Shut Your Eyes (February 2011...

By mydiamond_tears

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I'm like an actor who forgets his lines because of stage-fright. I can't trust myself. So let my writings spe... More

The beginning.
February 11, 2011 3:25 P.M.
It's heartbreaking,
February 26, 2011 3:57 P.M.
February 28, 2011 4:03 P.M.
What would you think of me?
Because if it's love it's intense and it's confliction and it's crazy.
For A Pessimist, I'm Pretty Optimistic.
I need to take more risks.
March 24, 2011 3:53 P.M.
March 28, 2011 6:02 P.M.
You're cute.
March 28, 2011 8:56 P.M.
I'm so pathetic.
This Is Happening.
April 12, 2011 9:11 P.M.
It's Funny How I've Always Had The Talent of Lying Straight to My Face,.
April 15, 2011 10:11 P.M.
I wonder
April 19, 2011 8:22 P.M.
The Stars Tonight.
April 22, 2011 10:35 P.M.
What A Fool I Am
April 27, 2011 12:17 P.M.
When you look at him,
April 29, 2011 5:22 P.M.
Surprise Me.
Heartbeats
May 11, 2011 7:14 P.M.
Maybe we're just a story we like to tell each other.
May 15, 2011 10:53 P.M.
Life (and maybe love) is a cruel creature, isn't it?
How do you make me so weak?
Yes I know,
May 28, 2011 11:24 P.M.
I'm sitting in your lap,
We're getting closer.
There's a fire starting in my heart,
Truth only means something when it's hard to admit.
June 5, 2011 10:05 A.M.
Not hesitantly,
I wish.
I don't know how,
June 15 2011 11:03 P.M.
I need you here.
When am I going to stop running away?
Beach Days.
God, I've missed you.
Contradicting Conscience
I know you're going to break my heart.
Intriguing.
So this is how it ends.

And yeah,

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By mydiamond_tears

Sometimes I just sit online, staring at your name, waiting for you to talk to me,

though I know you won't,

since I always start the conversation.

And yes,

sometimes I think about you at night,

wondering if I even cross your mind once,

but I know I don't.

And of course,

I'm starting to think that there's no point,

cause there isn't.

There's no reason why I should keep waiting, 

so I won't. 

I know now that we're not meant to be,

because in the end, I finally figured out,

there is no 'we.'

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