indigo,
vanessa and i went to visit your grave today. she never once stopped talking to your tombstone. it made me smile for the first time since you've died. vanessa makes me feel something. nothing near to what i feel for you, but i feel something.
she makes me think hard and long. something that you made me do constantly. i feel like this is the start of moving on. i love you, god i do, but i think its time to start something new, with vanessa.
once in our lifetime there is always a strike of doubt in our relationship, when you feel like its time to move on. indigo, i think its that time for me.
always,
luke