Morgan P.O.V
I walked to my all black Benz that I received from Shawn the day after my birthday which was the last time I seen him and its now November 24
I haven't talked to anyone for that matter , Mega said that ' He was done , it was plenty other fishes in the sea '
I had only spoken to Lil Don cause he's always at the club . I told Quez I didn't work there anymore, because he said he didn't want me shaking my ass for thirsty niggas.
I still work there cause that's how I hustle, I will NEVER depend on a nigga
I got in the car and placed my duffel bag in the back seat I took out my phone and seen a text from Quez and Lil Don
Quez- When you coming home?
Me- Day after Thanksgiving
Quez-Bet
I didn't respond to the message I just opened Lil Don's
LilBroDon- Ma said BRING YO MOTHA FUCKIN' UGLY ASS OVER FOR THANKSGIVING AND THANK THE LORD FOR THAT ASS
Me- Bitch
LilBroDon- Lol forreal thoo
Me-Time ?
LilBroDon- 7:00 AND NOT CP TIME
Me- Bitch bye
LilBroDon- I will expose yo ass call me another bitch . I DARE YOU
Me- Bye
LilBroDon- Thought so
I simply didn't reply I put the key in the ignition and started my hour and a half drive to my grandma's I needed to vent
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I had arrived at my grandma's house and it was 4:30 now
I walked up the steps and slowly knocked on the door I waited about 3 minutes until the door revealed my grandma's fragile body
She had on a gown that went down to her feet then she had on some thick socks and her hair was just curly all over her head
To say she was beautiful was an under statement she had the most heart warming smile on her face that caused me to break out in a cheesy grin
"Hey baby" She said in a light angelic voice
"Hey Grammy" I said my voice cracking she pulled me into her warm embrace and a few silent tears fell onto her gown
"Come on in baby" She said letting me so I could step in
I stepped into the nicely decorated home that still felt really homey I hadn't been here in years it was starting to fall apart on the outside but it was still nice
I took a seat on the couch across from her
"Where's pawpaw" I questioned
"He's down for his nap" She said " So what brings you by after all these years" She quizzed
"I really need to talk" I said taking deep breathe
"Say what's on your mind grandbaby" She said wiping the lent of her gown
"I messing up really bad , I feel my downfall coming, and I don't know what to do" I vented fiddling with my fingers
"What are you holding back Pooh" She said calling me by my child hood nickname
I sniffed shaking my head before responding "Nothing"
"What's done in the dark always comes to the light , you can't keep your dirty little secrets forever" She said looking me directly in the eyes making me feel guilty
"I'm not lying" I lied
"The truth will set you free pooh" She said standing up
"I'm sorry , its just not the time to tell" I said slightly above a whisper
"The longer you wait the worst it will effect everyone I know , i've been keeping a secret for 17 years but tonight it comes out" She said kissing my cheek walking to the back to take her nap im assuming
I laid back on the couch and just started to think what secrets had she kept all this time?
Why couldn't she tell me?
I started thinking about how much me and Shawn are growing apart and I hate it.
I honestly haven't spoken to him since my birthday party and I started thinking about that night
"Prove it then" Quez said looking at me lustfully
I didn't have to prove it I was leaving
"I'm leaving you" I said barely above a whisper
"So you're not in love with me like you said" He questioned walking towards me slowly
"I a-am" I stuttered
"So why you leaving ?" He questioned now directly in my face
"Because I love my brother more than you and I love myself more too I just can't keep letting you mentally abuse me" I said very lowly
"That's to bad cause I love you more than life its self" He stated moving a strand of hair from my face
At that moment all I could think about was my father , Quez reminded me of him so much. Everyday I missed my dad and Quez was like a piece of my dad that I always yearned for
"You do ?" I questioned my angelic voice now cracking
"Let me show you" He said lightly against my lips
He kissed me deeply but I didn't feel the same spark as before
He slowly backed me up into the bed and I fell backwards on to the bed
He got on top of me in between my legs and looked me directly in the eyes and all I seen was lust
"I love you" He said kissing on my collar bone
"I love you too" I said but I wasn't sure if I meant it
He started to toy with my nipples as he rubbed my soaking pearl
He lifted my dress up over my head an pulled my thong down with his mouth
He stared at my glistening cat an licked his lips
He came back up to my face and mumbled "We can skip the four play" He said before kissing me deeply
He started to slowly inch inside my throbbing vagina as he rubbed and toyed with my clit making me moan out in pleasure
After he got himself all the way inside he let me adjust to his size my vagina flexed around his hard thick member adjusting to his size
I felt pain as he slowly started to stroke inside me but the pain was bearable
He started to speed up as my moans grew louder and I felt my orgasm building up in the pit of my stomach
"I-im bout to cummm" I moaned loudly as I came all over his bare dick
"Fuck" He groaned pounding into me a few times before shooting his seeds into me
He flipped us over and told me to ride and that was the beginning of a long night
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As Quez's light snores filled the room I sat staring at the text I received from Shawn
Pookie- I just wanted to tell you happy birthday before this special day ends , even though I don't agree with all your decisions I still love more than anything in the world , you'll always be my little sister and I'll be right there to pick up the broken pieces when the damage is done. Happy birthday love - 11:58
I had been staring at the text for an hour crying my eyes out cause I knew he was talking about Quez , and now I regret giving this man all of me
My phone began to ring and I seen it was Jenney calling I answered on the fourth ring
"Hello" I sniffled into the phone
"I'm sorry" She said then I heard her break out in tears
"What happened?" I questioned
"I lost my baby" She cried harder repeating her self over and over
I was knocked out of my flashback by knocking
I opened the door to see a beautiful light skinned girl with long hair who looked to be Dominican like me
"Who are you? " She quizzed
"Morgan and you? " I said returning the question
"Erin , why are you here? " She said getting straight to the point which reminded me of Shawn
"This is my granny's house"
Just then my granny appeared from around the corner
"I see you met your sister" My granny said leaving me looking dumbfounded
Now there were more secrets to be kept on my part since I hadn't told anyone anything that happened that night