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Sehun's Pov.
"Hey Mr, hello! Are you there ?"
By stop, be happy with someone who you want to be with.
Mr Kim's voice didn't leave my mind and It keep repeating. Seunghwan is all fine, she's okay. I shouldn't be demand and just be greatful. "Oh my god! Seriously, did you hate me or what ? Mr! Mr!" You throw her away, don't you. I ask myself many times, I try to love anyone else but Seung gaze never leave me. I never realized how important and special you are to me. "Damn it! Are you just crying ? Then if you wanna cry because of your failed love then go away.." Haish why this humans is so loud.
"Yes! I'm. I threw my true love away and I waste my time. I hurted her! So ? Is that enough! Satify ?!" And about a second I finally realized, I'm not alone. I'm at the train station and freak queing for the train's ticket. "And do I look, I care ?" Damn it. Sehun, you are already stupid enough with give Seung so much pain but why did you need to embarrass yourself in public. "I don't ask you to care, though" Still, pride is pride.
"Stalker" Oh wait. As insert my money and get the ticker. I turn back and laugh sarcasticly. "Glasses, nice to meet you again" I ruffled her hair into the mess and leave. "Yah!" I heard her yell and burst into laugh. That voice is kinda familiar, I turn back again and analyzing Mrs Glasses. "Haha" as the thoughts hit my mind, I laugh and shock my head many times. No way! Why would that rude girl look like Seunghwan. This is nuts. She's not, that's impossible. "Like what you see ?"
"Yes" I replied. Wait, what ?
"I knew it!" I look in front of me, and.. How she gets here ? I mean. She was there.. And suddenly happened to be here. Wow! "Not all yes meant yes" I smirked. "By the way, how and when did you get here ? You are over there just now" at that moment I start to think negatively. Is she a ghost ? Am I the only person that only can see her gaze. "I'm in front of you when you're busy looking at my perfectionist. Thanks to this god beautiful creature" She smiled and waved at me. I just shook my head, dear god aren't it was too ealier to sent someone new into my life. I look at the girl's back, before the fate bring her to me. I should distanced myself from loving, hurting or letting anyone. I scared, because what's is coming is better.
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"Next station Myeongdong, Next Station Myeongdong" I heard the speaker. There's other 2 station before mine. "You want to sit here ?" The middle-aged woman offered. I shook my head and sent her a smile. "Next is my station, you can sit here" I blink my eyes twice, and nodded. "Thank you, alot" I ruffled her daughter's hair and the little girl smiled at me. "Fated always bring us together"
As I sitted, someone greet me. I bulge my eyes and see someone who wrapped her body with black jacket. "Who are you ?" I can see her movement of shook her head. "Glasses" fated. And fate also the one who bring me to Seunghwan. I don't know what is my life, but I know god already write it properly. "Are you cold ?" I asked and she finally took her jacket away. Showing her face that still wearing mask and glasses. "Is this a new fashion ? What are you, Popstar ?" She laughed. It's familiar.
"I'm not stupid, I've an allergics so my beautify wasn't ready to show up" this girl is full of herself, like seriously. "Allergics of what , love ?" Her laugh getting louder, and I give a signal to slow down her voice. "Maybe it was. Maybe I'm allergic to broken heart guy..." I raised my eyebrow, broken heart guy. It's me ? How dare she said.. "No! Before you get exploded. I'm allergic to prawn" she was.
"Prawn ?" She nodded. Their voice, allergies except their personality it was the same. "Why ? 'Your' super someone allergic to prawn too ?" How did she knew about it. Why is she so relatable with Seunghwan. Alot, relatable. "You are psychotic! You are creepy oh my god" I turn my face in front and ignored her mumbles.
"I beat you are the one who hurted her" This is too ealier. for someone knew about me, understand who is me. Is this glasses is a gift from god for me ? "I said I loved her, and I choose someone else" She turned her face and me. Even I didn't see her eyes and can feel she look at me. "Is that bad ?" I added. "Of course! She give everything she had, you smiled. And took someone else's hand ?" Someone else's hand. She made me smiled. She gave everything she had. She deserves better, no more 294839 times better than me.
