Yall this chapter is pretty long. Please dont ask me to write more because its really annoying when you fill up my inbox with that. I love yall but come on i do have a life too! Then its summer time and i wanna be summer time fine like J.Cole want me to be! But yeah enjoy...i didnt check for erros so yeah...
Dont skip that part its in bold! RE-READ IT! When its in bold its important ^-^ Okay read now.
(A MONTH LATER)
Lola, Michela, and I where sitting at a Gulf Shoes laying out in the sun. It felt so good here i didnt want to leave. We got here this morning with Anthony driving. He brought Rod and that other dude with him i could never remember his name.
"Pey..when you and Sosa gone give me some god babies?" Lola wined pouting.
"When you tell me who you done cuffed!" I semi yelled and looked over at her.
"UGH! Fine hoe its Rod! MUTHAFUCKIN ROD HOE!" I shot up out my seat and ran over to her i straddled her and snatched her glasses off.
"HOE YOU SAID WHAT?!" I ask in disbelief. I just couldnt believe it! I didnt even know! And Rod ass was supposed to be my brother! I got him!
"Bitch you need to move ya half black ass off me im sure you forgot i find you sexy as hell!" She infored me grabbing my hips. I heard whisling behind me and i jumped up.
"Oh please dont stop the show on our account!" Rod yelled making me scowl. He and Anthony walked over with a cooler and some towles with their shirt off. I looked at Anthony and gave him a sly smirk and a wink. I saw him grin and i know i just boosted his ego some. I climbed off Lola and ran to Rod.
"BIG BRO!" I jumped on him and he caught me almost falling.
"Where the fuck yo cloths?! Better yet why you out here with all these niggas looking at you!"
"Naaahhhhh homie dont do me! Why you aint tell me you cuffed Lola ghetto butt?!" I asked pushing him.
"Chill out ma! Aint nobody got time to be gettin physical better calm that shit down!" he said throwing his hands up.
"AND I AINT GHETTO HOE! BETTER CHECK THAT!" I rolled my eyes and looked back at Rod telling him to explain.
"Damn bruh iight! I cuffed sexy choclate over there," He looked around me and winked at Lola who was grinning like a fool "around Febuaray. Why you all in my business fa? Yeen my momma!" He said pushing me out the way. He pulled Lola up and sat her in his lap.
"UGH! Baby!!! They being mean to me!" I pout as i sat in Anthonys lap. He pecks my poked out lip and i giggle.
"AWWWWW yall cute!" Lola exclaimes and i roll my eyes. Anthony goes into the cooler and pulls out a beer for himself and a wine cooler for me. Im not supposed to drink but hey fuck it! I open it and take a sip out of it. Anthony nuzzled my neck and whispered in my ear
"So this bikini? coming of you tonight." He told me as he played with the hem of my bottoms. Im sure my cheeks where red as i fumbled over my words.
"I uh well shit nvm.."I mumble as i went back to my chair. I heard him chuckle and sip on his beer. i ran my hand through my hair and sat down.
"Peyton? Is that you?!" I look up to where the voice came from and squinted my eyes behind my glasses. "Hey Peyton right?" I nodded my head slowly still trying to figure out who this is.
"Austin..Remember?" It finally snapped in my head and my mouth formed in an O.
"Oh yeah!! Whats up? Youre down here?" I ask looking over at my friends. I saw Anthonys jaw tighten as he sipped on his beer. Nobody could see it but i was shaking. I knew how protective Anthony was and this was not good.
"Nothing just living." He looked down at me and smiled "You look beautiful by the way"
"I-uh..so these are my friends" I jumped up and started naming people. "Lola, Rod, and this is my boyfriend Sosa" I finish and sit in his lap. He protectivly wrapped his arms around my waist squinting at Austin. Oh Lord...
Sosa POV
"Wuddup B?" I asked this non ass nigga he had me fucked up if he thought i was gone let him look at my girl and not say shit! I watched Peyton bite her lip as she let her fingers run around on my neck. I gotta admit that she was calming me down
"Shit chillin." He shrugged and looked at me like i wasnt shit..this nigga got hella balls "Whats up..man?" He stressed the word man and looked at me. He was really trying me! I squinted my eyes at him more and tighted my grip on Peytons waist.
"So uhh Ill see yeah around yeah?" She gave pretty boy a small smile and he grinned back at her.
"Yeah how about tonight? Want to go to dinner?"
I jumped up yelling "YO B! YOU GOT HELLA NERVE!" Rod Lola and Peyton held me back as the lil nigga smiled.
"Better watch yaself or shell be mines." He grabbed Peytons hand and kissed the back of it. I watched as she snatched her hand away and wipped it on Rod. "See ya beautiful" he winked at her and strolled off.
"Let me the fuck go!" I yelled at them and the all stayed on me. "LET ME THE FUCK GO!" I snatched my arms away and walked off. I was fuckin pissed! Aint no nigga ever dissrespected me like that before! I swear that shit was low as fuck! i felt someone face on my back as their arms wrapped around me.
