A.N: Yay! 10th chapter is finally here! :D
I just wanted to thank everyone for all the reads, and thanks for still bearing with me, even though I update really slow...
So yeah! Please enjoy! c:
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RYAN'S POV
The rest of the night, I lay snuggled by Felix, my face blushing furiously. I don't think there was anywhere I'd rather be. I just felt embarrassed, and awkward, because I didn't know what to do or say. I've never been in love before. I had school the next morning, so I knew I had to get some sleep. Somehow, I just couldn't. Thoughts buzzed around in my head, giving me a migraine. Too many thoughts. I peered over at the alarm clock, but it was pretty much impossible to tell the time, because Felix's arm was flopped over on my face. I was getting hot...too hot...
I squirmed around, trying to get Felix to move over. He lazily flopped over...and rolled off the bed. His head popped up from the ground, his hair sticking up from his head. "Ryan...You okay?" I stretched, taking off my t-shirt, which was sticking tightly to my body. Felix was now uncomfortable himself, as he wiped drips of sweat off of his forehead. "Why is it so hot in here?" He asked, looking like he was going to fall asleep at any given moment. I shrugged. "Heat wave, maybe." Felix was now taking his shirt off in the humid room. "Do you know what time it is?" I took a look at the electric alarm clock. "4:00am." I said, yawning. Felix smiled, and grabbed my hand, pulling me on the ground with him. We wrestled around on the carpet, until Felix bent down and kissed my neck. "Ah! dude!" I said, pushing his sticky body off of my own. "Let's go get some caffeine." Felix smiled, looking a little more awake. We headed into the kitchen, and grabbed some Pepsi from the cold fridge. "That feels nice..." Felix murmured, standing in front of the icy fridge with the door wide open. "I wanna turn!" I laughed, shoving him over to the side. We both starting laughing, pushing our bodies together so we could both enjoy the cool wave. "So..." I said awkwardly, breaking the silence. Felix turned, and grasped my hand. "Is it about school?" He asked. "We-"
"Don't worry about at thing, Ryan. You'll be just fine by yourself. If you ever need me, then just-"
"That's not what I wanted to say."
"Oh, okay. What was it, then?"
"I was just wondering..."
"Yeah?"
"Are we a couple now?" My eyes didn't meet his.
"Only if you want to be."
I hugged Felix's chest, not caring how cold it felt on my skin. I nuzzled my face deeper. I loved this feeling of joy that has come over me whenever I hugged him.
Felix's arm came down, holding me closer. After a moment of cold embrace, we dragged ourselves into the heated oven we called our "bedroom". I cuddled next to Felix again, enjoying how soft he rubbed his right hand across my head. We stayed together and cuddled, until the alarm went off, and it was time to go to school. I didn't have any of my clothes with me, so I was just borrowed Felix's clothes.
"Yes." I murmured, while pulling Felix's shirt over my head.
"Pardon?" Felix asked, sitting on the bed tying his shoes.
"I want to...be with you." My face blushed furiously.
Felix smiled. "I want to be with you, too."
We walked to the bus stop, shoulders rubbing against each other. My palms were sweating, my heart was pounding, my head was spinning. I can't even believe all the things that have recently happened to me. First my mom is almost murdered, then my worst enemy is taken to jail, and now I officially have a boyfriend. I don't know if I'm supposed to be happy...or? Possibly another emotion. I actually feel quite numb, and confused. What am I supposed to do now? Are things between Felix and I going to be...different?
I was brought back from my thoughts when Felix squeezed my hand. "Ready?" He asked. I nodded my head, and took a spot on the bus next to Felix.
We arrived to school quickly, and walked up the steps of the G.U.
The same girls that teased me on my first day snickered as I walked by. I don't know if I was just imagining things, but I thought a saw Felix scowl at them.
