A/N When told listen to Back to Life by Lawson
Y/n's POV
I was currently sitting back on the bus in the front room watching The Notebook with Camila and the other girls. Camila was cuddled into my side, her arm thrown over my waist her head on my chest. I had my arm laid casually over her side. Dinah and Normani were sitting on the floor their backs against the couch, Dinah was on her phone and Normani talking to Lauren who was cuddled up with Ally on the other side of the bus on the other couch. Mikki was sitting beside me fast asleep.
We were on the road heading to Wendover, Utah for our next concert. Camila and I have been more than friends for 2 weeks now, the others kind of sort of know. I mean we haven't come out and told them yet but I think they suspect. Jared definitely does, he teases us constantly.
I couldn't wait for the concert tomorrow night because I wrote a song for Camila that described exactly how I felt about her. Plus after the concert I had a surprise for her.
"Y/n," my thoughts were interrupted by the Cuban saying my name. I looked down at her.
"Yeah?" I asked.
"Where'd you go?" Camila giggled.
"Nowhere just thinking," I laughed.
"About?"
"You," I smiled at the blush that spread across her cheeks.
"Good things I hope."
"Great things, babe, great things."
Camila smiled and sat up to press her lips against mine I smiled into the kiss.
"Aww! Y/S/N is so real!" Dinah shouted and a flash caused us to pull away quickly.
"Jesus, Dmac, are you trying to blind us," I said as I blinked quickly trying to get rid of bright dots I was seeing.
"Sorry, Y/n! But I'm making this picture my screensaver. You guys are so damn cute," Dinah said.
"Just don't post it on anything, okay?" I said.
"Aww but why," Dinah pouted.
"I'm not ready to come out yet. Remember how management was with Camren?And that's not even real. Imagine how they'll be if Y/n and I begin trending and we are very in fact real," Camila explained. That's exactly why we wanted to keep this between us. At least for now. We wanted to come out to the world eventually just not at that moment. Also because I wasn't ready for the hate I would surely receive for being gay.
"True, true. Fine I won't post this one. But it will still be my screensaver," Dinah said waving her hand dismissively.
"Thanks for understanding, Dmac. I knew you were more than just a pretty face," I smirked teasingly.
"Thanks, Y/n," Dinah flipped her hair then froze, "Wait did you just imply that I was stupid?"
I laughed and shrugged casually. She scoffed.
"The nerve," Dinah said as she spun around and looked back down at her phone. I couldn't help but laugh harder.
**********Time Skip: Interviews The Next Day***********
The band and I had an interview with the radio station in Wendover, so we all sat in stools that circled around a huge desk where radio equipment was set up getting the finishing touches done on our outfits, hair, and make-up (only for Mikki).
Our interviewers name was Amanda, she sat across from us. She was really pretty with brown hair and greenish blue eyes. She was also funny too, she made jokes all the time and it never failed to makes us laugh. Soon a guy spoke up.
"We'll be on in 5...4...3...2...1."
An on air sign turned from red to green.
"Heyy guys it's your favorite radio host, Amanda St. James and I am here with the one and only Code 4," Amanda spoke through her mic.
"Heyy," we all said through our mics.
"So tell us how is being on tour with Fifth Harmony."
"Oh my god. It's amazing, we were all major fans of 5H and to be able to tour with them was like a dream come true," Mikki said.
"They are just like a bunch of ordinary teenage girls. They are super sweet and super funny," Alec said.
"Aww okay. So we have some fan questions here that desperately need to be answered. Are you ready?" Amanda asked.
"Hell yeah," we all said.
"So first @alecismyoneandonly wants to know what's your favorite thing about being in a band with your lifelong friends?"
"Love the name, " Alec said with a small laugh, "and I guess my favorite thing is that we're like a family that connects with music. We can tell if one if us is upset by the one he/she performs or plays."
"Yeah, we connect on so many levels is crazy just how well we know each other," Mikki said.
"Okay next question @mrs.y/l/nharmonizer wants to know who is is your fav harmony girl and why?"
"Well my favorite is forever and always Dinah because she's so badass and really chill," Jared said.
"My favorite is Mama Ally cause she makes banging ass cookies," Alec laughed, "Oh and Lauren because we jam to Lana together."
"Ally's cookies are amazing, it's like heaven in your mouth," I laughed into the mic.
"Mine is Ally too, just because she understands the struggle of being the oldest in the group," Mikki laughed.
"Mine is either Normani or Camila. Normani because we twerk to Queen B together and Camila because she's just fricking Camila Cabello she gorgeous, smart, funny, and adorable as all hell," I said and added a laugh for effect.
"Aww I bet 5H will be happy you said all these nice things about them. Okay next question, @alecandmikkislovechild asks what is your names in each other's phones?"
We all started talking at once and laughing as we pulled out our phones.
"So in my phone Alec's name is GayGayAl, Y/n's name is BabySis and Jared's is UglyFocker," Mikaela laughed. We all laughed with her and Jared spoke next.
"Mikaela's is Mickey Mouse, Alec's is Baby Daddy, and Y/n's is LoudMouthMotherSucker," Jared said.
"Hey! I'm not loud," I pouted and the others laughed.
"Yes you are, Y/n," Alec said, I rolled my eyes.
"At least I'm not baby daddy," I said. The others laughed.
"Okay okay, last question @code4forlife asked who's single and who's taken?" Amanda asked looking at each and everyone of us.
