HEY,SO SINCE I GOT A FEW READS ON MY LAST CHAPTER. I REALLY WANTED TO UPDATE AND THANK Y'ALL FOR READING MY STORY. I REALLY APPRECIATE IT. I SAY THAT A LOT. BUT I REALLY DO. SO TODAY NOTHING REALLY HAPPENED AT THE HOTEL ONLY THAT THE SHOWERS ARE COOL :):):)
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I woke up and I was in my bed alone. Aiden must have left already in a hurry. I took the cover off of me. I was in my pajamas. Did Aiden change me? I face palm myself remembering I had them before Aiden came.
Seeing that I was going to be alone and with nothing to do I decided I was going to the mall. I went in the bathroom for a quick shower. It turned out to be a concert of one. I was singing along to One Direction songs.
I finished showering and put on my bra and panties and went like that into my room. I really didn't care if I was only me in the house and in my room. I was humming along to a song picking out cloth to wear.
I began the long process of putting on skinny jeans. From the corner of my eye I saw a figure laying on my bed. I screamed in horror and covered myself with anything I could find. I saw I was holding only a tank top on my chest.
"Ahhh! Shoot! Can't you see I am changing." Aiden stayed still sitting on my bed smirking at me like a idiot he is. He had his hands crossed. I made a face at him and he got up and left. He saw me in my bra and panties almost naked. I felt embarrassed. I wonder how many girls he has seen naked or almost that don't even compare to me.I hate my body. I know I am insecure because I always compare my body to other girls.
I finished putting on my cloth and looked in the mirror. I stayed a bit looking at myself and picking out my imperfections. Browned eyed, brown hair, weird body. Who wants this. No wonder my mom wants me to get married with some rich guy just because we have money they would. That's the only reason for somebody to be with me.
I threw a shoe at the mirror and left. Aiden was still standing outside my bedroom on his phone. I didn't want to even talk to him about what just happened. It was completely strange to me that it didn't even bother him. It was like he seen it before and it was completely normal to him. He looked at me and than went back to typing on his phone.
I went past him. I ran down the stairs to the kitchen. I was hunger and so was Molly. I opened her can of food and dropped it on his bowl. I looked at it disgustingly. Who would eat that. Oh wait Molly and like other dogs would. Aiden soon came in still texting I guessed.
I made myself some cereal since I was in a hurry to go to the mall. "Are you going to eat something?" I finally broke the silence. He looked up from his phone and just nodded. What was up with him? First he sees me half naked and acts like it is all cool but I oppose. Second he is ignoring me. Just like my parents. I guess when my parents left all the sudden Aiden wants to be like them. Ignoring me.
I guess he is bored of me like anybody else would be. It is not my fault I am not a bad enough to do whatever bad people do. It was bond to happen that I am just a toy for him to play and once he gets bored of me. He will leave me like I was before.
He keeps typing and typing. I barely eat my cereal and it gets all soggy and gross I end up throwing it away. I take my time to observe him. He has the same serious face every time he gets a text. It probably is someone he must not like. His eyes focused on the message maybe thinking about what to respond. His fingers hovers over the keyboard for a bit.
Molly is paying more attention to me than Aiden. She put a ball on my lap that has dog spit everywhere.
I grab the ball from my lap and hold it in the air."Ewww. Molly. This had dog spit everywhere." I throw it to the living room and she ran for it. Hopefully it gets stuck under a couch so she won't bring it back.
I look back at Aiden who is still tapping on his phone. I am very patient but in this case. It got on my nerves. It was killing me. Physically and mentally. I gave up after sitting here for 30 minutes in silence. Deathly. silence.
"Aiden! Earth to Aiden!" He looked up from his phone for a bit and went back to typing but what was he typing?
"I know your listening. Well I just wanted to tell you that. I am going to the mall." He looked up from his phone for longer than last time and just smiled. He finally gave a sigh of not completely being dead.
I got up from my seat and Aiden soon followed. Still not saying a word. It was like he was giving me the silent treatment but this was worst than my parents because I actually liked when my parents didn't talk to me.
It was really pretty outside and warm. The sun reflecting off my skin and the warm weather. It is all beautiful...until someone crashes into you. You could call it a moment or whatever but Aiden now was getting on my nerves and the very last. I turned around and gave him a glare.
I put my arms crossed." I don't know why your not talking at all but it is like...ugh I can't even explain. Your just like my parents." I walked around my car and got in and drove off.
I left Aiden just like that. There standing like a retard. He can walk home. I don't know why but I felt bad for leaving him there but why should I he was ignoring me.
I pulled up to the mall. There were a lot of cars that I had to park way back. I know we need to exercise but I really want to get to the mall. I went in feeling happy I didn't have to deal with Aiden and his phone. All I care about now is getting new cloth and stuff.
I walked into the Converse store and bought like 2 pairs of shoes. I loved this store so much that even the people know me here. It is kind of creepy.
After 2 hours of shopping and my legs hurting from walking. I took a break for some food. I ordered something from McDonald. I really didn't care about the fat in stuff . I was hungry. I searched for a place to seat. There was like barely anywhere to sit. The only place to sit was close to Aiden's buddy's. I tried not to make it noticeable I was here as possible.
"Have you guys seen Aiden?" I overheard one guy say. I put my cheeseburger down and began to listen.
"No, but I have heard he is with that loser of Amily." Other voice said. I frowned at the saying of my name.
I wanted to tell them otherwise but being the royal shyness. I couldn't even turn around or eat anymore.
"I really don't get him. First he talks crap about her and than all the sudden he is hanging out with her." The same voice said again. He did what? Who can have friends these days? There all filled with lies and I was stupid enough to let him be my friend.
"I say he is only with her for her money. Aiden is smart after all." A tear slipped down my face. I cleaned it off. He is only my friend for my money. I felt my heartbreak. I threw away my food and left quickly. I went out of the mall and the tears came down even worst.
"Oh! If it isn't Amily." I cleared my tears and came to face with Ashley. She even had her crew. I looked at Leah and she looked back down. Leah had been my friend since Kindergarten but than came along Ashley and she turned against me now she can't even look me in the face.
"Have you been crying? Did some one take away your books? I'll give you something to cry about." Before I could figure out what she was saying. She took a swing at me and hit me right in the stomach. I fell holding my Hands to my stomach. I began crying even more.
How could no one have seen her. I got up and felt a weird feeling. I ran towards a trash can. I threw up want I had just ate. I began walking to my car. Limping a bit from the punch I just got.
I got in my car and let all my tears come out. Why do people hate me so much? I never did anything to Ashley or anybody else. Leah got trapped in Ashley's lies. After all Aiden didn't like me and I fell for it. Those kisses where nothing to him just a game. The lies about protecting me against Kyle. All. Lies.
I began to drive back home. I turned the radio on. Right now what I needed was music. I turned the volume up. Everybody's got somebody but me by Hunter Hayes came on. It was funny how this song related to me right now.
I got home and was greeted by Molly at the door. I petted her and locked all the doors and went upstairs to my room. What could happen here. Nothing at all but maybe trip over something. I sat the shopping bags down. I walked to my bed and just laid there staring at the ceiling. This was all I could do that wouldn't get me to confront somebody.
I laid there for like the longest I have ever. I had the craziest idea ever but if It was going to let me forget about stuff why not. My parents do it why couldn't I.
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