Louis Pov
To: Hazza
Hazza , where are ya ? I'm sorry I didn't reply your text yesterday!
To: Hazza
I fell asleep when tthe thought of Japan ! I just got into flashback !
To : Hazza
Please !! I'm sorry xx
I feel horrible for not replying Harrys text last evening. I didn't reply because I fell asleep and when I wake up its already 1:30 am and if I reply his text that time , its will bother him to sleep. I'm so stupid . Ugh . " Louis ! Lunch time now , let's go ! " my mum pushed my wheelchair and I groans " I'm not hungry mom , let me stay here yea ? Want to finish this book ! " my mom chuckle and said " don't be silly , I watch you from my tables and your eyes wasn't looking at the book , you zoomed out boo . If you aren't hungry , can you just follow me ? Don't want to go alone boo !" My mom make a puppy face and I sigh " I will go if you let me bring these books ! " my mom nodded happily and push my wheelchair out of the libraries.
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We are at the bakery cause my mom exclaims that she was starving for cheesy bread and curry puff . I was waiting at the table and I begin to read my book . But suddenly I noticed that someone was staring at me . From the first I come here till now , I look at the person faces and he quickly look away . Who is he ? Did I know him ? But I don't have blonde hair friends ! The person next to him try to put the conversation with him but that guy shrugged it off . I feel uncomfortable so I start to roll my wheelchair to the other side so I wouldn't have to face him .
Niall Pov
That boy . I remember that boy . The one who involved with the car accident. The one who the cars door on his legs and that's why he was in wheelchair. That was him . I'm sure of it . " Niall , you've been staring at that boy too much and I'm jealous of it !!!! " Liam huffed and throw his muffin towards the tray " do you remember that boy Liam ? " I said without leaving my gaze toward that boy even tho he already change his sitting position. "No I don't . Is it your ex boyfriend or what ? " I smacked his hand and gave him a death glare .
" just carefully watch him Liam and you will know who is he ! " I said to Liam who is moving his body and said '' well Ni , I only can see his brown hair and body ! " I sigh then said " idiot ! Can you at least go in front of him ? '' he roll his eyes and said " you're more idiot, ! He will feel uncomfortable if I do that ! " I sigh and give up to ask Liam to look at that boy . " ugh , I'm just going to straight to the point yea . Last 2 month , the boys was in the accident. ! " I said sighing but then Liam said " uh, so you saying that he was popular on th-" " fvck Liam ! Ugh ! He was in the accident that involves with harrys parents !! " I yelled toward Liam who is widen his eyes .
The things that they didnt know is not only Liam, but that boy too .
Louis Pov
What ..... did ... I heard .... no ... This can't be .. I roll my wheelchair toward the blonde boys .. " whe-re is the acc-ident ? " I said while my tear start to fall. The boy look shocked and said " Doncaster, 2 month ago " I widen my eyes and said " wh-o are inv-olved? " then the boy said '' my friends family . His sister and his dad died in the accident " my tears start to fall again as my thoughts clouded in my mind.
I've killed 5 person in the accident . It's my fault . If I didn't stand up from my seat that time , this wouldn't happen . If I just let fizzy took my phone and not fighting with her , this will never happen . It's my fault . My fault . My fault . My fault !!
"Louis, please open your eyes !! " it's all my fault . I've killed 5 person and I never visited that family and ask for forgiveness for the loss . Oh god I'm terrible person . " Love , its wasn't your fault honey . Listen to me . Open your eyes , everything is fine ! '' I slowly open my eyes and see my mom worried face . I hugged her tighter and sobbed on her shoulder. " mo-m. I'm not only kill my sis-ter and my dad bu-t I kil-l the ot-her fam'ily too ." I cried harder and my mom rubbed my back and said " no love . Don't blame yourself honey . It's happen for a reason . Please stop crying . its hurting me inside boo " I hug her tighter and sobs some more. Then I said towards the blonde hair boys " c-an you g-ive me yo--ur fri-e-nds num-ber so I ca-n ca-ll hi-m and tell-s him ho-w sorr-y I am ? " the boys nodded and took out his phone and I take my phone too.
Then the boys said " here type this . 0769736542 " I type it and . . . " my friends name is Harry . Harry Styles. " that is why the number that I types showed harrys number . Oh god. What I'm going to do !! I'm pretty sure If I call him, he wouldn't want to be my friends again . He will hates on me and block me for contacting with him . "Louis honey , are ya okay ? " I shook my heads and said " no mom . I'm not. Let's go home mom . Please " my mom nod and she shook the blond and the brown boys " bye . Thanks for giving us the information. We are very sorry .. " I pull my mother hands to make her hurry to push Louis wheelchair . Louis is so afraid right now . Louis couldn't even meet that boys eyes anymore . Afraid they will judge Louis in inside their hearts . When mom push Louis , Louis overheard the boys said " poor him . I didn't blame him tho , it's wasn't his fault .. "no its Louis fault . If Louis didn't stand up in the car that will never happen . Louis hate himself sooo much .
Jay Pov
We are already on our ways to go back home and Louis keep mumbling sorry again and again . " Louis , you want to stay at home or in library? " I look over him and then he said " Lo-uis wa-nt to ge-t hom-e . Lou-is wa-nt to sle-ep . Lo-uis afr-aid " now I'm worried. When he talk in third person , he is really afraid and over thinking about something that bothers him. " love , what's bother you soo much ? " I stopped my cars on the side road and hold my son's hand .
