Another rant I know.. I'm just tired. I haven't been getting enough sleep and I'm so tired of the nightmares. I don't wanna be at school I don't wanna be here. I'm faking my smiles and everything..
I'm just so tired. I wanna sleep for however long. Just want to stay in bed and cry like I did last night. I don't know what to do.
I don't wanna do something wrong but at the same time I can't think straight. Pretending to be happy isn't working. The voices are hurting me. The words what they say. What can I do?
I'm thinking about writing a story where the character is going through what I am but with a twist. If you wanna know it's going to be about Dick Grayson the very first Robin. Why? Because I can relate to him the most. I know what he's going through and how he feels. I might make it into a series but I don't know yet. Maybe that will take everything off my mind.. idk...
Have to go... Bye.