I cant wait to get home I've been waiting all day to see my beautiful Perrie and to give her the gift I bought I hope she will like it. I had my headphones in in my whole world I turned down my street and I saw 2 people in the middle of the road it looked like one was laying on the floor and the other one holding that person, I carried on walking and the closer I got the better I could see then I saw Jade running out her house to the two people in the street. Then I saw Perries blonde hair I started to walk faster what the hell happened then I saw Naya on the floor I was about to break into a run but then I saw Perrie kiss Naya and I stopped dead on the spot my whole body going cold. I suddenly heard the ambulance turning down the street and Perrie pull away and then she pulled Naya closer to her.
"NO" I heard Perrie cry holding on to Naya for dear life. The Paramedics then pulled Perrie away with the help of Jade.
Few Hours Later.....
I walked into the hospital after getting a call from Demi telling me to come here Perrie needs me. I know when it happened I should have gone straight to them I mean Naya was dead and Perrie needed me but I couldn't get the image of Perrie kissing Naya out my head so I walked away and went for a walk then I got the call from Demi, I knew Perrie wasn't physically hurt so I didn't rush which is so selfish of me Perrie is my fiancé she needs me and all I'm thinking about is myself but it hurts.
"Jesy there you are" Leigh say running up to me.
"what happened" I asked
"its Naya, there was a hit and run and she died in Perries arms but they Paramedics managers to revive her but she's in surgery but its not looking good, Perrie needs you"
"where is she" I followed Leigh to where Perrie was my heart broke at the sight she was sat on the floor in the waiting room hugging her knees. Why did I walk away! As soon as she saw me she stood up and ran to me and hugged me like there was no tomorrow and started crying I immediately hugged her back hoping it might make her feel a little better. I slowly moved us to the chairs and sat down pulling Perrie on to my lap like a baby hugging her tight and half an hour later she had fallen asleep in my arms but I didn't move I didn't want to, I hate myself for walking away, the others went to get food and some drinks when someone walked up to me.
"excuse me" I looked up and saw a doctor talking to me.
"are you here for Naya Rivera" her asked
"yes, how is she"
"well surgery went well considering....she's in ICU she's stable for now but isn't out of woods,"
"is she going to be okay"
"its hard to say at this point we'll know more if she wakes up"
"she's could be brain dead, I'm a doctor I know when people say if they wake up that's mostly the case" I stated
"well unfortunately yes she could be brain dead her brain was deprived of oxygen for about 10-15 minutes but we cant tell for sure yet, its just a waiting game"
"okay thank you" with that the doctor walked away and I had to stop the tears from falling no matter what happened earlier I did I mean do like Naya she's become one of my best friends and I don't think Perrie could handle going through it all again.
"hey" Demi said as they came back with food and drink.
"hi"
"anything" Leigh asked
"yeah she's out of surgery but its n.."
"Jesy" Perrie whispered slowly waking up.
"I'm here babygirl" I half smiled kissing her head. She suddenly shot up.
"what happened where's Naya"
"the doctor came about 10 minutes ago, she's out of surgery and is stable but..Perrie" I pulled her face up to look at me.
"she could be brain dead but they wont know until she wakes up and that's if she wakes up" I looked at the others and could see them holding back tears but Jade just looked at me with a blank expression and if I wasn't mistaken a bit of hate in her eyes. I looked back at Perrie and tears were filling her eyes I pulled her into a hug.
"this is your fault" Jade said looking at me and then walked away. I started at her in shock. I looked at Demi and Leigh who looked as shocked as me.
"what was that about" Perrie asked
"I haven't a clue, I'll be back okay" with that I got up and followed Jade and found her stood outside.
"Jade"
"are you happy"
"what"
"you never liked Naya because you always saw her as the competition yano that's why you just walked away instead of helping" Oh My God she saw me. I managed to swallow the lump in my throat.
"I didn't realise anyone saw me"
"well I did Perrie needed you and you just walked away Naya needed you" she spat.
"she kissed Naya."
"what so that makes it okay to let Naya die"
"no...I was hurt seeing my fiancé kissing her ex fiancé I wasn't thinking okay"
"no its not okay Naya may never wake up because you were a selfish bitch and walked away when you could have helped her" she spat and walked away.
"Jade.." I said as I turned round to go after Jade
"Perrie" I felt the lump in my throat. Shit!
"how could you" she cried.
"Perrie please"
"NO!, just go"
"Perrie" I pleaded tears rolling down my face
"NOW"
"NO!, okay I get what I did was awful and selfish and unforgiveable and you have no idea how much I hate myself right but you kissed her Perrie you KISSED her and I saw it do you have any idea how much that hurt me, seeing my supposed fiancé kissing her ex fiancé who you still love"
"I NEEDED YOU JESY AND YOU WALKED AWAY YOU SAW ME BREAKING IN THE STREET AND YOU JUST TURNED THE OTHER WAY AND YOU WANT TO KNOW WHY I KISSED HER? BECAUSE SHE ASKED ME TO BECAUSE SHE THOUGHT SHE WAS GOING TO DIE AND SHE JUST MIGHT AND YOU KNOW WHAT I'M GLAD I DID BECAUSE WHATEVER WE HAD IS GONE THE FIREWORKS THE EXPLOSIONS EVERYTHING THAT I FEEL WITH YOU THAT I FELT WITH HER HAS GONE BECAUSE YOUR THE LOVE OF MY LIFE NOT HER AND I THOUGHT YOU KNEW THAT" Perrie shouted
"Perrie I.." I was stumped for words.
"just go please I don't want to see you right now so please just go" she said and then walked away. what have I done, I collapsed on the floor crying. I managed to get up and walk away I didn't stop walking for what felt like hours until I reach the hill were we had out first kiss it was raining now and cold and I left my jacket at the hospital but I didn't care. I just sat there staring out over the town letting the tears just fall blending in with the rain. I didn't know how long I was out there until the sun started to rise I had been sat here all night and I was so cold and wet but I didn't want to move I couldn't.
"Jesy" I turned around shocked to here someone up here.
"Leigh...w-what are you doing here"
"Perrie told me what happened wanted to make sure you were okay I've been looking all night then I remember Perrie telling me about this place" she said sitting next to me.
"I fucked up Leigh I've fucked up so bad, what if Naya doesn't make it Perrie will hate me forever" I began to cry at the thought
"Naya might still make it"
"I'm sorry Leigh but I have to go, Perrie doesn't want to see me I'm gonna go stay with my mum for a bit give Perrie some space let me know if anything happens with Naya and tell Perrie if she needs me Ill be there tell her I love her with all my heart and I'm sorry" I got up and turned back to Leigh.
"can you give this to Perrie please" I said as I pulled out the little box from my pocket. I handed it to Leigh and left.
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Oops :( ha don't hate me.....hope you enjoy it ....there gonna be more chapters then I had planned so sorry ha