Slamming the door shut, I see Kendall looking pissed as he leans agaisnt his front door. Great, I thought. He's fucking mad. Perfect on my part.
I walk towards him and raise an eyebrow. "What? You told me to come over here and I did. Why are you looking so-" when I got close enough, Kendall grabs my wrist and yanks me to him, crashing his lips onto mine. I want to pull away. After kissing Aiden today... I realised I want nothing to do with Kendall. I didn't in the first place but... Now it's worse.
He pulls away, holding me by the waist. "I knew it." He mumbled, his eyes still showing anger. I furrow my eyebrows. "Know what?"
He rolls his eyes. "Don't play dumb, Aaron," he pulls me into his house and shuts the door. I sigh and flop over on his couch. He crosses his arms and glares at me. "You made out with Aiden. After I told you not to mess with him."
I stare blankly away from him. "No I didn't. Where did you get that info from?"
He stomps towards me and grabs my chin, forcing me to look in his eyes. "I'm not stupid, Aaron. As soon as Aiden was done with you, he called me telling me everything that happened. Do you want everyone to know we sleep together? Or about your fucked up parents?"
I slap his hand away. "Look, he kissed me first, alright? He actually tried kissing me twice before that happened but I stopped it. I don't need you telling me not to because trust me, I have plenty of other things pressuring me to stay away from him."
"Then why don't you just stay away? Whats it going to take?" I shrug and purse my lips, aggravated. "I don't know... As long as Aiden doesn't talk to me I think I'll be fine... I just dont want him hurt." The couch sinks down beside me and Kendall wraps his arms around my waist.
"Next time your in a horny mood, just come over here." I roll my eyes and shake my head. "Your fucking disgusting." He smirks and leans closer to me, burying his face in my neck. "But your still fucking me." I elbow him. "Because if I don't your going to tell everyone." He sucks on my skin. "That's true."
He turns us and grabs my wrists, pinning them above my head. He hovers over me, smirking. "Let's see what surprised you've got up your sleeve, huh?"
I felt very weak as he leaned down and kissed me.
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"Aaron..." I felt someone kissing my back. I tried ignoring it, wanting more sleep. I barley got any last night because of Kendall. He kept wanting to go more and more. I pretty much feel asleep at like... Three in the morning.
"Aaron..." He sang. "Aaron baby. Get up. Today is Friday. We've got to get to school... Unless you want to skip and do something else. Because I've kinda got something in mind.." His kisses trialed lower on my back, down my spine. I felt used. I quickly turned onto my back and pushed his head away.
"Stop Kendall. I'm sleeping. You kept me up all night last night." He smirks, leaning his head over mine. "Yea I know. You passed out right after the best part." I rolled my eyes and pushed his face away. "I'm serious, Kendall.... What time is it?"
"Eight O'three." I jump up. "What?!" He laughs and pushes me back down to the bed by my waist. He crawls onto my stomach and straddles me. He smirks and bites his lip, holding down my hands to the bed. "Your so hot with that bed hair."
"Get off Kendall. We've got to get to school." He laughs and leans down, kissing me. "Why? So you can run off to Aiden?"
I sigh. "We already had this conversation yesterday." He bites my lip lightly. "I wouldn't want to go to school if I were you." I froze, a cold chill running down my spine. "Why?" I demanded. I feel Kendall smirk.
"Aiden knows you slept with me last night."
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I run into school. I mean, full out - run! I had to explain this to Aiden. I couldn't let him think something different. I had to let him know the real story. Because I'm sure to him, it looked like we were obviously really close and really liked each other.
I run into first period and my stomach drops.
Aiden isn't in here.
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I didn't leave school right after that. The teacher had seen me and I knew that I had a test that I needed notes for in math class. So I decided to stay.
At lunch, Kendall sat beside me. The whole time, he would be running his hand up and down my thighs, or grabbing my butt. Drake never noticed. He was talking to Riley most of the time. And Fiona was talking to me.
"So are we still on for the girls night out?" Shit, I forgot all about that. I sigh and rub my face. "Fiona I would really love to.. But I can't. I have some really important thing is to do later." She frowns. "Oh... Okay.. Well how about tomorrow night?" She smiles again and I smile back, ready to say 'hell yea! We need a night out!' But before I could, Kendall spoke up.
"Nah, she's busy tomorrow night too." I look at him like he's crazy. "Excuse me?!" He smirks and winks at me. "She's got to go to dinner with my family. Her brother and my dad works together."
He's lying... He's fucking lying. He just wants to sleep with me tomorrow night too. Dammit..
I sigh and act with his play. "Shit, I forgot about that Fiona. How about Sunday?" She smiles and nods. "Perfect! I'm so pumped!" I smile at her. A rel smile. It seems like she can always do that when I'm sad.
Which is why I'm thankful for her.
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I sigh as I stare at Aidens front door. I've been standing here for ten minutes, deciding on wither or not to knock or not. I know I need to explain it to him... But every time I think of him I think of last night. Those electrical kisses we possessed to one another. His hands roaming my body and starting up a fire.
