Ashlyn's POV
Finally being home with Harry last night was nice. I didn't have to worry about us running into my parents again. I'm really tired of their crap. I just love being around Harry when it's just us. We're both happier. We're both ourselves. I guess we could be like that when we're around other people too. I do like being selfish and keeping him to myself. I can't always do that though. He does have friends. I may not but I shouldn't keep him from his. I'll eventually make friends. I just enjoy spending my time with him.
I woke up to Harry's alarm going off. I know he has to go to practice today. He hasn't been in days. I'm sure they're upset with him. I don't want that for him. He wouldn't listen to me though when I told him it was alright to go. I would be fine. He wouldn't hear it though. I don't blame him though. I am happy he was with me. I rolled over so I was looking at him as he turned it off. He smiled as he moved closer to me, wrapping his arms back around me. He softly pecked my lips, "Good morning, love."
I can't help but smile, "I love you."
He didn't say anything before he softly pressed his lips against mine. He's always so gentle with me. I'm happy that he is. I wouldn't want it any other way. I moved a little closer to him, cupping his cheek in my hand. I really don't want him to pull away anytime soon. I know he needs to leave soon though. I don't want him being in even more trouble than he was before. I pulled away but either of us wanted me to. I smiled a little bit, "I really don't want to be the reason your late."
"I really don't care if I'm late. I love laying here with you."
I wrapped a leg around his waist, moving some of his hair. He lent his head down against mine, "I've been thinking about something for a little bit. Honestly now I really want to know."
I can't help but look at him confused, "What is it?"
I'm really curious to know now. I noticed a slight smirk start to play on his lips, "When we first got together you said you didn't enjoy sex for awhile. So I'm assuming you weren't having orgasms."
I can't help but laugh a little bit, "I didn't enjoy it for three years and you're also assuming right."
"There's no way you went three years without one. I'm curious to know how you were getting them."
I felt my face start to flush. I can't help it. No one has ever asked me this. I can't believe he wants to know. I just assumed that he didn't want to. I know he's going to find out at some point anyway. "Well after a few months of it I went and bought a vibrator."
He smirked, "Really?"
I nodded, hiding my face into his chest. I can't believe I just told him that. I never admitted that to anymore before. I guess I could admit it to him. I'm sure he was going to find out at some point anyway. He kissed the top of my head, "It's really nothing to be embarrassed about. Lots of people buy them."
I know he's right. I finally looked up at him. He softly pecked my lips, "It's kind of hot knowing you have one."
"I haven't used it since we've been together though."
He smiled, "I would hope not. I want to see it."
I can't help but look at him like he's crazy, "You're so weird."
He laughed, "Please."
"I don't have it here. I couldn't keep it at Adam's. He would have found it."
"Where is it?"
I moved his hair again, "In my office at the studio."
He pecked my lips, "I can't believe you used it there."
I frowned, "I couldn't use it at Adam's."
"I guess you're right. I do want to see it though."
I smiled a little bit, "Maybe I got rid of it."
He chuckled, "I know you didn't. I'm sure you still have it."
I pecked his lips, "I guess you're going to have to wait and see."
He shook his head, "You're such a tease."
I can't help but laugh a little bit, "No I'm not. I'm not that bad."
He nodded, "Yes you are."
I shook my head, "Do I get to ask you something?"
"Of course, love. Ask me whatever you want."
"How long was it since you had sex before we did?"
"8 months."
For some reason it feels nice hearing that from him. I knew it was awhile before we did. I guess I didn't realize how long it was. I smiled, "I know you didn't go that long without an orgasm."
He should have known I was going to ask that. I mean he did ask me. We should be able to ask each other these things. It's nice that we're not getting upset about it. It's sort of playful but it's mainly serious. We shouldn't keep these things from each other even though most of it curiosity. He softly pecked my lips, "Honestly my hands were my best friends for awhile."
I can't help but laugh a little bit, "I don't doubt that."
"I really need to get up, love."
I softly pecked his lips, "I get it. I don't want to keep you."
He gave me a small smile before he moved out of bed. I can't help but look at him as he made his way over to our dresser. He's so sexy. I'm so happy he's mine. I really don't want anyone else. I want every part of him. I know I already have it. He has all of me. He knows so much more about me than anyone else. He knows the real me. Not the me that I had to be with Adam. People may think that was me but they're completely wrong.
