A/N: I really don't knw if I shld make this chapter 10. Its just Wonwoo's history 2 years back. So for now, I'll leave it as 9.5 part 1 :) OK u can start now.
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Wonwoo
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My heart still beats wildly when I see Mingyu. Just a glance of his hair, eyes, lips whatever body part, it makes my heart goes crazy and screams with excitement.
I had that same feeling before, 2 years ago. It happened first with an girl. She wasn't just pretty. She was stunning, gorgeous, godness- like... ah god...I can't think of anymore postive words to describe her. She's just breath taking.
God, I could write an 15 page essay of how beautiful she is and how my heart beat for her.
Her name was Song Jangmi. Jamgmi meant "rose" in Korean and she was as pretty as an rose. Wait no, she's even prettier than it. She gave me an "uzzlang " impression as she was so white and sometimes, she'd remind me of a ghost. Her hair was long and in an light brown color. She had hazel colored eyes and she had cat like lips. Her lips were naturally kind of in a faint red color. The teachers would always ask her if she applied lipstick to school.
We first met when she asked if i would like her to tutor me for maths. Back then, my maths sucked ass. I came in last for test and quizzes while she came in first. I was still the cold and quiet brat back then and I pushed her invitation away. I eventually started to get even worse in my Maths when our maths teacher gave us fucking surprise quizzes.
As my marks got lower and lower, I got keen to accept Jangmi in helping me. One day, i accepted her into helping me.
Let me just say that she teaches even better than our maths teacher. Her explanation of the formula was even easier to understand. We'd stay back everyday at 2:00 pm in our classroom and she would twirl her pencil in her skinny white fingers and sing songs in the empty classroom( well it was only just the 2 of us there). I would take sneaky glances to look at her whenever she looked down at the maths questions, telling me what to do. I was focused on working hard for not only myself but, for Jangmi too. I didn't wanted her efforts for teaching to go away all because I sucked in maths. I wanted to make her proud and happy for me.
Anyways, She would look perfect as always and the sunlight would shine against us. It made her hair look like it was glowing or giving out some powerful aura. Whatever it is, I would gulped and turn red at what a beauty she was.
One time, she caught me looking at her. When our eyes met,I turned red and i quickly looked down at the confusing math questions, embarrassed. i hoping that she wouldn't scold me for not listening to her . Instead, she giggled and moved her hand to pat my head.
"Oppa, You're so cute!"
She exclaimed, laughing at me.
her soft hands ruffled my hair as I looked down acting as if I was focused on the question. instead, my heart was beating furiously. This was the first time she actually touched me. I could have snatched her hands and touch them as if their like an precious treasure but I didn't.
"yah, stop. "
I tried to glare at her but her smile defeated me. Again, my heart started having a mental breakdown. I looked away shyly , her hand still touching my hair.
I didn't like it when people touched my hair It was hard to style it back to the way I like it and it takes me 10 minutes or more for me to do it.
But, I let her.
I wanted her to touch me more. Not in a dirty way but in a way where I could feel all fuzzy and shy. I'd actually wanted her to pinch my cheeks and call me "adorable" or "cute" or give me a back hug and call me "oppa" .
But that's just my imagination. It would never happened.
She finally stopped and leaned back in her chair. Smiling . She then commented on how fluffy and soft my hair was before she went back to teaching me.
The next thing I did was stupid. Don't ask me why I did it.
I stood up and walked over to her side. (She was sitting opposite me) .
"Oppa?"
I kneeled down beside her , facing her. I looked into her shiny hazel eyes and she looked back at me into my cold icy eyes.
And then... I hugged her.
I just. Hugged her.
Yes. it was random.
I gave her an very tight hug, as If she was going to leave me. My face was buried just below her chest and I was leaning forward a lot.
"Oppa, what are you doing?"
I didn't reply .I just wanted her in my arms.
I heard her sigh quietly. She hugged me back and patted my head again.
