*lukas pov*
cassidy hasnt talked to me in two days.
had i done something wrong?
had she grown tired of me already?
slutty girls like grace who throw themselves onto guys like me make me realize how lucky i am to have gained a girl whos not like grace.
kieran might be okay with that but im not.
i dont want constant sex or constant drugs or constant trouble.
i dont want drama or jealousy or anger.
i want constant care and constant conversation and constant fun.
i want love and compassion and honesty.
cassidy makes my heart throb.
is she using me?
she must be.
i knew she was with kieran.
my heart hurts.
i need to lay down.
everything is dizzy.
i dont understand!