Whenever I'm with you,
I say and do all these things that contradict with how I really feel.
How I say I'm not attracted to you,
how I say I'm not in love with you.
How I pull away so easily from your grasp.
Can you believe the irony?
And I suppose at these moments I begin to feel nothing,
nothing at all towards you,
but those moments don't last for long.
The feelings never drift too far, nor ever subside.
And as I continue lying to myself,
I'm starting to think they'll never fade away.