Lauren and Will have
Signed me up for
Sailing lessons.
They will have a go too,
It's just a summer course
To fill up our time,
Every afternoon for a week.
I'm not sure what to do
About it all.
Will is still my boyfriend
And Lauren is my best friend but we have secrets
And tell lies.
But we don't all secretly dislike each other.
I mean, we are not popular,
vain, selfish girls.
However,
I'm still
Fed up of the lies
But scared the truth will hurt.
I miss people
I once knew
And the memories
And the ideas.
A time when
We had our lives ahead of us.
One day I'll trip over because
I was looking back,
Over my shoulder,
Instead of forward
And watching where I was going.
I'm just trying to figure out
Whether you are
In front or behind me.
(found by the lake at Wild Cherry Park)