indigo,
vanessa and i are officially together. she makes me happy, almost as happy as you made me. i haven't smiled in so long. she makes me smile until my cheeks start to hurt. i think that she's it for me. i thought you were it for me, but i think vanessa is the second best thing thats ever happened to me.
i'm scared, no i'm terrified to let you go. i've been holding on for too long and my hand is starting to burn. indigo, please don't be mad at me. what am i saying? i know you will be happy for me.
you always put other peoples happiness before yours, and you still do.
always,
luke