Zandra
Today, Mr. Serrano, Jetrix’s dad sent me two tickets for LA and tomorrow is the flight.
I went to the Escueta’s and my guess is right.
Jetrix is really here. I went to his room. He's still sleeping.
Ang gwapo naman! And soon, you’re gonna be my husband.
I sneaked in to his room and saw his drawing. He’s such a good artist. I saw a girl’s portrait. It really look familiar. Feeling ko nakita ko na sya.
OH MY GOD.
This is Anncel!
This is a good portrait. Siguro he asked her to be his model. He’s super artistic!!
He moved a bit and I got scared. Kaya I dashed my way out of his room.
Everyone is eating their breakfast.
“Ate! Ang ganda mo naman.” Sabi ni stella
“Salamat. Ikaw din.” Alam ko na naming maganda ako. Enebeh!
I took a glass of orange juice and I just took at seat sa salas.
A few moments later, Jetrix went down the stairs. Bagong ligo. Ang pogi!!!
“good morning my future husband.” Sigaw ko sa kanya with so much enthusiasm
He ignored me. Oh well. I’ll not let you ruin my good orange juice.
“Kuya Jetrix, your future wife is pretty.” Stella said while eating her cereal
“She’s not my wife.” Jetrix said
“NOT YET.” Cyrrus said
“Hey guys, I’m sitting right here.” They’re talking about me na parang wala ako ditto. Ano ako hangin? I came closer to Jetrix and I whispered in his ear
“today honey, you’re coming home with me.”
“okay.” He said
OK? HE SAID OK?? OMG AM I DREAMING? This is the first time he ever agreed to leaving for LA!!
“Go and pack your things.”
“can I just have a time alone? Ngayon lang. Bukas, I’m all yours. Just give me time to think.”
“okay, you can have all the time in the word pero bukas, we’re leaving.”
Jetrix
I used one of Cyrrus’s car and drove off sa Escueta Beach. I didn’t stop by to see tamtam. I went directly to the sea’s shore.
Tama ba na sumama ako kay Zandra?
I’m going against all my principles. I am now leaving the things I believed in before.
I grabbed the whiskey I bougth earlier and drank it.
Alcohol can be a medicine for a while pero all the pain stays inside.
Minsan nalang ako ma inlove sa isang babae, dun pa sa hindi ko pwede mahalin.
SCREW DESTINY.
What’s fate’s plan for me at pinaglalaruan nya ako!? I’m it’s favorite.
I know I’m drunk. Still, I drove away. I don’t know where.
Then I knew where. To anncel.
I stood there staring at her window. Hoping she’ll see me. She fixed the curtains then she saw me.
She opened the door
“Oh, jetrix, what are you doing here.”
“Gusto lang kita Makita before I leave..”
“you’re leaving?” She asked. I came closer to her and I kissed her on her lips. The first time I feel better.
She did not fight but gently pushed me away.
“Jetrix, you’re drunk. You don’t know what you’re doing.” She said calmly. I know I’m drunk but I’m aware of what I’m doing..
“Alam ko naman ang ginagawa ko. Mahal kita. Alam mo yan. Sabihin mo lang na mahal mo ako, hindi na ako aalis. I’ll stay right here.”
“Jetrix.. Mahal kita, pero bilang kaibigan at kapatid. Hindi na hihigit dun..” she said as she wiped away a tear from my cheek.
I held her hand, the one on my face and gently put it down.
“So I guess this is goodbye..”
Then I faced back and went inside the car and drove away to nowhere.
letting go only proves that you really love the person.. and i know who will make her happy.
Anncel
Everythng is fine between me and Cyrrus. Kung sumuko ako e di wala na.
Buti nalang I have faith on us. I finished all the research papers I need to pass for tomorrow.
Then I pulled the curtain back down. The I saw a guy staring at me..Jetrix. I wonder what he’s doing here.
I went downstairs ang opened the door.
“Oh, jetrix, what are you doing here.”
“Gusto lang kita Makita before I leave..”
“you’re leaving?” He came closer. He smell like alcohol. The he kissed me. His smell filled my nostril and i know he’s drunk so I didn’t bother to fight. Instead, I pushen him away gently
“Jetrix, you’re drunk. You don’t know what you’re doing.” She said calmly. I know I’m drunk but I’m aware of what I’m doing.. “
“Alam ko naman ang ginagawa ko. Mahal kita. Alam mo yan. Sabihin mo lang na mahal mo ako, hindi na ako aalis. I’ll stay right here.” I really wanted him to stay pero, hindi ko kayang sabihin na mahal ko sya..
“Jetrix.. Mahal kita, pero bilang kaibigan at kapatid. Hindi na hihigit dun..” I wiped a tear from his cheeks but he gently put my hand down.
“So I guess this is goodbye..”
Then he walked out and drove off.
My heart broke for him. I know how hurt he is but there’s nothing else I can do..