Author's Note: Hey guys. I have something here that's bound to be reveal. Sana magustuhan niyo ang mixed emotion na gusto kong ibigay sa inyo sa chapter na'ito.
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TORREN POV'
"I'm just away for couple of weeks but you seem you can't handle it young boy" Walang emosyong bungad sa'kin ni Dad ng pumasok ako sa office niya at nakaupo siya sa swivel chair.
"I'm sorry Dad, masyadong madaming nangyar-"
"Is that how you should act infront of me after being irresponsible?" Hindi ako makaimik dahil alam ko kung anong tinutukoy niya.
"I'm sorr-" I can't think of the right word to say but to appologize
"GODDAMN IT! TORREN! Does it ever comes to your mind of what could be the outcome of your actions?!" Dad bursted out with anger.
"Then I'll take all the responsibilities for my actions Dad"
"Is that how easy you see things young boy? Hindi mo alam kung anong pwedeng mangyari dahil sa kapusukan mo! You put us all in danger" hindi ko pinuputol ang koneksyon ng mga mata namin at ganoon din si Dad kaya bawat emosyon ni Dad ay nakikita ko.
Right now, he's trying to suppress his emtions.
"I don't understand why we need to make Ree's life miserable. Hindi ko na kayang araw-araw siyang nahihirapan" I already told myself, I'll protect her in my own ways.
"Is that because of that girl?"
"No Dad! This is all me. I promise.. I will protect her" mabilis kong tinugunan ang tanong ni Dad.
"You can't even maintain your gang's position.." he laughed sarcastically "Tell me young boy, how can you able do a much important matter right now?" Damn! I hate this feeling!
"Just trust me Dad" walang emosyong sagot ko o tama bang sabihing nakikiusap ako?
"I'm giving you all the time to spend it with her.. I won't meddle if that's what please you, but I'm afraid I can't assure you of one thing young boy.." isang segundong nanatiling tahimik sa buong silid.
"If things comes to worst, I won't hesitate to take immeassurable expense to prevent disruptions you might cause in the future, you can leave now young boy" at pagkasabi ni Dad ay tinalikuran niya ako.
*****
"Hey son.. unwinding?" Napatingin ako kay Mom ng i-pat niya ang balikat ko.
I'm here in my room, nagiisip ng mga bagay na pilit gumugulo sa isipan ko. Nakatayo habang umiinom ng wine at nakatingin sa kawalan.
"I guess, this have been very useful to your life that I decided to put this balcony in your room." Hindi ako nagsalita.
"Do you have a problem?" Tanong ni Mom pero hindi parin ako nagsasalita.
"I see.. you don't want to talk about it. What brought you here?" napatingin ako kay Mom ng tanungin niya kung bakit ako nandito.
"Dad want to talk" matipid na sagot ko.
"So.." Mom
"He's disappointed to me.." hindi ko na alam ang dahilan kung bakit kailangan magkaroon ng limitasyon ang buhay namin ng walang kongkretong dahilan.
"Is this about Louie?" I know they're hiding something from me.
"This is not just all about her Mom, you know what I mean right" I said and drink straight the glass of wine.
"Please understand your father Torren, naiipit lang siya sa mga bagay na pwedeng mangyari." Mom
"You're always talking about what could happen Mom, nalilito na ko.. this is not just about the mafia. You're hiding the real things, aren't you Mom?" I know Mom knows it.
"Please just trust us son.. ginagawa lang namin to para sa inyo ni Leandrei" I breath heavily.
"I just wan't to know one thing Mom.."
Inalis ko ang mga mata ko kay Mom at itinuun sa labas ng bintana. Hindi gustong makitang magsinungaling ang mga mata niya.
"When I brought her here, you told me to stay away from her.. was that because of Tito Jd and Tita Trinity? Do you guys have unfinished business in the past?" Hindi ko alam kung saan ako maguumpisa, kaya gusto ko lang malaman ang sagot sa paulit-ulit na tanong sa isip ko.
"You can say that son.. but please don't do anything. Malalaman mo ang lahat sa tamang panahon." Sa oras na'to gulong gulo ang isip ko.
Hindi ko alam kung tama bang ilagay sila sa sitwasyong maaring ikapahamak nila. Louie and Leandrei. They mean so much to me.
"Fix yourself son, tomorrow will be a tiring day for all of you. Ako na ang bahala sa inaalala mo, I'll make sure they are out of harm" Mom said and left my room.
