song//White Blood-Oh Wonder
8:15 PM
luke: still
luke: can't
luke: bleieve
luke: we're
luke: gonna
luke: meet
aria: you ducked up so hard on spelling believe omg you dork
luke: i know but i don't know how it happened
luke: dUCKED
aria: you switched some letters
luke; hey
aria: EVERYBODY
aria: WE DONT HAVE TO LIVE THIS WAY
luke: actually, uh
luke: WE CAN ALL GET ESOME
luke: Im going to New York in three months
aria: FUCK THATS SO CLOSE TO WHERE I LIVE YEYSYEYSYEYSYEYSYEYEYEYYS
luke: I KNOW IM IFANSASJFCKLSANJWFAS
aria: wait 3 months
luke: 3 months
aria: ...I'm going to Florida in three months
luke: NO HSUT UP
luke:YOURE NOT GOING
aria: i am
aria: I'm sorry.
aria: I'm going to go see my mom again and i spent at least a year saving up to go. luke I understand why you'd be upset but I have to go. please don't be mad
aria:Im going to disnEY WORLD
luke: AERENT YOU U[SET WE'RE NEEOT GOING TO MEET
aria: calm yourself
aria: we will one day
aria: it will come eventually
aria: I'd be more even upset if I never saw my mom again for another 14 years.
aria: we can facetime I can't even text her because she told my sister not to give me her number
aria: BUT HOLY SHIT DO I WISH IT WASnt IN THREE MONTHS
luke: you're right bUT ME TOO
luke: i love you babe, night
aria: its only like 7 PM
luke: im sleeping to get rid of the pain
aria: fuck that was deep
luke: ;-)
aria: go to sleep
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12:00 am
luke: still can't sleep
aria: i'm awake if you want to talk or rant about me.
luke: I don't have to rant
aria: luke I care about you so sososososoooooooooooo much you don't even understand.
aria: everytime you ever tweeted something sad id reply with you can DM me whenever, i just want to know you're okay. luke you can talk shit about me and i wouldn't care. that's how much i want you to just be happy and if you're upset right now i'm super sorry. i know you have something on your mind. i just want you to tell me everything bad your thinking.
luke wasn't sensitive. he didn't want people to think he was. he didn't want to admit that he was sensitive in anyway at all. inside him he felt feelings he could only express with bright colors. reds, oranges, yellows. art had to simply speak his feeling for him. no one ever understood that so he simply stopped acting like he felt anything.
luke: i am okay, swear
aria: luke no you're not. i hate to act like I know what you're feeling, people do it to me all the time but I know you're not okay. tell me please
being a very quiet person, aria never liked to when people pressured out her feelings. she finally realized while people kept constantly pushing her to admit the supply of anger and hurt bottled up in her that continuously made her head hurt and her stomach knot. she understood that if you care about someone more than you care for yourself, you don't want them to feel what you've felt, they don't deserve it.
in fact, it's the last thing they'd ever deserve.
aria: okay luke don't tell me yet. im telling you it's all so much fucking better when someone else knows.
aria: I don't know if it's cause you don't trust me enough. that's totally fine. please just tell someone.
luke: i understand that you want to see you're mom. trust me that's not the reason i'm upset. it's just management that has been pissing me off a lot recently. it's kind of personal.
aria: okay, just remember whatever they're making you do or think will be over soon, don't worry to much about it. it just makes everything way worse
luke: i need you right here next to me. i am so lucky i had the chance to send you a nude.
aria: try to go to sleep, love you
love you and i love you have to different meanings rolled through luke's mind for a bit.
aria cared for luke, but didn't love him yet. that was something he needed to change.
by the end of the conversation luke could even keep his eyes open anymore. even though no information was released, he felt a little more calm and collected. that's all he needed.
aria stayed up for a few more hours wondering if he was okay and going on wattpad and tumblr. she fell asleep watching orange is the new black, slowly forgetting about luke's problem.