Loren POV
"I'm pregnant"
I look up at him and he stares at me. We stay like that for a couple of seconds and then he responds
"Really? Loren we just got back together"
"We had sex right after me and Eddie broke up you didn't have a problem with that did you?"
"Loren the season just started and now you're pregnant" He puts his head down
"We're pregnant, we did this"
"I don't want it" I says sternly
"Blake I'm having this baby wether you like it or not"
"Can't you just give it up for adoption?"
"No what the hell is wrong with you?!"
"I don't want this kid! We're already gonna have to take care of Ace-"
"We ? That's your child not mine , I'm carrying my child and yours, I'm gonna keep it do you understand?"
"No no you're not" He semi yells
I feel tears starting to form but I wont let him see me cry
"I'm having this baby.. With or without you" I turn around and walk away
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@Blake's and Loren's House
"He just doesn't want it Gail, he even-" I look at her and she was already in tears , if I tell her he suggested I give it up for adoption, it'll break her
"He even what?" She asks
"Gail , please" I wipe her tears
"You're not gonna leave him are you?"
"No , I'm not. I'm just scared its gonna be him who's gonna leave us"
"Oh Loren , I don't know what to say , I'm so sorry"
"Everything's gonna fall in place , I hope"
"Loren , Ford fell asleep and Bri did as well , I just put them in their rooms" Tommy walks into the living room
"Thank you Tommy, are you guys staying here?"
"No , not this time. Tommy and I booked a hotel"
"Oh no , why? You guys could stay here , this house is being enough for all of-"
"Loren it's fine , we're gonna get going" Tommy says yawning right after "Excuse me" He smiles
When I left Blake standing by the nursery , Marieka noticed my eyes were puffy and she asked me what Blake had done , I told her and she was furious, Taylor was there too and he was disappointed at Blake , they both decided to leave the hospital and come home with me, once we arrived home they decided to leave to their place
"Loren we will see you tomorrow" Gail hugs me and I hug her back
"Goodnight guys" I wave to them as they walk out , I lock the front door and Chaney ran up to me
"Hey buddy" I pet him and I walk up to the guest room , I didn't know if me and Blake were okay or not so I decided to sleep in the guest room
Chaney got on the bed and I sat next to him
"Chaney , should I keep this baby?" I say placing my fingers on my stomach
"Yes" I look up and it was Blake , he had Ace with him .
"When did-"
"I'm sorry Loren , I should have never said that to you , please I'm-"
"I need some space"
"Loren , I'm not letting you-"
"I'm not leaving , I'm gonna stay here"
He sighs and sits on the bed , Ace was inside his car seat and he was asleep , Blake put his head down and looks up at me with tears running down his face
"I feel like every time I try to be perfect for everyone I fuck up , especially when it comes to you. I try so hard , I don't want to lose you ever again but I fuck up all the time"
"Blake-"
"I'm not running away anymore. I love you and I'm sorry for everything, I promise I'll love both Ace and our baby"
I kiss his cheek and hug him
"Ford , Briella, Ace and our baby"
"And you , I love you Loren"
"I love you too Blake"
"You're not sleeping here you know" He smiles
"Where is this little guy gonna sleep?"
"Fords old crib , it's in my closet"
"I wonder how Fords gonna react"
"I hope he loves him" Blake smiles looking at Ace
"I can't believe this , I honestly can't believe she's gone"
"Yeah her family showed up and they said they don't want anything to do with me nor the burden who killed their daughter"
"They literally said that?" I ask looking at Ace "He did nothing wrong , poor baby"
"You already love him don't you?" Blake smiles and kisses my forehead
"I love kids, I just feel so bad for him you know? He doesn't deserve this, he just came into this world"
"I know Loren but now , now he's gonna have any amazing mother and a family who loves him" Blake hugs me
"I already love him" I yawn and stand up
"Let's go sleep" Blake grabs my hand and grabs Ace's car seat with his other hand , we bring out Fords old crib and Blake cleans it , he places new sheets and I grab one of Fords blankets , which weren't big .
"Goodnight Ace" I kiss his forehead and he smiles in his sleep
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"Living in my own world, didn't understand , that anything could happen when you take a chance , I never believed in what I couldn't see, I never opened my heart to all the possibilities, I know that something has changed , never felt this way and right here tonight , this can be the start of something new"
"Briella , Ford! Breakfast is ready, come eat!"
Ford and Bri woke up early and wanted to watch High School Musical once again , Blake was upstairs with Ace . Ace surprisingly didn't wake up in the middle of the night and we slept comfortably. Briella saw Ace when she came into our room minutes before Ford did and she thought he was adorable, we told her not to tell Ford about Ace because we were gonna speak with Ford first .
"Mommy Lowen, can I have ketup" Ford asks and I smile , putting ketchup on his eggs
"Ford would you like a little brother?" Briella asks him and I glare at her
"Wittle bwoter now?" He drinks his apple juice
"Would you be okay if you had one ?" She asks him and I glare at her once again
"Cut it" I mouth to her
"Alex is my new sista but a wittle boy would be fun too" He smiles and I kiss his forehead and tell him to eat his food
"Stop it now" I tell Briella and she nods and eats her bacon
"Blake!" I yell & walk over to the bottom of the staircase , I yelled not so loud but loud enough for him to hear me
"I'm coming" He says bring Ace down with him , Ace had his eyes open and he was smiling
"Oh gosh , aren't you a little cutie" I grab him from Blake and kiss him
"I brought some of his stuff last night , did you see?"
"Yeah, in the living room. I put them in the guest room so Ford wouldn't see"
"And his food?"
"Yes, don't worry baby" I kiss Blake and he smiles
"What would I do without you?"
"Daddy!" Ford runs to Blake and Blake picks him up
"Hey bud"
"Who's that Lowen?"
"Ford , that's your baby brother" Blake says looking at his son who had a confused look
"Bwoter? When did he get here daddy?"
"Yesterday baby boy. You're a big brother once again"
"Lowen can I see him?" Ford smiles and I nod "Wanna hold him?"
He nods and I walk to the living room and sit on the couch
"Come here baby" I tell Ford , Blake sat next to me and placed Ford down on his lap
"This is Matthew Ace Griffin, your baby brother" I place him gently in Fords arms and Blake made sure to put his hands underneath Fords to be more secure of Ace
"Wow , baby bwoter you pretty" I chuckle and Blake does too , "I love you bwoter"
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Hey guys! Lol I was listening to "Start Of Something New" the whole time while finishing up this chapter. Any HSM fans? 🤗 lol I hope you guys liked this chapter! ❤️