I'm so sorry i know its been a long time for updating, but i have been working nonstop, getting my kid ready to go back to school which was today. So i finally had s free day alone not working and kid free so i wrote, i promise the next chapter will be up very soon and it will be in a River chapter and it will be fun and action packed and very long to make up for me being so busy.
Jackie
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Jane
I sat there frozen in my place unable to think of anything beside the fact the Tiffany might be merry River. It all made so much sense, why she defended him and trying to get me to like him, she was going to marry him and he would never go away. I heard the bell ring that signaled the end of lunch and I finally snapped out of my frozen shock. I looked down at my food to realize I had barely eaten anything. Everyone was getting up talking away as I stabbed the food and shoved large amount into my mouth to at least get to eat some of it. I noticed River was standing next to me giving me a weird look, as I tried shoving more food I'm my already filled mouth.
"What" I said with my mouth full, as he started laughing.
"Nothing, just think you look funny when you're in a rush to eat" he said as he looked around as the area, I stood up glaring and storming away "Oh don't get mad Jane it was just a joke" he said as I just kept walking faster, but he was easily able to match my pace
I practically ran up the stairs and speed walked to the locker room so I could get changed for P.E., but he was right beside me the entire time, without a care in the world. I just wanted to scream at him to go away, but every time I was about to I would see someone staring at us and remember they all believed the dumb lie I told and I could scream at him. I was really starting to regret opening my big mouth. I turned the corner and sighed in relief when I saw Tiffany waiting outside the locker room. I smirked at River who was chuckling as he walked past us down the hall a little where the boys locker room was.
"so what was that all about?" Tiffany said, giving me a strange look
"nothing, let's go change" I said as I headed into
We got changed and waited for the teacher to come out and go outside so the class could start doing warm ups and running around the stupid laps. The work of on playing tennis which we had to do all week, which I didn't like much. I just don't like many sports mainly because I wasn't good at them, but I still played I guess we weren't teamed up with boys this time so I just played hitting the ball back and forth with Tiffany. When it was finally time to go I was excited, I just wanted to go home and eat and sleep for the rest of the night.
We walked back to the locker room, Tiffany was talking about something I wasn't sure, but I didn't really care I was dead tired and just was happy that the day was over. I was sitting in the locker room changing and I hadn't realized that everyone was changing quickly I felt my body just start to shut down at the thought of sleeping in my bed. I quickly got dressed as Tiffany said she would meet me outside, and I breathed a little easy being along for a few minutes. It didn't happen often and I like having the time by myself. I walked quickly down the empty hall toward the door that would lead me to the parking lot, where River would be waiting. But I was rudely grabbed sideways and pulled into an empty that looked like a storage room. I glared up and the person that had the nerve to touch me, let alone detain me from getting to river and him taking me home. I shoved David away from me the second I realized it was him and tried to grab for the door. David he grabbed onto my arms and pulled me back, I tried struggling, but it was useless, his hold on me was to strong
"stop hitting me Jane I just want to talk to you for a second" he said as I tried wiggling out of his grasp
"I don't want to talk to you, so let me go now, and I won't tell River what you have done, just let me go David, don't give him more reason to kill you." I said, as I was able to get one hand free and try pushing him away,
"I don't give a shit what river thinks, you're going to stand her and listen to me" he said as I tried to use my free hand to claw at his eyes, but he grabbed it before my sharp nails could make impact with his eyes, but I realized at the moment I hadn't tried the one thing that will bring every man to his knees
I swung my leg back, and as high and hard as I could, and the satisfaction of causing him pain made me feel energized. I turned around as he fell to the grand, I knew it was wrong to beat on someone who was down and defenseless. Then, I remembered everything he had done to me and the blinding rage took over and I couldn't stop myself. I just kept kicking him over and over as he tried to crawl away from me. I finally stopped when I had kicked him so hard it had sent a piercing jolt up my leg and I fell/ collapsed on the ground. I hadn't realized I had started crying during my assault I just wanted him to feel some of the pain that he had caused me and I wanted to be the one who made him feel that pain.
I glanced up and looked at David who was sitting up against the wall glaring at me as he wiped a little blood that was no his hip away. I got up quickly and almost ran to the door to get away from him. Where the hell was River when you actually need him, I thought as I practically ran down the hall to get outside where other people were. I practically fell as I pushed open the door as I glared toward the parking lot where all my friends were laughing along with their guards and mine. I became instantly more ferrous when I stormed down the stairs seeing Tiffany whisper something into River ear. I was just not in the mood to even begin to deal with that issues after that wonderful event of seeing David. Once I finally approached the group and River was the first to notice me and stood up and took a step toward me quickly, but I cut him off before he could say anything
"Get in the car now!" I said in a high-pitched scream as I heard Tiffany speaking as river walked quickly to his side of the car.
"Jane what happens to you?" she said as I just ignored her and got into River car practically at the same time.
River pulled out quickly, causing a loud squealing noise, and the tires creating a small amount of smoke as he sped off. The second the car made the first turn out of the parking lot I lost all control of my emotions and broke down crying. It was just too much stress, too much pain, lack of sleep was making me delirious, and the incident with David just pushed me over the edge. This had been one of the worst days in my life and I just couldn't take anymore of the pain. Tears just kept falling as I continued to sob uncontrollably, I didn't even care that River was seeing me act like a pathetic baby.
