Chapter 14: the moment of truth: first affair with a man

4.6K 81 16
                                    

Author's Note:

This chapter is strongly for adults only (ages 18+).

Sorry kung ngayon lang ako nakapag update ;p This chapter was based on a real event, there may be some parts that are "adlib". And, I dedicated this chapter for someone, he may not be reading my story nor reading any story in wattpad, he who showed real love and affection for his loving man. This chapter want to tell you guys that love is for all. So enjoy reading... ;)

------------------------------------

Kevin's p.o.v.

Early in the morning, nakita ko sila tita at mukhang aalis sila. She noticed me, lumapit siya sakin at pinahabilin si Jake. Well, being a babyseater is not that easy but I think I can deal with this one :D Umuwi muna ako sandali para ihatid tong mga pinamili ko at pagbalik ko nakaalis na nga sila tita, nilock din ang gate -.-' I have no choice but to cross this wall. Nakabukas naman front door nila at nakapasok naman ako :p From outside I heard him yelled...

"yesss..."

*knock knock*

"bukas yaaaan!", and as I enter the room...

"goodmorning :')", I greeted.

Parang iba nababasa ko sa mukha niya, para bang nasira ko araw niya but what did I do? Parang ayaw niya akong nandito :p Nalungkot naman ako sa naisip ko pero alam ko hindi ako matitiis nito. hehe. *yawn* Inaantok pa ako, nag skype kase kami ni Char last night. Nagkamustahan, nagkwentuhan, kinamusta niya rin kami ni Jake and she's acting weird about me and him. She said that she's still trying to get use of her situation *sigh*...

Going back, tumabi ako sa kanya, I opened some topics to talk about like his past lovelives, about himself, etc... Until he's telling of someone that is so mysterious na napaka importante daw sa kanya! I felt bad about it kase he told me that it's not Jon at hindi pa niya sinabi sakin kung sino. And here I am puzzled. Sino naman kaya kinahuhumalingan niya?!. Sa kakaisip ko I fell asleep. Maya-maya lang ginising na niya ako for breakfast. Habang kumakain kame, I don't want to keep this any longer, kaya inamin ko sa kanya ang tungkol samin ni Char. Hindi man lang siya nagalit sakin or what, instead, dinamayan pa niya ako ;(

After breakfast umuwi muna ako to get some cds para sa movie marathon namin mamayang gabi at pagbalik ko naabutan ko siyang natutulog yakap ang feather duster. hehe. I kneel before him at pinagmasdan siyang natutulog ;)

[BGM: ♬torete by moonstar 88♪]

When we first met I know there's something special about him. I'm so excited to know more about him before and here we are now so close together :) Mapaglaro talaga ang tadhana pinagtagpo talaga kaming dalawa *smile*. From being strangers we became best of friends. As the days go by with him, lalong lumalalim ang nararamdaman kong 'to sa kanya. At first nalilito ako but, still, inisip ko pa rin ang mga possibilities so I jumped-into-conclusion that this is love. I didn't question myself about this ang alam ko lang nagmamahal lang ako -- how did I know that this is love? simple lang, nakakaramdam ako ng selos 'pag may kinakasama siyang iba bukod sakin at sobrang saya 'pag kasama ko siya. Pero paano si Char? hindi ba ako nagiging unfair sa sarili ko? Char is no longer with me now and she'll never be. Kaya I'm thinking of the possibility na sana maamin ko na kay Jake nararamdaman ko at magkaroon kami ng chance to be together not only just as bestfriends -- but a couple, as well. Hanggang kailan ko ito itatago sa kanya?

"pero gusto ko sana makahanap ka ng taong magmamahal sayo ngayong magkalayo na tayo..."

Naalala ko tuloy sinabi ni Char *smile* si Jake na ba kaya tinutukoy niya?!. *sigh* Anyways, I need to wake him up. Pagkagising ko sa kanya sama ng tingin niya sakin parang lalamunin nya ako ng buo -.-' He explained me why. Yung charecteristics ng lalakeng tinutukoy niya parang ako lang e. lol.

My Alter Ego (boyxboy)Where stories live. Discover now