So starting on a happy note I have 6k reads it's so fucking cool. I love reading your comments and I'm sorry for breaking the feels too often. I'm still going to do it though. It's for a good cause.
Anyway here's the stuff part.
I go cahms and it's just been confirmed im adhd and maybe autistic. I'm on medication for the adhd and will have my weight monitored so I'm not starving myself. It's a side effect of the pills and I do it anyway so it may get worse.
The pills also need to be locked away but that's probably because I said I've wanted to kill myself before (I'm not going to don't worry) so yeah.
I will be getting sleeping pills if the advice they gave me don't help and maybe anti depressants if the adhd ones don't help with that. Apparently it can do.
My writing may get a bit all over the place with all theses meds as I'm not too sure how they will affect me.
I'm starting them tomorrow anyway. I will starting on the smallest for s week then a higher one. Hopefully it makes me better.
So yeah thank you for 6k reads and that's just what's going on with my life.
Hugs, kisses and peace