As he slowly penetrated he kissed on my neck. I very gently digged my finger nails on his back, trying to bare with the sensational pain. Besides the minor pain, it feels so good. He feels so good inside of me. As he goes on and on he starts to break a sweat & I find that to be the most sexiest thing on earth.
"Justin.." I whispered while bringing his body closer to mine.
"Yeah.." He whispered right before placing his lips on mine.
"Don't stop!" I said as I gasped for air.
The room is filled with passion, with heat, with love & affection.
He's breathing heavily on my neck as I quietly moan.
The more I moan the deeper her goes.
So I moan more.
I can feel like body getting weak & loosing control.
I can his body trembling on top of mine.
After about 30 minutes of feeling the best feeling in the whole entire world we finally reach our climax.
I can feel him thrusting inside me, my eyes roll to the back of my head as he pulls out.
He just layed right beside me and held my hand. We are both just trying to catch our breaths & process what the hell just happened.
He looks at me, I look back at him. He smiles, I smile.
"I love you too Justin!" I gave him a tap kiss on the lips & spooned my naked body on to his.
We we're both falling sound asleep until my phone started ringing.
"Fuck!" I said as I jumped up realizing that my parents could be getting home any second now.
I reached over for my phone that was under the pillow, It's dad. I picked up as normally as I could.
"Hey daddy!" I said cheerfully.
"Hey hunny!" I can tell he's happy to hear my voice.
"Are you guys on your way?" I asked curiously.
"Um no sweetie, your mom and I won't be able to make it today with all this stupid snow. So we're just gonna have to stay at a hotel & we promise that we'll be there before you guys even wake up!" He sounded bumbed out.
"Daddy you promise?" I whinned.
"Yes baby I promise! Are you and Justin good though?!" He asked.
If he only knew how good!
"Yes dad we're good, I think he's in his room right now watching a movie or something!" I rolled my eyes as I lied.
"Alright good night sweetie see you guys tomorrow morning!" I can feel him smiling through the phone.
"Good night, love you tell mom I love her!"
"I will, good night i love you too!" He blew a kiss at me through the phone.
I look over at Justin as he slowly opened his eyes.
"Was that dad?" He asked still half asleep.
"Yeah!" I said as I yawned. "They're gonna be staying at a hotel tonight because of the snow, but they'll be here in the morning."
"Good!" He smiled with his eyes still closed.
I giggled a little. "I know, that gives us more time to keep each other warm!"
He pulled me close to him & layed his head on my chest. I gave him a kiss on the forehead while watching him fall asleep.
I'm have a smile from ear to ear thinking about what just happened. Justin and I just made love and it felt so good. Literally the best feeling ever. The feeling is different, is strong, is beautiful. I never wanted it to end. But I'm pretty sure this is just the beginning of something that's not ending any time soon.
At least I hope it doesn't.
......
It's about 2 am,
As quietly as I could I get off Justin's bed, grab my clothes & make my way to mines. I don't want to take any chances of getting caught. Is one thing for my parents to find out that we have feelings for each other, but to find out that we had sex is a whole nother story.
As I tuck my self into bed with nothing but panties and a wife beater on something comes to mind. Something really important.
"FUCKK!!!!" I whisper loudly to my self. We didn't use a condom. I took a deep breath & calmed down a little remembering that I'm on birth control. But still, I toss & turn in bed worried sick. Birth control isn't always preventable, & not only that I don't know what those dirty bitches that Justin has fucked with in the pass have. God I can't even think about that right now.
-Rose calm down, you're good.
Is what I keep on telling my self to calm my self down. & it's working. What happened today was so natural, & every minute of it felt so right. I trust Justin & he won't put me in a fucked up situation.
Well a situation more fucked up than this one is hard to top. But you know what I mean!
2 weeks later..
Thanksgiving was the best! Justin, mom, dad, & I had dinner as a family. He kept giving me the eye at the table. I wanted to kill him, but it just made me laugh & smile more than usual. Mom made her famous chicken & pork. We don't make turkey on Thanksgiving, I know weird but we've just never been a fan. We had so much food left over it lasted us till the next week & it tasted just as good everytime I took a bite into it. But anyways about the food.
In a little bit me & Justin are suppose to be going to the movies. My parents think that is with a group of friends. But in reality we're not going with friends, we're going on a date.
I'm just having a hard time looking for an outfit. I'm wondering if I should go with rain boots, uggs, sneakers, I don't know. But Justin is already taking a shower which means I need to hurry up & find something to wear. I walk inside my closet & pull out something cute but comfortable.
My camouflauge gap skinnies, with a black, over the shoulder, cropped, knitted top. With my black hunter rain boots. My hair is already straightened, all I need to do is put on some light make up & I'm set.
Finally about an 1 later we're headed out the door into the car. I tossed him my keys.
"You drive!"
"Sure!" He said as he walked over to the driver's side.
He started the car.
"Turn on the heat pleaseeeee!" I whined as I crossed my arms to keep my self warm.
He did as I said & turned on the radio.
I'm staring out the window & then I suddenly feel Justin taping me on the shoulder.
He cleared his throat as he turned off the radio.
"What the fuck is that?" He pointed at my phone.
"What is what?" I asked while reaching for my phone.
I looked at the screen & read a text from Sebastian that said "I can't stop thinking about that kiss!" I rolled my eyes as I slammed my phone right where I got it from.
"It's nothing Justin!" I said looking straight ahead.
"Don't tell me that is nothing Rose, It has to be something if he's texting you about a kiss!" He argued barely paying attention to the road.
"I'm telling you is nothing, you're making a big ass deal. What the fuck do you want me to tell you?!"
"JUST TELL ME WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON WITH YOU AND SEBASTIAN!!!!" He yelled at the top of his lungs.
"Justin CALM THE FUCKKKKK DOWNNNNNN & PAY ATTENTION TO THE ROAD!" I yelled back feeling my self getting nervous.
"ROSE WHAT THE FUCK-
"PULL OVERRRRRR!!!!!!!!!" I demanded.
He went pass the speed limit & pulled over in the nearest gas station.
"So your telling me that he's gonna text that and is nothing?" He said while turning off the car.
"We met up like a month ago he told me that he loved me & that he wanted us to get back together." I said in a low voice, looking down at my feet.
"& then?" I can feel him staring at me waiting for an answer.
"& then I told him I had a lot of thinking to do, & then we kissed Justin!" I looked at him in his eyes.
He gave out a sarcastic laugh. "Oh wow, you guys kissed?!" "About a month ago huh?!"
"That kiss was nothing, I promise I want nothing to do with that guy. All I want is you!" I reached over to place my hand on his, but he moved it.
"Well if you had to think about it Rose then I'm obviously not all you want." He said in a disappointed voice.
"Justin-
"No Rose, I don't wanna hear shit. I poured my heart out to you & you have this asshole texting you about how he's thinking about that kiss. What the fuck is-
"Take me home!" "Just shut the fuck up & take me home."
"Are you serious?" He looked confused.
"I'm dead serious. You're not even giving me the chance to explain my self, you're being a dick & you're pissing me off so just take me home." I crossed my arms.
"You have to be fucking kidding me." He said under his breath as he started the car.
"No, you have to be fucking kidding me with your ignorant ass!" I said out loud.
He laughed. "If I'm so fucking ignorant how about I just make ur decision easier."
"What are you talking about?" I asked.
"How about me and you end this right now & you go on with your stupid ass on and off relationship with Sebastian!"
To be continued...