto ko sana makahanap ka ng taong magmamahal sayo ngayong magkalayo na tayo..."
Naalala ko tuloy sinabi ni Char *smile* si Jake na ba kaya tinutukoy niya?!. *sigh* Anyways, I need to wake him up. Pagkagising ko sa kanya sama ng tingin niya sakin parang lalamunin nya ako ng buo -.-' He explained me why. Yung charecteristics ng lalakeng tinutukoy niya parang ako lang e. lol.
(9:10 p.m.)
We watched horror movies. Honestly, takot din ako sa mga palabas na ganito. hehe. Dinadaan ko nalang takot ko sa panggugulo sa kanya at siya naman sa pag ubos sa ice cream *laughing*. After namin nanood, niligpit muna namin mga kalat namin sa sala tsaka na pumasok sa kwarto para matulog. Sa kama siya at sa sahig naman ako matutulog. Maya-maya lang tinawag niya ako at walang tanong-tanong agad ko siyang tinabihan cuz' I know he's scared, ako rin naman. hehe. He thanked me for that. I'm watching his back. I just can't believe that we come this far but "so near yet so far" :p Nabigla nalang ako nang humarap siya sakin na akmang may sasabihin siya sakin at halos magkadikit na ang mga mukha namin sa isa't isa. My heart beats so fast and I can't take this anymore...
"jake gusto kong subukan ang nararamdaman ko para sayo.", hinawakan ko ang pisngi niya at hinalikan ang mga labi niya. After a seconds he released his.
"uhm jake i'm sorry.", I turned my back to him.
"why did you do that?", he asked.
"sorry, nabigla lang talaga ako *blush*", my heart beats so fast.
"yung totoo?"
"(I think this is the right time) so do you really want to know?"
"oo kuya kev. please tell me"
"what if i tell you i fell for you, i love you. maniniwala ka ba?", finally nasabi ko na rin *sigh* wala na akong narinig na kahit ano mula sa kanya, naramdaman ko nalang na nakayakap na siya sakin. I lose my breath that moment, all I can hear is my heart beating *heart beats*
"alam mo ba kung sino yung maswerteng taong mahal ko? I have him in my arms right now *blush*", then I turned to him.
"jake *silence* you don't know how happy I am that you're infront of me telling me that you love me too.", I snuggle him. Hinawakan niya mga pisngi ko and this time siya na ang humalik sakin.
We're torridly kissing each other *blush* pumatong ako sa kanya and gently rubbing his chest. He's moaning and that makes me go "horny". I don't know when did I learn doing this pero isa lang alam ko I'm doing this because I love him. I kiss his neck, his hands, anywhere. I put my shirt off and he's now rubbing my chest way down through my body. I also take his shirt off and turned on the lampshade near his bed.
"ohhh sexy :')", sabi ko.
"*giggle* chubby. hehe."
"chubby pala ah *kiss* cute naman."
"exactly *smile*", he wrapped me in his arms.
"am I ready for this?", he persisted.
"yes, you are. *laughing*"
"*tch* hehe"
"let's do this baby.", I said in seductive manner.
"baby?!"
"sexy baby *grin*"
"ang jologs but I like it. haha. i love you."
"i love you too jake."
We kneel against each other and I'm kissing him from lips way down his body. I take his short off as well as his underwear and start rubbing and sucking his. His moan is music in my ear. After I did it, he did the same thing. I lay him down and get something to relax his hole cuz I know this isn't the usual sex na napapanood ko :p I insert my middle finger at alam kong nasasaktan siya...
"is it really okay to you to be the bottom?", I asked *concern*
"yah *blush* i'm alright don't mind me"
"how do you feel?"
"it's getting better *moaning*"
"are you ready for two?"
"just do it."
"alright, just bear with it. i love you."
"i love way more kuya kev."
I insert both my middle and ring finger. Medyo nag-iingay siya, no worries kami lang kaseng dalawa nasa bahay. hehe. When everything is fine I put mine into him and hold up his legs and put it onmy shoulders. I can't help it! pati ako napapaungol na *blush* he's so cute with that face. He's turning red *arghhh* After approximately seven minutes, i'm getting weak and it will come out soon.
"malapit na *argggh*", then I pulled out mine and do the ups and downs and cum it on his body. Nanghina ako at napahiga nalang sa taas niya and start kissing him again *pant* *pant*
"i love you", I said.
"*pant* *pant* i love you too.", he respond tsaka siya pumuntang c.r. para maligo. Nagpunas na ako at nagbihis na. Napagod ako dun ah, I admit it feel so good *smile* para tuloy akong baliw sa sobrang saya ko. After niya naligo humiga agad siya sa tabi ko. Pinatong niya ulo niya sa dibdib ko.