"I'm single!" Jared shouted and grinned.
"I'm taken," Alec said.
"Recently single," Mikaela said.
"It's complicated," I laughed.
"Okay thank you for coming out and joining us."
"Thank you for having us," we all said in unison.
And with that we were off air.
"Thank you guys. I hope to interview you again sometime," Amanda gave us all a handshake and we smiled.
"Us too!"
***************Time Skip:Concert**************
The band and I stood at the side stage watching Mahogany finish up her set. She was killing it she had the crowd getting turnt. Turnt? When did I start saying turnt? God I hang out with Dinah too much.
The gang and I were fixing ourselves up. Today our outfits went like this:
Alec was wearing a red fitted v-neck t-shirt with a picture of dead pool on the side, dark blue jeans, and his red converses. He also had his signature bandana around his wrist, this time it was red.
Jared wore a black and red bro tank, with a red beanie, he wore grey jeans, and his black converses.
Mikki wore a red and black plaid skirt, a black crop top, with combat boots.
Then there was me, a red bro tank with the word 'Nerd' written in black on it, black skinny jeans, and black vans. I also had on a black SnapBack that said 'Killin' it' it.
When Lox's set ended, she ran off the stage she smiled at us.
"Good luck guys!"
"Thanks!"
We ran onto the stage after we were announced and we went to our appropriate instruments.
"Heyy what's up Wendover!" I shouted into the mic. There was loud cheering coming from the crowd.
"Okay! Let's rock!"
We sang Sunday Morning By Maroon 5, Good Girls by 5sos, and Here's to Never Growing Up.
"Okay this last song is an original written by me! I wrote this for a very special someone. I hope you like it," I said into the mic. (Play song)
We played our instruments moving around in place bobbing our heads softly.
(Alec)
I don't want to be that guy
Who puts the hurt into your eyes
(Y/n)
I don't know who I used to be
(Alec and Y/n)
I don't know him, don't know me.
(All)
Oh woah oh, Ohh 2x
(Y/n)
Staring into danger, Losing all control
Driving through the darkness, Heading for the wall
Running from my demons, Falling through the floor
Every time I think I'm gonna die
(All)
You bring me back to life
Back to life, back to life
You bring me back to life
Back to life, back to life
(Jared)
I don't want to be afraid
Breaking hearts is not okay
As Jared sang I turned in a circle and I froze when I saw the girls standing on the side stage watching us. They were all moving to the music and when Camila caught my eye she smiled. I couldn't help but smile back. She knew the song was about her.
(Mikki)
Lost all sense of reality
As Mikaela sang, I winked to Camila.
(Alec)
I don't know him, don't know me.
When Alec finished his verse I turned and pressed my lips to my mic and sang the chorus as I strummed my guitar.
(Y/n)
Staring into danger, Losing all control
Driving through the darkness, Heading for the wall
Running from my demons, Falling through the floor
Every time I think I'm gonna die
I turned my head slightly to look at Camila as we all sang the next verse. I sang with passion and emotion. She needed to know it's because of her that I'm alive. That she is the one who revives me when I feel like dying.
(All)
You bring me back to life
Back to life, back to life
You bring me back to life
Back to life, back to life
As I sang the next line I turned my head back to the crowd and closed my eyes.
(Y/n)
Ohh you bring me back to life
(All)
Oh woah oh, ohh 2x
Alec sung his next part softly.
(Alec)
I don't want to be that guy
(Y/n)
Who puts the hurt back in your eyes
I don't know who I used to be
I looked over at Camila as I sang that line just as soft as Alec did a small, almost hidden smile on my face.
(Alec)
Don't know him, don't know me
When it was my turn I turned my head back to the crowd and sang powerfully.
(Y/n)
Staring into danger,Losing all control
Driving through the darkness, Heading for the wall
Running from my demons, Falling through the floor
Every time I think I'm gonna die
(All)
You bring me back to life
Back to life, back to life
You bring me back to life
Back to life, back to life
You bring me back to life
Back to life, back to life
You bring me back to life
Back to life, back to life
I looked back at Camila then back out at the crowd.
(Y/n)
You bring me back to life
You bring me back to life, ohhh yeah.
The crowd was cheering loudly. I grinned.
"Thank you guys! You guys are so awesome!"
We ran off stage and to the side where the girls all stood. I almost stumbled backwards when a set of arms and legs wrapped around my neck and waist. I chuckled when I realized it was my beautiful Cuban princess. I wrapped my arms around her waist, holding her up.
"Oh my god that song. I loved it," she whispered in my ear with an adorable squeal.
"I'm glad, I wrote it for you after. You're my inspiration," I whispered with a grin.
"Oh my god you better put me down before I kiss you senseless in front on everyone," she said. I chuckled and let her down. As soon as she was down I was pulled into a headlock by Alec.
"That has to be one of the best songs you've written by far, Y/n! The crowd loved it," Alec said. I slapped his arm and he let me go with a laugh.
"Thanks, Al," I said with a grin.
"Girls you're on in 5," said the stage manager to Fifth Harmony,
"Aww okay," the girls groaned. I grabbed Camila's arm before she could walk away.
"Don't use too much energy out there. I want you awake for our date," I said with a smile. She nodded her head eagerly and ran onto the stage with her group. I grinned as I watched her leave.
I have got to be the luckiest person alive.