"Peyton go the fuck away!" I turn around and yell at her. She looked so hurt that i yelled at her. My anger shouldnt be taken out on her.
"I was...I just..sorry" She pushed my phone in my hand and walked away. I bit my lip as i watched her walk away. I rubbed my face and walked back to our hotel that sat on the beach.maybe i need a nap or some shit.
(later on that day)
Peyton POV
i was moping around all day after the altercation with Austin and Anthony. I hate when he mad because he could haul off and do some stupid shit if nobody was there to stop him. I just hope he was okay. I mean i called him twice and left a voice mail both times but i didnt want to seem like i was bothering him because im not the clingy type. Lola and Rod ran off about an hour ago to do God knows what and Michela went off to go find something to eat. Me? I was headed to get some sleep before we go back out tonight.
Walking into the hotel i catch a glimps of Austin i sprint to the elevator and ride up with an old white couple. It was so akward. I was on the side by the buttons and they where in the corner just staring at me.
"Youre very pretty..." The elderly lady states and i smile.
"Thank you!" i beam as the elevator opens. I wave and walked out unto our floor. I had to admit that made me feel a little better about my day. I opened the door and dropped my bag by the door i heard the tv so i went into the bed room to find Anthony laying on his back.
"OH MY GOD BABY!" I run and jump ontop of him. He grinned and crashed his lips onto mines.
"Hey ma..miss me?"
"Hell yeah! Wanna take a shower with me?" he had a face splitting grin and i blushed. Oh how i loved him
(That Night)
I was dressed in a body con purple dress and spiky heels with my hair down. Lola was dressed in a cheeta print body hugging short dress with red pumps and Michela had on a red and black dress with heel-less heels. We looks good we walked out and Anthony and Rod where waiting on us at the door.
"Damn baby you look good!" Anthony complimented and pulled me to him by my waist. I giggled and blushed
"Thank you baby" i kissed behind his ear and a low growl escaped his throat.
"Do it again and watch me take you in this hallway! Keep playing with me" He whispered in my ear and grabbed my ass. A moan escaped my lips as i heard somebody clear their throat. I look up to see everyone staring.
"OH MY GOD!" i harshly whispered and backed away from a smirking Anthony. I gave him a death glare and started walking down the hall with my hips swaying hard knowing Anthony was watching. I dropped my purse and i bent down to pick it up slyly looking back at Anthony. i knew he could almost see my ass because my dress was already short.
"PEYTON!" He snapped and i smiled and walked to the elevator.i feel him roughly grab my waist and pull me to his chest.
"If you ever EVER! do that shit again its your ass got it?!" I felt his breat tickle my ear as he scolded me.
"Si papi!" I moaned in his ear and got on the elevator as it dinged with the doors opening. I heard him groan as he followed me into the elevator.
"So are we taking a cab or the cars we rented?" Michela asks in the corner. Lola and i looked at each other and screamed
"CARS!" I giggled and stepped out the elevator into the busy lobby of the hotel. "Okay girls in one car boys in the other."
I heard Rod smack his lips and look at us like we was stupid. I laughed and strutted out to the car with Michela and Lola earning us some looks and earing us some death glares from the boys. Oh well! They should know when they got a bunch of bad girls there gonna be people staring!
On the way to the club Lola looked over at me. "You know Sosa gone kick yo ass when we get back! You acting a fool and the night aint started yet hoe!" She laughed and stopped at a red light. I giggled and shrugged my shoulders.
"Oh well! Thats my baby he can get it any time!" I wiggled my eye brows and Lola gave me a funny look.
"Bitch you telling me yo ass lost yo v-card and aint tell nobody?!" I looked at her and then back out the window. "HOE I KNOW YOU HEAR ME! Better spill! I gotta stop this car?!"
"God no!" I cried and looked at her "And yes we did..the night after graduation." I felt eyes burning a hole in my face and i looked at Lola.
"Bitch wait till we get back to the hotel!" She squealed and turned into the club. I rolled my eyes and checked my make up before we got out the car. As soon as we walked up the man at the door let us in. Walking around we sat at the bar and started talking.
"Michela we need to find you a man!" Lola said and i looked at Michela.
"Nah I good. i really dont want a man..." Lola looked at her like she was crazy.
"Why not hoe?! The D is good for ya!" She exclaimed and Michela gave her a glare.
"BITCH I DONT WANT A DAMN MAN!" Michela exclaimed and rolled her eyes.
"Calm down MiMi dont let her get to you. But seriously why because you seem so defensive about it." I ask. I wanted to know why she was acting like this about something so light.
"Because im gay! Damn!" Both of us looked at her with wide eyes and Lola's mouth was wide open. "Close yall mouth and stop looking at me!"
"Ummm we'll just talk about this later...."
***
Lola and I was dancing togeather until i felt hands on my waist and a body pressed aganist me. I turn around to see an unknown nigga trying to dance with me. I tried to walk away but he pulled me back.