His hand is soo sweaty . " Har-ry is Lo-uis fri-end . Lou-is foun-d his num-ber at the libr-ary. The one that Lo-uis saw at the Mcdo-nald . The one that mom talk to . Lou-is afra-id Ha-rry will nev-er be Loui-s frie-nds anym-ore and Har-ry will ha-te on Lo-uis beca-use Lou-is kill harr-ys dad and sist-er just like Lo-uis ki-ll his own sist-ers and dad " my tears start to falling down as I watched my son sobbed and putting his hand over his head" Lo-uis sho-uld be the one who die-d in the inci-dent be-cause it's Lou-is fa-ult aft-er all " I shook my heads and get out of my car and go towards his side . I open his car doors and hug him and said " it's not your fault love . It's nobody fault . Please don't blame yourself toward this things . If harry going to leave you , you still have me . I will be your side always . I will be your friend . I will be whatever you need love . Please stop blaming yourself. Alright love ? " he nodded and said " Louis is tired . Louis want to sleep . Please mom . " I nod and close his car door . While walking to the other side I took my phone from my pocket and dial Jesy numbers "hello Jesy . I need your help . Can you urm take care of the library today . I'm not be able to do so , so help me will ya . Alright . Thanks Jesy ! " I sigh and start to drive .
Niall Pov
" Knock knock " Liam and I was outside Harrys house . "Who's there ? " Harry said . I rolled my eyes cause harry know we are coming and he will always reply with the knock knock joker tone " Niam over here ! " Liam said patiently " Niam who ? " now I'm getting annoyed. He's already in the back of the door but he won't open the door ! '' Harry , your crush is over here " with that he quickly open the door and look around " where? " I smirk and push him inside " in my ass ! " he smack my head and I'm about to return back but " Oh Hi Niall and Hi Liam ! " Anne said while sitting down on the sofa with magazine on her laps .. I smiled toward her showing my teeth then turn to harry and said " harry let's go to your bedroom, we have something to say! " harry nod and start to walk upstairs.
Harry Pov
" so you are saying that, the boy will call me later to apologise? " Liam and Niall nods " why would he do that ? He also have the same situation as mine except he lost his 2 sisters , his dad and he being paralysed . It's more than worse than mine . " I huff not agreeing the fact that boy blame himself in this . He must be suffer a lot , lost his legs , his 2 sister and his dad . I wonder how his life right now ! " if you're wondering, his name is um Lewis or something. can't remember! " Liam said . " but when we said your name , he suddenly acting weird , his face pale like he seeing a ghost . Did you know him harry ? " Niall then continue. I shook my heads and said " no , I guess . " all of us silent for a while till my phone start to vibrate " you gotta be kidding me harry !! Iphone 6 like seriously? ???? Getting jealous over here! ! " Liam said . I shrugged and look on my phone, it was a text from Louis .
Boobear
Hazza, I'm sorry xx
Why did he apologise? " who texting you harry ? " Liam asked. " um, Louis . He said I'm sorry . For what tho ? " Niall widen his eyes and said " YEA THAT BOY NAME IS LOUIS NOT LEWIS !! " I hit his hand for being loud . "Are you sure ? " then both of them nod . So I decided to text Louis .
To : Boobear
From : Harry
If you're sorry for the accident, no need love , it wasn't your fault :)
From : Boobear
To : Harry
Call me and said that in my ear so I will believe you that you forgive me
I frown and said to Liam and Niall " I want to go to backyard for a while alright ? " they both nod and and I headed downstairs and toward my backyard then I hit the call button . And only for 2 seconds , Louis answered.
Harry : hey ?
Louis : hey .
His voice is shaky .
Harry : My friends told me that he met you at the bakery and you told them you will call me for apologise an-
Louis : Louis is so-oo sor-ry for the acci-dent , Lou-is don't ev-en visit har-ry fam-ily fune-ral . Lou-is sor-ry for cau-sing the acci-dent. It was Lou-is fault . It rea-lly is . Lou-is should-n't figh-ting with his sis-ter and sta-nd up from his se-at to take the pho-ne and acci-dental-ly pus-hing dad hand with Lou-is legs . Lou-is didn't mean to do that . Louis is very sorry . Harry can ki-
Harry : stop Louis , it-
Louis : harry can block Louis from contacting harry . Harry can hate Louis . Harry can be mad at Louis , whatever harry do at Louis , Louis will accept it. Cause Louis deserve to be blame of . Louis should be the one who di-
Harry : *groans . Will you stop rambling for once and listen to me ?
Louis : sorry
Harry : it was nothing your fault alright ? Stop blaming yourself boo , it -
Louis : bu-
Harry : I accept your forgiveness. No but or whatsoever . It wasn't your fault at all. Alright . Now , are you okay ? Why do you talk in third person ?
Louie : Louis did that a lot when he is afraid.
Harry : and what did you afraid for ?
Louis : afraid that Harry will leave Louis once harry know the truth because Louis starting to like texting Harry .
I smiled and blush a bit .
Harry : well , you don't have to worry , I won't leave you . You will always be my friend even tho I want you to be more than a friend. and I like to texting you too Louis.
Lol . Haha .
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