Bear with me...there will be some issues but smut will come!!
Y/N'S POV
"You honestly aren't worth anything! They'll leave you soon! You deserve to die," my father looked at me with a sneer.
"No they love me they're my family...they would never leave me." I heard laughter. I spun around to see my band mates all smirking slyly.
"Don't be stupid, Y/n. We don't like you. We're just using you," Mikaela laughed evilly.
"No..."
"Yes," Jared mimicked grinning evilly.
"I still have Camila.."
"That's what you think," I heard the voice of Mahone. I turned around again to see Camila in Austin's arms looking at him like he was the most special thing in the world.
"Camila....I thought..."
"You thought wrong, Y/n. I was always Austin's. I love him. You...you're just a freak," Camila laughed. She then reached up and kissed Austin, breaking my heart in the process.
"I told you, Y/n. No one really cares about you. You're just a burden," my father's voice rang in my head. It was followed by evil laughter and images of Austin and Camila in a make session.
"You're just a worthless freak. You aren't good enough for me....Austin is," Camila smiled and went back to kissing Austin her hands groping him and his doing the same.
"Noo!" I sat up quickly in my bed panting heavily. I was covered in sweat. I put my hand over my rapidly beating heart looking around to see I was in the comfort of my own room. I saw a shadow in the corner of my room on a beanbag. I tried not to panic but I couldn't help but to breath rapidly. I reached over to my lamp on my nightstand and turned it on. I looked back to the corner to see Alec stirring in sleep.
His eyes fluttered open and he instantly shot up to look at me. When he saw the distress I was in he stood up and raced over to me.
"Are you okay? What happened?" he asked as he sat beside me on my bed. I leaned into him and began frantically shaking my head. I explained my dream to him trying not to break down.
"It was so real...my god, Alec, it was so real," I cried as Alec held me. He rubbed my back.
"It's okay. It was just a dream. We would never leave you, and neither would Camila," Alec assured me. I nodded my head against his chest wiping my eyes.
"I'm gonna go tell, Mikki, you're awake. We're gonna make you breakfast in bed, okay?" Alec asked. I nodded my head once.
"Okay, I'll be right back," Alec stood up and walked towards the door, "Oh and here. We got you a new phone. Yours was kind of...shattered."
Alec reached into his pocket and pulled out a cellphone. He tossed it to me and I caught it in my hand. It was an iPhone6 , I looked up at Alec.
"Thank you," I said. Alec smiled and nodded.
"Call Camila, she's been kind of worried. We didn't tell her anything. We thought we'd leave that to you," Alec said. I nodded. Alec turned around to walk out the door.
"Alec."
"Yeah?" Alec turned around to look back at me.
"How long was I out?"
"3 days."
I nodded my head once. Alec flashed me a small smile before he disappeared out of my room, closing the door behind him. I sighed and unlocked my phone. I went to my girlfriend's contact and hit the call button. Camila answered on the third ring.
"Hello?" The sound of her voice made my made and break my heart. I missed the sound of her voice so much. But she sounded exhausted, like she hadn't slept in days.
"Hey, babe. Miss me?" I spoke into the phone.
"Y/n!!!" She practically screamed into the phone. I pulled the phone away from my ear and flinched, but I could feel a small smile spread to my face.
"Hi, love. How are you?"
"Oh my god. Are you okay? Mikki and the boys said you weren't feeling good. What happened? Please, tell me you're okay," Camila said quickly. I smiled softly.
"I'm fine, babe. Trust me. I just had a little uh...fallout. But I'm okay," I said reassuringly.
"I'm coming over right now. I need to make sure you're okay. You can explain everything then."
"Aren't you in New York?" I questioned raising an eyebrow.
"Not anymore. We came home around midnight last night. I was going to come over last night but I figured I should wait till today. I'll be right there."
"You don't have to, Camila."
"I know that. But I need to. I need to make sure you're okay. I'll see you in 15 minutes."
"Okay."
"I love you."
"I love you." Was all I said before she hung up. I ran a shaky hand through my hair and sighed deeply. The words my father told me yesterday and in my dream were still in my head. I decided a quick shower was in order so that I could clear my head. I stood up grabbed a pair of sweats and a t-shirt. I walked to my bathroom and shut the door.
Camila's POV
I walked up to Y/N'S front door and knocked. I stepped back and put my hands in my pockets. Jared opened the door. He looked at me with a grin.
"Hey, Mila. Long time no see," he smiled. I smiled and waved.
"Hey, Jared. Can I come in?" I asked.
"Can you tell me the password?" Jared smirked.