"Hey baby dont run i wont hurt you!" He slurred and his breath reaked, i could tell he had been drinking alot. I knew Anthony was watching so it was no surprise when he came to my rescuse.
"Nigga she said no! Back the fuck up!" The dude pushed up on Anthony.
"She shole wasnt saying that when she was talking bout gettin in my bed! Back up lil nigga!"
Before i knew hwat happened Anthony punched the dude. Of course the dude fell because of how drunk he was. I started to pull Anthony away so he couldnt do anymore damage. I pushed him in a corner and hugged him.
"Peyton" He grumbled but i just hid my face in his chest. To be honest i was scared as hell. Maybe coming here was a bad idea. I didint know we would have this much trouble.
"Peyton baby im okay...dont start crying please. Im fine baby see?" I looked up at him through blurred vision. He gave me a soft smile and i hid my face again. I felt like a big ass kid but i didnt care. Anthony was the only one that knew me, the true me, and he'll never hold that aganist me.
He lifted my chin so i could look at him. He kissed my lips slowly and softly. I felt all the love, and compassion he had for me. It wasnt like our other kisses, i felt this kiss all over. He pulled away and i smiled.
"Theres that smile i like to see!" He exclaimed and i blushed. "Come on lemme get a dance"
***
Lola, Michela, and I walked into Michelas room to talk before we went to bed. All of us changed into comfortable cloths and sat on the bed eating ice cream.
"Okay who we starting with first?" I ask and look around.
"LOLA!" MiMi screamed and gave Lola a stank face.
"What about me hoe?!" Lola rolled her neck.
"You still like Peyton? Did you only go to Rod because Peyton didnt want you?!" Lolas mouth hung open and she looked at me. I just shrugged. I kinda wanted to know too.
"Fine! Hell yeah i still like her! And no! i like Rod too! Dont step if you coming with that accusing shit it aint needed boo! Now yo turn. When you turn gay? Who turned ya gay? When was the last time you had a girl friend? Why you aint tell nobody? Why you dont like men?"
"LOLA!" I screamed and looked at her.
"What? Damn! I m just asking questions!" She rolled her eyes and looked back at MiMi. "Okay so answer"
MiMi sighed and looked at us. "Fine Ive always been gay. I knew since day one i was gay, so aint nobody have to turn me no where" She rolled her eyes at lola and contuined "The last time i had a girlfriend was in 11th grade. It didnt last long though. She cheated on me and i was heartbroken so i never tried again..i mean i really loved her. She was my everything." She looked up at me with tears in her eyes. I wrapped my arms around her and rubbed her back. I shot Lola glares and she rolled her eyes.
There was a knock on the door and Lola ran to open it. "Peyton come get yo man he look lonely!" I rolled my eyes and went to the door.
"Yes baby?" I wrapped my arms around his neck and kissed him. He bit his lip and squeezed my waist.
"When are you coming back?" I giggled. "Why you miss me?" He nodded and wrapped his arms around my waist burring his head in the crook of my neck. "You sure its not sex" He nodded his head no and kissed my cheek.
"I been trying to sleep but i cant. I need to get some stuff off my mind so just come in here when you get done okay baby?" I nodded and captured his lips in a deep kiss. I need to hurry this process up! And need to hurry up and get Lola and MiMi away from each other. I walked back into the room and look at the two have a stare down.
"Yall are drama filled i swear!" I roll my eyes and flop on the bed. "Now what yall heffas want because i need to do some !"
"Must be to fuck" Lola mummbled and i looked at her like she was stupid. They where waisting my time and i needed to get to Anthony.
"Ask the damn questions so i can leave!" I shouted at them and they jumped. Oh well i need to do something.
"Uh..well..did you ever like Lola?" MiMi asks and Lola bit her lip. I sighed and shook my head no. They sat quiet and looked around the room.
"Anymore questions?" They shook their head no and i got up and left.
***
Anthony and I laid in bed just talking. He as laying on my stomach and i rubbed his head as he got what to say off his mind.
"Pey...?"
"Hm?"
"Im scared..." i furred my eyebrows at him. What does he mean scared?! What the hell is he scared of?
"Of what baby?" His arms tighten around my waist as he took a deep breath.
"Of losing you..I mean i love the hell outta you! Like i knew niggas wanted you but they aint never been that bold in GA....maybe what happened today made me realize that you could leave anytime you wanted to and..and iono if i could take that. I swear you been my first for alot and I aint never felt like this for somebody. Baby i really think yo the one for me. You held me down through everything honestly you the first one i made love to and i only been with two other people. I cant see my life without you Pey.." He looked up at me with tears rolling down his face. This is the first time i have seen him cry and it broke my heart.
"Oh baby stop crying. Im not going any where i promise! I swear! Ima be right here! Whenever you need me ima be right here." I promised him as i hugged him. I straddled him and kissed his lips. I put everything i had in that kiss to make sure he knew i was here with him all the way, to ho,d him down in everyway.
"I love you Pey..."
"I love you too Ant..."