"kuya kev. do you really love me?"
"so much jake."
"mahal mo pa rin ba siya? si ate Char."
"oo mahal ko siya.", bigla siyang tumingin sakin.
"hindi naman pwedeng dalawa kaming mahal mo e *pout*"
"mahal ko siya kase kaibigan ko siya ganun lang. kase may taong magmamahal na sakin at magi stay sa tabi ko."
"sira ka talaga. hehe. mahal na kita noon pa man."
"so why didn't you tell me?"
"kapag ba sinabi ko tatanggapin moko? kung ako nga hindi ko pa tanggap noon na ganito ako ikaw pa kaya. at isa pa may girlfriend ka rin non e. nagkaganito lang ako when I met you.", tsaka ko hinawakan ang kamay niya at hinalikan.
"ganun ba ako ka attractive ha? *laughing*"
"hindi kaya :p cute ka lang talaga."
"oh come on. hehe."
"kuya may balbas kana pala.", tsaka niya hinimas himas.
"oo nga e isshave ko nga to bukas e."
"noooo... don't! for me? please? ang cute kaya. hehe."
"osige na para sayo ;)"
"*smile*"
"may i invite you for a date tomorrow?", I asked.
"sure! para naman masulit ko independence days ko ;D", I hug and kiss him.
"i want to stay like this with you forever. pwede kaya yun?!.", I said tsaka hibigpitan yakap ko sa kanya.
"oo naman. that's the greatest thing na gagawin ko sa buhay ko.", he said.
"so tayo na ba? hehe.", biru ko.
"seryoso ka ba sa tanong mo?"
"sorry... uhm... can you be my first and last boyfriend?", hinalikan lang niya ako sa labi.
"what does that mean?"
"yes kuya kev. i love you."
"talaga? YEEEESSSS!!!"
"shhh... wag kang maingay may kapitbahay oh. hehe."
"hayaan mo sila.. whoooo!!", tsaka niya tinakpan bibig ko. Hinahalikan ko naman kamay niya habang nakatakip sa bibig ko.
"*giggle* adik ka talaga. hehe."
"pangako mamahalin kita hanggang sa makakaya ko, habang buhay."
"salamat kuya kev. *blush*"
"akala ko kuya kuya lang tingin mo sakin e. haha."
"kakainlove ka e. lol. can we sleep now? inaantok nako e ;)"
"of course, sorry sobrang saya ko lang kase. hehe. goodnight honey *kiss*"
"goodnight *hug*"
Is this real? or I am just dreaming? Either way I like this feeling. Pinagkatiwala niya agad sarili niya sakin -- he proved ao much trust to me. I'll take care of him and will never lose him. Thank God for this wonderful gift you gave me. Goodnight -.- zzzz....
(7:32 a.m.)
Jake's p.o.v.
Ang cute talaga niya kahit natutulog ;) I can't believe this, I got what I'm longing for thank God! I'll do everything to keep this relationship happy in any way. Pinagmamasdan ko siyang mahimbing and he suddenly smile.
"hey, what's with that smile? hehe.", tanong ko.
"*smiling* wala."
"bakit ka nga ngumingiti? hehe."
"bakit moko punapanood matulog? ;)"
"gusto ko lang kaseng nakikita ka lagi e."
"talaga? sweet naman ng honey ko. *hug*"
"toothbrush lang ako hon ah *wink*", hinigpitan pa niya lalo ang pagyakap sakin.
"magttoothbrush lang naman ako e babalik din ako agad okay?!."
"*giggle*"
"no, i want you to stay here with me for awhile. please? *pa cute*"
"oh ayan ka nanaman e. alam mo namang hindi ako maka hindi sa ganyan e. hihi. *hug*"
"sana talaga maging ganito nalang tayo habang buhay.", I said.
"we can, just hold on to us and i will. i have thousand of years to prove my love for you hon. hehe."
"o.a. mo no ;D so yun na ba call sign natin "hon"?"
"oo cute diba?!. ;p"
"naman! hihi. oh toothbrush na ako hon ah."
"alright balik ka agad ha. tulog pa tayo ng konte. hehe."
"sir yes sir! *wink*", pumunta akong c.r. para magtoothbrush at maghilamos. Pagbalik kong kwarto tulog na siya. Kinumutan ko siya at akmang lalabas na kaso nagising ko yata siya.
"where are you going?"
"lalabas na sana."
"halika na dito.", he open his arms na parang gustong magpayakap.
"*smile*", tumabi na ako sa kanya.
Nakaramdam din ako ng antok. Niyakap ko rin siya at unti unti akong nakakatulog...
-.- ♡ zzz....