I can't think of the logic why they need to hide her or Travis. I understand why Ree needs to be far from us. Pero sila, I know there are much deeper story that they need to keep from all of us. What if I am really being idiot for crossing the line.
Tuwing may problema ako ikaw ang lagi kong nasasabihan.. bakit kailangan mong iwanan kami?..
Pinagmamasdan ko ang litrato namin ni William, he's my brother. The long lost one. Everytime I look to this photo, there are so much memories flashing inside my head.
I could tell that dahil kusa na lang akong napapangiti sa tuwing pinagmamasdan ko yung litratong magkasama kami. He's my older brother. We used to be the best buddies pero bigla na lang siyang naglayas, that was what Dad told me. It's been 7 years since he left and I was 9 that time.
Look at this Hyung..
Tagal na din since the last time I recieved a gift.
I'm holding the tie she gave me or should I say she was supposed to give me. Tss. That girl.. paano niya nagawang mahulog ako sa kanya ng ganito.
Hyung.. Do you like her? I wish you really like her cause I'm damn so into her. I'm crazy so damn in love with her Hyung.
Sana kaya ko pang ipagmayabang sayo na nakilala ko siya. I know for sure you'll get jealous if I introduce her to you. Nagiisa siya sa mundo Hyung.
You think I can really be the man whom she will put this on.
Kaya ko ba talagang protektahan siya hanggang sa dumating ang araw na yun? Yung araw kung kelan, everyday she would nag me and fix this necktie around my neck.
Haist.. William Marcus Park, I really miss you.
*****
Louie POV'
"A-Aray! Nasasaktan ako!" Hindi ko alam ang dapat maramdaman sa ginagawa niya ngayon at sa ginawa niya kanina.
Naiinis ako!! Inis na inis! Sobrang inis na inis.
"What do you think you were doing earlier?" I gave me that very scrutinising look.
"Ano bang ginawa ko?! Para umakto ka ng ganun ha?! Sinuntok mo ng walang dahilan yung tao and the heck! You are the one who is asking like what did you do there earlier was wretched?" He's impossible!
"Tinatanong mo kung bakit ko sinapak yung gagong yun?! He was so flirting you and what did you do?" I can't stand this.
"What?!! Tell me the thing running in your mind!" Hindi ko napigilang magalit sa sinasabi niya.
"You're giving him the pleasure, aren't you?!" Para akong sinasakal sa bawat salitang binibitawan niya. This is what you want Louie diba? Yung marinig mo yung gusto niyang sabihin.
Pak!!
"G-God!! Y-Yan ba yung tingin mo sa'kin ha?" My eyes are like on fire.
"Then bakit parang gustong gusto mo! Bakit kailangan mo pang magpahawak!? Tell me why? It is because you like it in the first place right!" Lahat ng luhang naipon na simula pa kaninang umaga ay gustong magunahan sa pagbagsak.. nagsimulang magsialpasan.
"Tell me the real problem here.. are you jealous or that's just how you see me?.." nasasaktan nanaman ako. Pero iba yung sakit ngayon.
"You think I'll get jealous over that guy ha? That guy is crap and it seemed you like craps" I chose to turned my back on him.
"I was thinking of you the whole day and yet this is what I get from thinking one crappy guy." Naglakad ako palayo sa kanya dahil ang sakit sakit na. I don't even know where to go.
Parati na lang nila akong nakikitang mahina. Masyado na akong nagiging dependent sa mga tao sa paligid ko. Nakalimutan mo ng maging matatag Louie.
Third Person POV'
What did you get?
Tanong ng lalaki.
I've collected the information we need. I found the most precious thing we can use for the project.
Nakangiting tugon ng lalaking kausap niya. Isang tawang matagal niya ng inaasam.
By the look in your face I guess you are confident with yourself.
Isang komentong may galak sa mukha ng sinabi ng lalaki ang mga salitang iyun.
I won't mind if you do things that will fill your pleasures, I just hope you'll stick to the plans.
Isang makahulugang paalala niya sa lalaki.
You can count on that Master, after all this wouldn't come to reality if not because of you.
Pero isang kasiguraduhan ang binigay niya sa tinawag niyang Master,
Kasiguraduhang maisasakatuparan ng lalaki ang bagay na gustong mangyari ng lalaking kausap niya.
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