I sat up as he was putting his hair up in a bun. I love how long his hair is. For some reason I don't want him to cut it. I'm sure any other girl would want that. I love everything about him. Honestly I'm going to miss him while he's at practice. I do have some other things I need to get done. We really need to have some bills paid here and I need to pay some bills at the studio too. It was nice being away for a few days but we can't just let things go. He turned around once he was done. He smiled a little bit, moving over to the bed. He sat on the edge of the bed, moving some of my hair, "I really don't want to leave you today."
I smiled, "You're going, babe."
He chuckled before gently pressing his lips against mine. I'm defiantly going to miss this while he's at practice. I know it's not going to be for too long. It's just weird missing someone like I miss him even if we're away from each other for an hour. I guess that's love. A love that I never experienced till him. I pulled away since it seems like he's not going to. I smiled, "While you're at practice I think I'm going to get some things done."
He nodded, "What ever you want to do, love."
"I love you."
He softly pecked my lips, "I love you."
I smiled a little bit as he got up, walking out of our room. I sighed, moving out of bed. I really just need to be things done. I can't just keep being lazy like I want to be. I quickly changed, throwing my hair up. I just want to get this all over with. I grabbed my purse and phone before walking out. I really hope I can beat him back here. I just feel like I won't since I have so many places to stop to pay everything. I don't mind though. It needs to get done and I don't want him to have to do it after practice while I don't really have anything to do. I can't do that to him. I would feel bad about it.
Not after very long I got to my studio. I checked the mail box, grabbing my bills out of it before walking inside. I locked the door behind me since what happened the last time I was here. I know he's still in jail but who knows what he could still do. I shook my head, walking back to my office. I haven't done anything in there in awhile. The last time I did anything for here I did it at home on my lap top. I sat down, pulling my checkbooks out of my purse before filling out some checks for the bills for here and our house.
It didn't take very long to get it all done. I guess I knew that it wouldn't. I leaned back into my chair, looking over at the couch. I still can't believe Harry and I had sex in here. It's been awhile since that. Well at least it feels like it. I defiantly don't regret it though. I would do it again if he wanted to. It's just that I don't come here everyday anymore. Honestly I love my business but I love spending time with Harry. Especially now that we don't have to hide anything. I checked the time on my phone. I know his practice doesn't have much longer and I still need to drop these things off. It's just a couple places though. There's not as many as I thought there would be. I grabbed my keys, unlocking the bottom drawer. I always wanted to make sure no one found it in there. It was really no one's business but mine. Harry does deserve to know. Well he does now. I just can't believe he wants to see it. I grabbed it out, putting it in my purse. I grabbed the few bills and keys before walking out. For some reason it doesn't feel safe being there anymore. I need to figure it out. I love my business but I can't keep having this feeling about it. I can't afford to be without it. Well maybe if I sold it. I need some thinking to do before that. I'm defiantly going to talk to Harry about it first. Not today though.
I paid all the bills before pulling into our driveway. His car was already sitting there. I can't help but smile a little bit. I'm ready to see him again even though it's only been a couple hours. I grabbed my purse, walking inside. I heard the TV in the living room. I walked in and saw him laying there on the couch. He smiled, sitting up as soon as he saw me. I can't help but smile, moving over to him. I sat down next to him, moving closer to him. He softly pecked my lips, "I missed you, love."
I messed with some of the free pieces of his hair, "I missed you, babe."
He smiled, leaning his head against my shoulder. I smiled a little bit, handing him my purse. He looked at me confused, moving his head from my shoulder, "Why are you handing this to me?"
I smiled a little bit, "Open it."
He gave me sort of a weird look before unzipping it. He started to smirk a little bit before he pulled it out. He chuckled, "It's so small."
I kissed his cheek, "It didn't take a lot to get the job done."
He laughed, "Obviously."
I shook my head, "Don't make fun of me."
He softly pecked my lips, "I'm not. I have something else in mind."
I looked at him confused, "What?"
"It would be extremely sexy to see you use it."
I felt my face start to flush, "Harry..."
He moved some of my hair, "Only if you want to."
"Well I guess using it one last time couldn't hurt."
He smirk, "Really?"
I nodded, moving closer to him. I can't believe I even agreed to this. I thought I would never use it again after him. Hopefully this will be the last time. He's been enough for me since we've been together. I've been happy with him. I guess since he wants this one last time won't kill me. It just might be a little weird since he'll be there too.