Wonwoo's p.o.v.
After we had finally gotten back from the event I went straight to my bedroom and it didn't take long for S.coups to find me.
"What happened?" He asked. "Why is your neck like this?"
"I don't want to talk about it." I said and buried my face in my pillow.
"I'll just get Mingyu for you then." S.coups said the left.
S.coups knew Mingyu was the only person I would talk to right now.
It was a few minutes before Mingyu came in.
"I brought food." He said and passed me and bowl.
I didn't really want to eat but I knew I had to. We would be continuing promotions again soon.
As we ate Mingyu asked me about my neck and what I was going to do about it but I didn't give him any real answers.
After we finished eating Mingyu just put the dishes on the nightstand.
"Do you want to talk about it?" Mingyu asked, refering to my father.
I shook my head. "I just want to sleep."
Mingyu just gave me a small smile and a sigh.
"You should at least get changed." Mingyu said and stood up. "Here."
He passed me a pair of pajama pants that were on the floor.
I took them and changed into them while still lying on my bed. After I finished I noticed Mingyu was also changing.
He had pajama pants on and he started taking his shirt. I didn't say anything and just watched him while biting my bottom lip. He had a very nice body.
When he was done he came over and laid beside me and I just stared at him.
"What?" Mingyu asked, sounding confused.
I laughed and moved to put my head on Mingyu's chest.
"Nothing." I said.
"What is it?" Mingyu asked. "You're worrying me."
I laughed again. "You're just pretty."
I looked up at Mingyu and he still looked confused.
I bought my hand up and rubbed his chest.
"You're pretty." I said.
Mingyu took a second to understand.
"Oh." He said. "Wait, you were watching me?"
"Only when you were changing your shirt." I said and put my head back down.
Mingyu sighed. "I'm glad you enjoyed it."
I laughed.
Mingyu wrapped one of his arms around my lower back and kissed the top of my head.
"Sleep." He said. "It will all be better in the morning."
While listening to Mingyu's heartbeat, I quickly fell asleep.
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"Wonwoo." A voice said. "Time to get up baby."
I opened my eyes and Mingyu was leaning over me.
"There we go." Mingyu said and smiled.
"What time is it?" I asked in a groggy voice.
"A little after 9." Mingyu said.
I groaned and rolled over. "I don't want to get up."
"Maybe I'll just have to eat pancakes all by myself." I said.
I looked over at shoulder at Mingyu. "Pancakes?"
"Yeah, Jeonghan's mom came over and made pancakes as a treat for our hard work, or something like that." Mingyu said.
I sat up and started getting out of bed. "Let's go."
Mingyu laughed. "At least fix your hair first."
"But I'm lazy." I said.
"Come here you sloth." Mingyu said.
I walked over and Mingyu grabbed my hand before pulling me down and having me sit between his legs.
He slowly started brushing my hair, with a hairbrush that he got from god knows where.
"Mingyu shop." I whispered.
"Would you be quiet please." Mingyu said and I laughed.
It was quiet for a few minutes while Mingyu continued to fix my hair.
"There." Mingyu finally said. "Done."
I got up and looked in the mirror to see that my hair was all flat and back in place and also that my neck was of normal colour and there was only one or two small unnoticeable buries.
"Thank you." I said and Mingyu got up at well.
"Shall we go eat?" Mingyu asked.
I nodded.
We walked out of the bedroom and into the kitchen.
"There you two are." A woman, Jeonghan's mom I guessed, said as we walked in. "I thought you were never coming back Mingyu."
"Wonwoo had to fix his hair." Mingyu said.
I looked at Mingyu and he looked back. His look told me not to say anything and just be quiet so I did.
"Well, here you go." She said and pasted us both a plate that had 2 pancakes each.
"Thank you!" Mingyu and I said and the same time and Ms. Yoon smiled.
"There is syrup and everything in the living room." She said. "Everyone managed to take everything out there."
Mingyu and I nodded before heading out to the living room. When we got there everyone was already in there, seated in various places.
Mingyu and I found a spot on the floor near one of the couchs.
We sat down, after Mingyu found the syrup, and started eating our food.
While we were eating I felt a tap on my shoulder. I looked up and saw Joshua leaning over the arm of the couch.
"Hey." He said in a happy sounding voice.
Why is he even talking to me?
"Hi." I said in a tone that came across sounding rude.
"Listen, I wanted to talk to you." He said. "You know, to apolize."
I mentally sighed and crussed.
I would at least have to hear him out.
"Alright." I said. "Can I finished eating first?"
"Oh of course." Joshua said. "Let me know when you're done."
I nodded and Joshua sat down normally on the couch.
"I'm proud of you." Mingyu said, obviously he overheard the conversation.
"I'm going to listen to him, it doesn't mean I will actually forgive him." I said.
Mingyu sighed. "Well, it's a start."
Once Mingyu and I had finished eating I told Joshua and we went into the vocal teams bedroom.
After we walked in Joshua sat on his bed but I stayed by the door. I waited for Joshua to start talking but it didn't seem like he was going to.
"Any day now." I said, wanting to get this over with.
"Right, sorry." Joshua said and then sighed. "This may come as a surpise to you but I'm not straight."
He was right, that was a huge surprise.
"See that thing was, I started questioning my sexually because I liked Jeonghan." Joshua said.
"Wait, you like Jeognhan?" I asked.
I knew there was something going on between Jeonghan and S.coups. I wonder if Joshua knows.
"Yeah I do." He nodded. "Anyway, I felt terrible when I to question things because I raised to learn that they were wrong. I was completely angry with myself because I didn't want to be that way but there was nothing I could do. When you and Mingyu came out to seemed like an easy way to get my anger out. It obviously wasn't a good idea."
I had no clue Joshua felt this way.
As he had to been talking I had been slowly walking towards him and I was right beside his bed.
"Hyung..." I said and sat on his bed.
"I know. I'm sorry. I shouldn't have used you like that." Joshua said and hung his head.
I slowly leaned forwards and wrapped my arms around Joshua.
"Please tell me you don't still hate yourself." I said.
"No, I don't." Joshua said. "Thank you for caring."
"It's just, I know how it feels to hate yourself." I said quietly.
"Wonwoo..." Joshua said and pushed out of our hug. "What are you talking about? You should have no reason to hate yourself."
"Why do you think that word hirt so much?" I said and looked down at my hands.
"Oh my god..." Joshua said.
"I'm sorry." I said and stood up. "Forget I said anything. I shouldn't bother you with my problems."
I started heading towards the door but the tone in Joshua voice made me stop.
"Wonwoo." He said. "You shouldn't keep everything inside you. You know it's bad."
I nodded. "I know."
Then I feld the room and went into my bedroom before my tears started falling.
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Te he he. I like the way this ended.
I had my math exam today. It was interesting.
Also! I'm totally NOT prepared for one fine day. Not at all. The teasers killed me enough as it is. Seventeen needs to not.
ALSO! Just anyone watched Produce 101?! The Pledis girls are sooooo good and sooo pretty!!!! I can't anymore!!! One of the girls is my age but like 10x prettier and 10x better at everything then me!!!
Hope you all enjoy this story!