Just suck it up, Aaron. Be a woman. Take your fist, and knock on the fucking door.
I encourage myself and finally bring up enough courage. I knock on it, holding my breath. I don't hear anything for a few seconds, then I hear footsteps approach the door, matching how loud and quickly my heart is thudding.
I hear and see the door open.
"Aaron?"
Aiden stands in front of me. No shirt and Low hanging joggers on. Enough for me to see his V-line. I clenched my fists, trying to hold back all of my dirty thoughts. His abs were right there... I touched those abs...
"What are you doing here?" He sounded mad. I couldn't blame him. If Kendall was actually telling the truth for once and Aiden somehow did know we slept together, then I can't blame him for being mad.
"I need to talk to you." He leans onto the doorframe and cross his arms, looking at me and raising an eyebrow. "There is nothing to talk about. You said it yourself... I need to stay away from you. Yet you came to my house?"
"It's about last night... After you left."
"Lemme guess... Kendall? I should've guessed there was someone else. Now I know what you meant by 'hurt'."
And that's just what he knew about. I sigh and look away from his face. "Can I come in... Please Aiden?" He doesn't answer. And I don't dare look up. I'm ashamed. I'm showing him I'm ashamed. I need him to hear me out. I cant let him think that I actually like Kendall. Because trust me, I don't.
I hear him sigh and I look up. He opens the door wider and lets me walk in. I send him a small smile. He just rolls his eyes and shuts the door behind me. We walk to the living room.
I sit down and keep my hands folded in my lap. "I don't like Kendall..." I started. Aiden sat on the couch across from me. He leaned over, propping his elbows up on his knees. He stared at me, serious. "Oh yea? Somehow I don't believe that. And maybe it's the fact that right after we kissed and you turned me down, you ran off to his place."
I furrow my eyebrows. "How did you know that?" He shakes his head. "I followed you. I couldn't sleep at all last night either. And then I heard you driving away from your house. I couldn't help but follow. I was worried about you, Aaron. That's why I followed you. And what a surprise when I saw you get out at Kendall's house, run up, and kiss him. It wasn't ten minutes later before I saw you two head for the bedroom."
"Aiden I sw-"
"Stop. I'm not done. I know you warned me about being hurt... The only thing that confuses me is... Why Kendall? Out of every boy at school... You had to sleep with my best friend?"
I wanted to cry. "It's not like I wanted to, Aiden... He... He tricked me,"
No... No no no. Shut up, Aaron. If it gets around that you told, your dead meat. Dammit... Kendall is the root of it all. "He know about me... Real me. He said he would tell everyone if I didn't sleep with him. I tried getting out of it. I don't want to have sex with him, Aiden. I never did. But he kept threatening me."
"Is your past really that bad?" I nodded. "Aiden I want to tell you... But I can't. I literally can't make out the words and say them. I want to trust you. I was about to trust you actually... Then Kendall went off and did... This! He broke any trust I was going to have for you... I'm so so sorry Aiden... I just needed to say that to you before this."
"Before what?" I squeezed my eyes shut, gripping my wrist in one hand. He crouched down and holds me by the knees. "Aaron, before what? What are you talking about?"
I open my eyes and swallow, staring right at blurry Aiden. "I can't talk to you anymore..."
"Aaron dont say that. Of course you can talk to me. You can talk to me about anything. I'm here for you."
I furrow my eyebrows confused and mad. Why won't he just let me go?
"Even after what i did to you? Even after sleeping with Kendall?... You still want to be with me?" He smiles convincingly and reaches up, cupping my face in his large hand. He rubs his thumb right under my eye. "Of course. If you haven't noticed Aaron... I'm kinda crazy about you. I'm mad, yea. But I still like you... A lot."
I shake my head, the first year falling down my cheek. "I don't want to hurt you..." I muttered as low as possible. He slips his arm around my back and pulls me into a hug, while his other hand that was cupping my face just slides over into the nape of my neck, pushing my head into his chest.
I didn't struggle. I closed my eyes and cried softly, wrapping my arms around his torso and burying my face into his chest.
This is going to be the last time I'll be able to hold him... So I have to make it count. I've already made up my mind.
Tonight... I'm escaping. For the first time, I'm running off before my dad can find me. I'm not being chased out of my life... I'm being smart about it this time. I'm doing it ahead of time. I can't stand the thought of Aiden getting hurt again...
I have to keep him safe.
So... Once I'm positive nobody is awake... I'm leaving. I don't know where I'm going to go. But all I know... Is that it has to be somewhere far... Far away from here.
No where near Andrew. No where near Drake. No where near Fiona.
No where near Aiden.
You want to kill me dad? Then come on and do it.
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Dun, dun, duuuuuuuun! Things be happening everywhere and anywhere in the last few chapters huh?
Exiting I hope. Kinda like the "edge of your seat" exiting. Anywho, love you guys!
√•JORDAN•√