"Are you okay ?" I nodded. I'm not, and Hiding feelings would be great way. "You said you are okay. We try to hide our feelings, but we forgot our eyes speak" She replied. I keep silent and let the times give me a five. "My eyes speak ?" And this time I look at her. "Not just speaking, but your eyes tell me the story from a beginning and the ending" If you see my face right now, you all will burst into laugh. Because my reactions at this time is life!
"What's the ending ?" I saw a curved between her smile, she's smiling. "You still ugly like now, fat and bold" I stopped for a second. At that time the train stopped and the door was open. Mrs Glasses burst into laugh and run in hurry as I just stayed there sitting.
Fooled.
I just being fooled by that glasses! I groaned as frustration and gasps loudly. Why I really thought someone will look into my eyes, and my eyes by itself telling her a story.
Impossible.
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"Couldn't you stop following me ?!" I said.
"Speak to yourself, ugly!" She replied.
"Let go this damn or I'll ended up mocking her!" She added, witb sarcastic tone.
"Hey! I'm not the one who cut people's line when they're busy shop okay!" Ok. I admit cutting her que just now is totally wronged but past is past, move on.
I grabbed a purplish handbag and she did the same. "This is for my girlfriend" I smiled. Let me give you some tips, do not be stubborn with stubborn people. "Oh! One, So did that old granny ask ? or aunty ? or my mom did ? Have anyone ask you for who this handbag are ?" Her evil mouth said. This is unbelievable. I sighed, and clench my teeth. She really get my nerves on. "Two, did you I'll scared ? Oh no! I won't, princess" she did not called my princess just now. She didn't. Sehun calm yourself down, just pretend you never heard someone call you princess.
"Princess! Hey, are you sleeping with that eyes opened ? Is that possible ?" Breathe out, Breath In. Sehun, pull yourself together. Calm... "Princess-" I look at her as she began to countinued her words. "You called me princess once again, you will lost yout ability to walk" No responds. "Glasses, are you that scared ?" I smirked. I take a glanced at her, she let the handbag go. Is she this type of giving up easily or this is just a trick ?
"Sehun" that voice. It stopped me. I turned back and see Mrs Glasses. "Glasse, are you okay ?" My hand was shaking, and I gulped. If what I heard just now is truth, how will I face this fact. "Glasses, are you-"
"Seunghwan" she cutted me. Huh ? "What ?" It can't be like this. Why it is need to be like this. "I said, Seunghwan" I know. "So what ? How did you know about her ?" I made my step closer to her. I scared if one day I'll meet you again, It's okay if I falled once again. But it's not okay to hurt you again. "Seung.." I closed my eyes before continued talking. "Are you seunghwan ?" But why did she pretend not to know me if she's really Seung ?
I heard a slight laugh from her. "A syndrom after the surgery. A confused affect about my own identity, I try to be someone else because trauma that I had. I try to be others because the pain that I got but.."
"You woke me again, oh sehun. How did you do that ? Why are you doing this to me ? You made me remember my past, hurts, pains, memories and everything! You.. You! Why it have to be always you recovering me" I stand in front of her. If I need to destroyed myself for you, I would. I slowly hold her glasses, i miss you. I took off her glasses, slowly. I can see the tears is falling down, I can see her eyes that fulled of illness that made by me. "Listen, carefully"
"I'm horrible at taking tests and started conversations and right now, I'm standing in front of you. I'm so scared that loving you was the only thing I've been good at and I couldn't even do that right" I wipe the tears that flowing along her cheecks. I wasted so much time to find a perfection, I'm lost because all I need is just someone to be happy with. "The line between hate and love is thin sehun, very thin" She take my hand and rejected it right away.
"You chose her" then be happy with her. "Then stop being selfish and made her smile!" while you will make me even happier, seunghwan. "Stupid, you shouldn't wipe my tears away! Don't broke other girl's heart for me!" She hitted my chest and fall on the floor, crying. "Stop being like this! And just be happy.. I hate myself who showed before you built your own life. Sehun! Forget about me please, I'm begging" She screams. I just taught a lesson, about those that you hurted many times but they still want you. They're the one. "I hate me too" I replied.
"You know what I told my brain ? Dear brain, stop thinking of him because he's not thinking of me!" I heard her every single words. Then, I knee on the floor. I took her into my embrace. I want this forever, even world didn't let us. But I won't care. "I'm sorry, Thank you, I love you"
"I forgive you, Welcome... "
Me too ?
Or
I don't love you.
Cracked.
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