"Uhh..."
"Jared let the girl in before Y/n kicks your ass," Mikaela appeared in the doorway beside Jared. She grabbed my arm and pulled me inside.
"Aw, you're no fun, Mik," Jared whined as he shut the door behind us. Mikaela ignored him and looked at me with a smile.
"Y/N'S upstairs. Jared, Alec, and I are going out for a minute to get stuff for breakfast. We'll be back in an hour," Mikaela said. I nodded and headed towards the stairs.
"Why don't you just say it like it is, Mik? You're giving them time alone so they can have sexy time," I heard Jared say. I laughed when I heard a smack and Jared say "Ow."
I walked up the stairs to Y/N'S room. I pushed open the door. I smiled softly at the sight of my girlfriend laying back on her bed. She was staring at the ceiling. I don't think she noticed I came in. I walked into her room and ran over to her bed and jumped on it. She jumped at first but when she noticed it was me she gave a small smile.
"Hey, babe," she said as she sat up in her bed. I heard a rasp in her voice and I knew then that she had been crying. I looked into her eyes and saw the red in them and that proved it.
"What's wrong?" I questioned as I sat down on the opposite side of her and looked at her.
"Nothing," she lied. I narrowed my eyes at her.
"Don't lie to me, Y/n."
"It's really nothing, Cami. I promise," she leaned over to give me a kiss but I turned my head so that all she got was my cheek, "Come on, Camila. Don't be mad at me. Please."
"Then tell me what the hell is wrong."
"Do you love me?" she asked. I was slightly taken aback. I looked at her and furrowed my brows in confusion.
"What kind of question is that? Of course I do," I said quickly to try to terminate her doubts.
"Then why did you sleep with Austin? And don't give me that bullshit that you were trying to protect me. You don't need to protect me. I could've helped you if you talked to me. But you didn't talk to me. You slept with him. You let him take you in a way I should have," Y/N'S voice went from loud and firm to quiet and sad as she spoke. But she didn't look away from me. She held my gaze.
"Where is this all coming from, Y/n?" I asked. She didn't say anything. She just turned her head and that angered me, "Answer me!"
"I had a dream...where you left me for Austin..."
I stared at her.
"And you think I will?"
"Yes...No...Maybe...I don't know..."
"Okay," I said. I climbed out of Y/N'S bed and turned my back to her.
"Where are you going?" She questioned.
"Since you can't trust me enough to not leave you for Austin. I'm leaving," I stated firmly. I heard her begin to stand as I walked to the door.
"It's not you I don't trust. It's Austin. It's just...he had you first...he was your first...even if it was forced you never forget your first...he's not a freak. He has everything I don't...He's not fucked up either. I'm so fucked up, Camila...God I'm fucked up...He has everything," I could hear the waver in her voice and it broke my heart. I needed to prove to her that I was hers. I spun around and looked at Y/n with hard eyes. I walked over to her slowly.
"Do you know what he doesn't have?" I asked in a low husky tone as I stood directly in front of my girlfriend. She looked at me with her lips slightly parted, "Me."
With that I pulled her head down to me and I attached my lips to her firmly. She immediately melted into the kiss. I wrapped my arms around her neck and hers went for my waist. I bit on her bottom lip and tugged on it roughly, before kissing her once again. She let out a moan and immediately went to slide her tongue across my lower lip. I denied her entrance. She growled, her hands travelled down to my ass and she squeezed roughly.
I gasped and she took the chance to slip her tongue into my mouth. She back me against her wall as her tongue battled mine for dominance. I lost. She used her tongue to explore the dark cavern of my mouth eagerly as her hands traveled my body. She pulled away from me to pull my shirt off. She tossed it to the side. I grabbed for the hem of her shirt and lifted her shirt off. I dropped it as she lifted me and pinned me against the wall.
I gasped as my bare hit the cool wall. She traveled her mouth down from my jawline to my neck. She kissed up and down my neck trailing her tongue along my sensitive spot.
"I'm yours, Y/n. Make me yours," I panted as I moaned softly. My breath hitched as I felt her bite down on my neck softly but firmly. She sucked on my pulse point. My hands went into her hair and my eyes closed as she sucked. Leaving a mark for sure. But I didn't mind. I wanted to show her that I was hers, and only hers.
My hands went around it her back to undo her bra. She pulled away from my neck and looked at me with dark lustful eyes. I could feel myself growing wetter as she looked me with lust, love, possessiveness, and passion.
She pulled me away from the wall and carried me to the bed she laid me down. She pulled her bra off and tossed it to the side. I sat up and went to undo my bra, but she stopped me giving me a hard look.
