Sunday March 27th - 6:35 pm - Hotel
Beau
"I don't want to go!" I whined as I laid on Seth's bed.
"C'mon Beau, it's a big night for all of us!" Seth said as he fixed his hair in the mirror. "Dean and I have a huge match against each other, Roman's in the rumble.. please come!"
I groaned as I sat up "Dean.."
"Fine" Seth turned around to face me "stay here, watch on the network. Be a little bitch, I don't care."
"Seth!" I crossed my arms. "He started all this, he told me that I'm 'too much to handle.' Apparently my life is too much of a fucking mess for him to be around! And you know what-"
"LETS GET READY TO RUMBLEEEEEEEE!!" Roman yells as he walks into the room. "Y'all ready for tonight?"
"I am, she's not going" Seth rolls his eyes before walking into the washroom.
Roman gasps. "Bailey Steen, how dare you."
"I'm sorry Ro, I'm just-"
"Fuck Dean, man."
"SHE WISHES" Seth yells from the washroom.
It's the unfortunate truth.
"SHUT THE FUCK UP SETH!" I yell back.
"Babe," Roman says as he puts his arm around my shoulder "I haven't seen Dean since RAW, after he kicked Seth's ass in the main event" he chuckled.
"I heard that-"
"Yeah, nobody gives a shit!" Roman yells at Seth. "I know you love-"
"Love?" I jump off the bed. "N-No, I don't love him Roman. I-It's just a little crush."
"Little?" Seth laughs as he walks out of the washroom. "Okay, sure Beau, sure."
"Beau loves Dean!" Roman smiles.
"Stop."
"Beau . loves . Dean" Seth joins in.
"Rollins, I swear to go-"
"BEAU AND DEAN SITTING IN A TREE, K-I-S-S-I-"
"I'LL GO TO THE SHOW, I'LL GO TO THE SHOW!" I shout. "JUST SHUT THE FUCK UP ALREADY!" I yell before speeding walking out of the room.
I don't like that word. Love.
Seth
"That was fun" I smile at Roman.
"Yeah, but she totally loves Dean."
"Oh yeah, definitely" Roman laughs.
An awkward silence takes over the room until Roman sighs.
"Look, Seth-"
"I know what this is about, Roman, I get it okay.." I drop my bag to face him. "If you win tonight, that easy makes us rivals, I understand. You do what you gotta do, okay?"
"Okay. I just wanted this to be clear. It's just business."
"Right" I smile at him. "Now let's go kick some ass tonight!"
"That's right brother."
Beau
"Hey girl" Summer smiles at me before taking a seat next to me at catering.
"Hey" I smile back.
We haven't talked in ages
"It's been so long since we've talked, what's up?" She asked.
Summer and I use to talk. I didn't really consider her as a friend because I felt like she only ever talked to me when she didn't want to be alone or whatever. But I do the something sometimes.
"N-Not mu-"
"Wait, why aren't you wearing your gear?" She frowned at me.
"Oh. I'm not in the rumble" I sigh.
"What? Oh god, what did you do??"
"Nothing" I chuckle. "I asked to be taken out of it, I guess."
"Beau, why would you-"
"Ms. Steen" a deep voice calls from across the room.
I look up to see a very frustrated Triple H.
I got up from the table without saying anything to Summer and walked up to my boss.
"What."
"I don't want you here" he whispered.
"Oh. Okay" I smile.
A small smile appears on his face.
"Really? That's it? You're just gonna leave?" He laughs.
"Yup. I didn't really even want to be here anyways, Seth and Roman asked me to come. So you don't have to worry about me spoiling your little pl-"
"Okay okay" he nods "Well, I'll see you tomorrow night then."
"Sure" I say as I walk away.
"Hey!" He yells. I turn around to face him "thanks for not being so difficult, I appreciate it" he smiles while waving.
I roll my eyes before making my way out the buildings.
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I texted Roman and Seth letting them know I was asked to leave.
lil shits
Roman: fuck him.
Roman: come back pls.
Seth: ^^^
Me: soz
Seth: why did H ask you to leave?
Me: probably because he thinks I was gonna fuck up his plan or some shit. Idk.
Roman: what plan.
Seth: it's nothing.
Roman: it's obviously something if Beau was asked to leave Seth.
Seth: he just hit me.
Seth: we're sitting right next to each other btw.
Roman: and I'll do it again if you don't tell me what's happening.
Seth has left the chat
Roman: salty ass bitch
Me: LOL
Roman: I'm about to go punch him again.
Me: plz do.
Roman: ;)
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I sat in my hotel room reading a book. Okay, more like staring at the pages wondering what the fuck I'm doing with my life.
"Fuck it" I mumble before grabbing my laptop and opening the network.
I click on the PPV and luckily for me, a shirtless Dean Ambrose pops up on my screen.
"Lovely" I sigh.
It brought me back to the Vegas trip and the desert workout. Good times.
I watched the rest of the math zoning in and out. I've been feeling pretty numb the past few days. I don't want to say it's because of Dean, but it honestly is. My heart aches when I think about what he said to me. I hate myself when I think about Punk and how I brought him into this. And every time I think about myself, my future, I'm ready to throw myself out a window.
The only positive things about my life are Seth, Roman and maybe even my job.
I can't keep doing this anymore. Living like this. Fucking everything up. Feeling numb, empty.
It's gonna kill me one day.
The sound of three loud bells snaps be out of my thoughts and brings my attention back to the screen. The ref holds Seth's hand up in victory, then seth quickly leaves the ring leaving Dean all alone in in the ring, laying on the mat. He just laid there, staring up at the roof of the building, until the ref checked on him. He eventually got out of the ring. He wasn't angry though. Not even sad, or happy, he had no emotion on his face. He was just there.
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Hello. This was suppose to be super long with this huge ending. But I'm so tried and I really wanted to get something up so yeah. Here. I'm sorry for my lack of updates. I've been very tired and school is stressful and I have all this shit to do but I just kinda lay in bed and do nothing. Oops. So the next update will continue with the rumble! OH and if you read my other book on here, I fucking never update that, sorry. I have no motivation to update that book TBH. But I eventually will. I have some good ideas for this story actually. I just need to do something first ;))) lolz.
Anyways. I hope y'all enjoy raw tonight and thanks for reading!
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- your fave Canadian, zoya
(^^ idk what that was sorry)
Ps. When I said soz in the text convo, it means sorry!! Just incase you didn't know.
Okay bye.