I felt that car slow down and stop slowly, as another batch of tears rolled down my face as, I realized River probably took me home. I didn't need to have the stress of hear the scream of my parents interrogating me about what happened I was trying to stop and dry my face when I heard the car door open, but I couldn't stop. I felt rivers or maybe it was the guards arm wrap around my shoulder as the other slid under my legs and I was lifted off the seat. I was about to push the person away but I felt the person bring me to them and set down quickly. I felt arms wrap around me as u hand gently rubbed my back.
I opened my eyes to see what was going on, but everything was blurry and bright I looked up as I'm vision got clearer. River was sitting there looking in the distances with a stern look on his face. I pushed myself away from him because I was feeling uncomfortable with the way he was holding me. He was going to be marrying my best friend it felt wrong and I didn't want to develop any attachments to him. I sat up and is arms loosened around me as I got on my feet and looked around.
We were at a park I had frequented as a child, and I felt an unsettling sad feeling creep over me. I had always liked this park as a kid and was always happy when my parents said they were taking me to the park. But, the last time I was here wasn't the best memory I had. There was a little boy who was horribly meant to me and almost destroyed my favorite doll, which I still had sitting on my bookshelf in my room. That day was also the last time I had ever seen that little boy who was my best friend in the world, who came and saved my doll from the nasty boy. I can even remember his name, and my parents were no help because when I would ask about him they said there was no little boy I played with there. I was sure he was there, but maybe they didn't remember because he always left before me.
I walked over to the swing set and sat down staring at the spot where I had last seen him. I knew River parents had seen him because I remember his mom speaking to him, but she just didn't seem to recall that day. River had followed me to the swings and sat in the other swing next to me and stared off at the same spot, not saying anything. It made me wonder what he was thinking about because he has a small smile on his face that he was trying to hide, but I could see it in the corner of his lips.
"Why did you bring me here?" I said curious to why he chose this park, I mean there are a lot of parks some closer to the school and my house.
"I just figured you wouldn't want me to take you home and have your parents freak about why you were hysterically crying" He said as he was looking at the ground moving the sand with his feet
"thanks" I said realizing what he said was true I didn't want to have to explain things to my dad, my mother would understand, but my dad would flip his lid
"so, what to tell me what happened back there, you don't have to if you don't want to" he said as he kept pushing the sand around, and I felt tears well up in the corner of my eye and I looked to the sky to hold them back
"David showed up, pulled me into a room, he tried making me talk to him, but I didn't want to and I knead him, he let go and I lost him and started kicking over and over. Then I ran away, and then I saw..." I said stopping at the end, I wasn't sure why I was about to tell him it upset me seeing him and Tiffany talking, plus I was also not to know about them
"what did you see?" he said looking at me as our eye meet and I felt like a little kid again as he looked at me with his green eyes, I had to look away from him
"it's not that I care about it, was I just shocked to learn about you and Tiffany getting married. I'm happy for you I really am, I just was took off guard about the fact I wasn't supposed to know about it and that in top of the day I had just made me lose it" I blurted out feeling like a kid who had to share their favorite toy, but then River started laughing and I glared at him
"What are you talking about?" River said laughing as he pushed his swing back and started swinging forward
"I know I'm not supposed to know who Tiffany are engaged to for some odd reason, but I figured it out with the way she was staring at you and, but things together" I said as I watched River swinging back and forth as he went higher
"Well I can tell you now, I'm not engaged to Tiffany Jane, well at least not to my knowledge I'm not, beside Tiffany is Tition daughter I work for your dad, though the heads are close I doubt your dad would let me go join another family organization, when I've only worked for him for about four days as your bodyguard" he River said as he continued to swing and I released what he was saying was kind of true, my fathers praised River at ever turn, its doubtful he would ever let River go.
"maybe I jumped the gun and assumed things too easy I guess she could have looked at anyone" I said feeling like ashamed of myself about the statement I had made
"don't be so jealous, I'm not going anywhere, you will always be my number one girl Jane" he said in a humorous tone as I glared at him and got off the swing and started walking away
I walked back over to toward his car and sat in the passenger seat, glaring at his as he came closer to the car. He got in and I just kept glaring forward as he just sat there staring at me. I could see his reflection in the windshield and I was about to scream at him when he finally laughed and started the car. He pulled out of his spot and just sat there not moving as I turned and glared at him for just sitting here and not driving.
"are you going to drive or what!" I shouted at him ferrous we were just sitting here
"I was thinking about something" he said as a new smirk appeared on his face
"and you can't think and drive at the same time?" I said getting irritated by just sitting here
"nope" he said popping the p, as I rolled my eyes "are you feeling satisfied by beating David up or do you wish to take realize some more frustration you have?" he said smiling and in truth I was not satisfied, I really wanted to strangle him to death "because I for one am not satisfied, and I think a little payback is in order" he said grinning at me like a kid in a candy store
"what do you have in mind?" I said smiling back at him as he turned and started driving out of the parking lot
"you'll see"