Faded

By azure_

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Because in the end, we are all irrelevant. Especially me. {A series of notes and letters written by a girl ca... More

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author's note
Epilogue

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By azure_

All I can

Do is

Think of

You.

Please

Hear me 

Missing you

Because it's

Like I'm screaming

With my heart

But the

Sound is just sucked away.

Such a waste

Of voice

Such a waste 

Of noise.

I think

I'll drift on for

Now

And see where

This 

Current will take me.

I hope you find

What you're

Looking for because

I need 

To know whether

What we are doing

And what we have 

Is right.

I'm not sure whether

I'm supposed to know you.

Nasty words

Have never

Hit me before

But now,

They stab

Like knives.

And it's far

Worse than the

Feeling I have when I miss your

Company.

These words

From your friends

Are the scariest

And most horrible

Words.

In my mind

I turn around

And tell them they're

All awful people

Who deserve eternal

Misery.

But I don't.

And the worst part

Is that all you

Do is watch

Me get cut

To threads.

(found splattered with tear stains, on an old piece of paper left on the High Street)

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