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Shut Your Eyes (February 2011...

By mydiamond_tears

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I'm like an actor who forgets his lines because of stage-fright. I can't trust myself. So let my writings spe... More

The beginning.
February 11, 2011 3:25 P.M.
It's heartbreaking,
February 26, 2011 3:57 P.M.
February 28, 2011 4:03 P.M.
What would you think of me?
Because if it's love it's intense and it's confliction and it's crazy.
For A Pessimist, I'm Pretty Optimistic.
I need to take more risks.
March 24, 2011 3:53 P.M.
March 28, 2011 6:02 P.M.
You're cute.
March 28, 2011 8:56 P.M.
I'm so pathetic.
This Is Happening.
April 12, 2011 9:11 P.M.
It's Funny How I've Always Had The Talent of Lying Straight to My Face,.
April 15, 2011 10:11 P.M.
I wonder
April 19, 2011 8:22 P.M.
The Stars Tonight.
April 22, 2011 10:35 P.M.
What A Fool I Am
April 27, 2011 12:17 P.M.
When you look at him,
April 29, 2011 5:22 P.M.
Surprise Me.
Heartbeats
May 11, 2011 7:14 P.M.
Maybe we're just a story we like to tell each other.
May 15, 2011 10:53 P.M.
Life (and maybe love) is a cruel creature, isn't it?
And yeah,
How do you make me so weak?
Yes I know,
May 28, 2011 11:24 P.M.
I'm sitting in your lap,
We're getting closer.
There's a fire starting in my heart,
Truth only means something when it's hard to admit.
June 5, 2011 10:05 A.M.
Not hesitantly,
I wish.
I don't know how,
June 15 2011 11:03 P.M.
I need you here.
When am I going to stop running away?
Beach Days.
God, I've missed you.
Contradicting Conscience
I know you're going to break my heart.
Intriguing.
So this is how it ends.

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Shut Your Eyes (February 2011 - August 2011)

Poetry

I'm like an actor who forgets his lines because of stage-fright. I can't trust myself. So let my writings speak for my heart and for my head, let the...

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I need you here.

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By mydiamond_tears

You keep me sane.

So obviously since you're not with me,

I'm slowly turning insane.

There. I admitted it.

Does it make me feel better?

No.

If anything it just makes me want you here even more.

Makes me remember you're not here.

Makes my heart miss you, long for you,

everything about you. 

Maybe I was already sane and you were just an excuse for my sanity.

or is this insanity?

I don't even know anymore.

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