sad words.

what it felt like losing you.

when i lost you a pain i had never felt before ran through me, and i don't wish this feeling upon anyone. everything froze, head ponding, heart racing. i had forgotten how to breathe and i still don't completely remember how to. my one source of happiness was ripped away from me in an instant, i lost it all. and i still haven't been able to find it. i guess all i'm saying is i'm still in love with you and i wish you never left. it's been 1 month and 5 days and i'm losing my mind.