"I'll do it," she husked. I smirked slightly but dropped my hands. She went around and undid my bra tugging it down my arms roughly before tossing it to the side. She pushed me back onto my back forcefully. I could feel how damp my panties were at how rough she was. I liked it.
She moved down my body slowly grinding her hard on against me as she did. She stopped at my breasts and immediately went to attack my nipples. She took one into her mouth and sucked on it hard, biting and tugging with her teeth. Her hand was kneading my other breasts as her fingers pinched and rolled my other nipple. I moaned at the sensation as my back arched slightly.
She moved onto my other nipple to show it the same attention with her mouth as she did the other. I was squirming under her touch.
"Yes, Y/n!"
"Did Mahone touch you like this? Did he make you scream his name, like I do?" she asked as she pinched both my nipples and rolled them between her fingers.
"No baby. He didn't," I moaned out.
"Good," she growled out as she slid her body down mine once more trailing kisses down my stomach. I felt her nibble and bite at me skin surely leaving more marks. She stopped at the waistband of my pants.
"These have to go, now," she growled.
"Then take them off of me, baby."
"With pleasure," she husked. She tugged at the button of my pants and I heard a pop. She broke the button to my pants! Hot. She tugged them off. She went for my panties and ripped them off my body. Like literally ripped them off. She tossed them to the ground. She slid down my body once again.
She kissed along my inner thigh nipping and sucking on the skin causing me to moan and squirm as she got closer to my heat. Then she stopped.
"Don't tease me, Y/n!" I whined. She then slipped her tongue into my heat and I immediately grabbed at her hair at the pleasure I was feeling. She moved her tongue around in my heat before pulling her tongue out and moving her tongue up and down the lips of my heat.
"Oh my god!" I squirmed under her touch. Y/n then licked my clit she sucked on it and grazed her teeth against it. I was a mess under her. I was between panting, moaning, and screaming her name.
"Y/n...fuck me..." I panted heavily.
"What's the magic word?" I could hear the smirk in her voice.
"Please," I whined. She sat up and pushed down her pajama pants and boxers urgently. She kicked them down to the ground. She reached into her nightstand for a condom but I stopped her.
"I want to feel you in me," I said urgently.
"Camila...I'm not sure..."
"I'm on the pill don't worry," I assured her, "I love you. I need to feel you inside me."
She looked at me and I bit my lip pleading with her eyes. She nodded and gave me a smile. The first smile I saw all night. I've been with her for 2 months and that smile still made my heart flutter. All I ever wanted to see was that smile. She moved over me and looked down at me. Her beautiful eyes staring into mine. I felt her hard on rub against my heat and I couldn't help but moan at the sensation.
She slipped the tip of her hard on into me and I gasped at the pain and pleasure. I balled the sheets of the bed up into my hand as she slowly pushed herself deeper inside of me.
"I don't you to be soft baby...harder...faster...please," I moaned out. She didn't even wait to be told again or ask if I was sure. She pulled herself out of me completely and slammed right back in. I shrieked and my hands immediately went to her shoulders to hold onto her as she rammed into me.
She pulled out of me slight and slammed right back in, going harder and faster than before. She repeated this process over and over. As I gripped onto her shoulders sliding my nails down her back breaking skin. She moaned into my ear and I moaned into hers.
"Fuck, Camila. You're so wet and tight," she moaned out.
"Y/n!" I screamed as she hit my pleasure button. She reached her hand down and began to rub my clit as she rammed herself into me over and over. I was writhing in pleasure under her. I only saw stars as her hand rubbed me and she fucked me.
"I'm s..s..so close, Y/n," I moaned out, "Come with me."
Just as I spoke the words I came undone, screaming out Y/N'S name. She came with me and I could feel her inside of me, she yelled my name. I gripped her shoulders tightly as we rode out or orgasms together, my nails breaking skin. I closed my eyes and began panting heavily.
When we were both done, Y/n rolled off of me and laid beside me. I moved up close to her and cuddled into her side. She wrapped her arms around me tightly and pulled my closer. I felt her press her lips to my forehead and I turned my head to look up at her. I sat up slightly and hovered over her face.
"I am yours, and only yours. No one, I repeat, no one will take me away from you," I pressed my lips to hers firmly and she sighed and pulled me down. I laid my head on her chest and she held me tightly.
"I love you," she said.
"I love you."
We laid in a comfortable silence. I listened to the steady beating of her heart. until I felt my eyes grow heavy and I fell asleep.