When we got to homeroom, we sat down, and never once took our eyes off one another. I guess it was kind of like an...teenage romance. Even thinking about it made me blush. It was just like my romance novels. Felix was constantly reading them now, his nerdy glasses perched on his nose, his body cuddled up in a soft blanket on the couch. Now at school, everyone was talking about us. They would say, "Hey, did you hear? That Ryan kid finally found a friend! A hot friend! I bet the Felix Kjellberg Fan Club is going to be pissed!" I don't think I'll ever tell anyone at school about our 'current' relationship.
FELIX'S POV
I was sitting in 2nd period, bored as hell. I tapped a pencil on my deck, until kids told me to shut-up. I was still sitting around, doodling in a notebook, when a tiny slip of paper landed on my desk. It said: 'Wanna play Minecraft with me? Come down to room 201. -Toby'
Why the hell not? There was nothing else to do anyways.
I walked down to room 201, looking for a kid named 'Toby'. I don't know why I'm looking for him, because I don't even know what he looks like anyways. There was a kid standing there, waving his arms. He had a shirt on that said 'Tobuscus'. "Hey Felix! Over here!" He whispered. I walked up to him, observing my surroundings. The whole room was filled with old computer monitors, and dusty books. Was this some kind of storage room? "Hello Felix." The so-called boy named "Toby" said. He stuck his arm out for a handshake, which I gladly accepted. I loved meeting new people. "So..." I said. "You're Toby?" "Toby" smiled. "Yes. I'm Toby. It's nice to finally talk to you, Felix." I smiled nervously, unsure of what to say. "So, I'm sure you saw the note. Wanna play?" I laughed softly. "I've never played minecraft." Toby's jaw dropped. "So, where are we going to play?" I asked.
"Here, of course." Toby answered, his hands focused on the back of an old computer monitor.
"Well." I chucked. "Where are the computers?"
Toby pointed down at the computer he was toying around with. "I like to fix computers. This is pretty much all I do here." Toby laughed jokingly. "Mr. Berg said he'd hire me."
"But..." I said after awhile. "Isn't it lonely?"
Toby stopped touching the monitor, looking down at his hands. "Yes, it gets kinda lonely." He suddenly changed personalities, and looked very happy. "But I don't mind. I'm sure I'll get used to it!" I laughed at how stupid that sounded, and I made sure he heard. "That's bullshit, dude. You need to get yourself a girlfriend!" And then Iaughed some more. "I can even help you! I'll tell girls, that you're like, super hot." I made a derpy face, trying to get him to agree. I kinda regretted ever laughing...Toby looked kind of...upset.
"So, you think you can just go around, doing whatever you want? You think you can give away your trust that easily?" He raised his voice. "It's not that easy. Everyone hates me! And...Jack will never love someone like me..." He suddenly stopped, tears dripping down his face. "I'm sorry...I totally lost my cool..." I was just standing there, a blank expression on my face. "It's just...you can get any girl you want...I don't-" He started sobbing uncontrollably. "Ugg...I'm a mess..." He turned his head. "Go ahead. Go tell everyone what you just heard. Go tell the truth. I don't care anymore." I set my hand on his back, causing him to jump in surprise. "No...I won't tell anyone...You're secret is safe with me...Actually, I'm the same way..." I turned my head, a bit embarrassed to say it, since I've never even heard it come out of my own mouth." Toby turned around from his little spot in the corner. "Really? I had no idea..." I walked over by him, leaning against a bookshelf. "Yeah...I actually have a boyfriend." Toby stood up, his tear streaked face glowing in the dim light. "If you don't mind me asking...who is it?" I stuck my hand out for a pinkie-swear. "I'll tell you, but promise not to tell anyone about our conversations." Toby tilted his head. "Conversations?" I nodded. "Yeah. I want to help you out, Toby. You seem like you need someone to talk to." Toby looked uncertain. He's definitely got some trust issues...
We pinkie-sweared to never tell. I thought this would make him feel better about the whole 'trust' fiasco. "My boyfriend's name is Ryan. He is the boy with the mask." Toby smiled. "I know him! How is that going? I smiled. I think he's finally warming up to me. "So far, so good." I wanted to tell him more, but I think maybe he'd get a little sad. I wonder, who is this 'Jack'?
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