I whispered quietly hoping she would or would not hear me.
"i like....you.."
She actually heard me. I couldn't even hear myself when I said that. I didn't know how she would respond to it but she giggled at me and moved her hand back on forth on my back.
Yes, that's what I wanted. The next thing I wanted was her.
Too bad I couldn't have her.
That was because she rejected me. She hurt me. She lied to me. She betrayed me.
I was heartbroken when I managed to confess to her 3 months later. I remembered dragging her to the big tree just near to our netball court where I confessed to her. I told her everything I loved about her from head to toe. I have never let out my feelings to anyone besides her.
After I was done, I clenched my fists tightly. it was the time for her to respond. I didn't know how to react when she chucked lightly, putting her hand on my shoulder.
I asked myself. Was she going to accept me? Will we be official? Will I get to see her smile and laugh more often? Will she be MINE?
well, not all people can have their paradise.
And I was one of them .
I don't remember what she told me under that tree where we both stood. The only thing I remembered was that she rejected me. She said that 5 lettered word, along with my name and the word "Oppa".
"Sorry, Wonwoo Oppa."
I didn't know what to do once I ran back home when she was done talking and explaining why we couldn't be together. It was an lonely, sad run . My eyes were puffy and filled with tears. I wiped them away as I sniffed and let my legs control me .
When I finally got back, I ran up to my room, slammed the door and cried for hours. I lost someone I loved. I was rejected.
Why?
WHY?!
"jangmi... I love you."
I said that many times as I curled myself up in my bed, rolling back and forth.
That was the end of of my close relationship with her. Their all gone. now.
But, it was the start of it.
On my study table, there was an shiny sharp object lying there. Just lying there. Waiting for it to be in great use such as cutting paper or just cutting anything.
No. Wonwoo no.
I didn't want to hurt her. But
SHE BETRAYED ME.
She will be mine soon.
Getting off my bed, I walked over to my study table. My hands were trembling as I held the dangerous scissors in my hands.
I felt my whole body burning and tingling. My mind was empty and black. So was my heart. just that i felt a tight squeezing pain in my chest. I closed my eyes. They were no longer souless and cold. When I open my eyes back, it will be filled with hatred, darkness, fury, betrayal and pain. This was the first time I experience myself turning into an yandere. They're like pyschopath's , just that they kill for love.
"Wonwoo, are you sure you want to do it?"
I heard an tiny voice in my head. It asked me the same question repeatedly over and over again.
"Yes."
storming out of the house with my coat on and a scissors with my hand, I walked to Jangmi's house. It was a good thing I remembered where she lived and I was thankful for her walking back home with me back when she used to teach me.
There it is.
Standing infront of me was her house. I Smirked as I could see a little light coming from the window.
Great...She's at home.
The next thing I did was crazy and unbelievable. There was an tree just outside her house and it had lots of huge branches that could hold my weight as I climbed up to her window.
I climbed up the tree, my eyes filled with excitement and fury as I couldn't wait to hurt her all over.
When I reached her window, I watched her, sitting at her study table , studying.
She looked so pretty in her singlet and shorts. Her hair was in an bun and I could see her goodness face staring into the paper. My heart still beats for her but my body was ready to hurt her.
Surprisingly, her window was unlock so I managed to slip into it and get into her room quietly. Slowly, I tiptoed behind her, raising my arms as I get ready to swing down the scissors.
Despite me being quiet and sneaky, she turned around and saw me. I was quick enough to hide the scissors away.
"oppa? WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE?!" she asked shocked.
She pushed her chair away and stood up, looking at me face to face.
She looked over my shoulder to see her window left wide open.
this was my chance. She's distracted. I could just stab her easily.
"Jangmi."
"yes?"
I slowly pulled the scissors of my pocket where I kept it away from her sight. I looked at her with evilness and joy in my eyes. My heart raced as I aimed the scissors, making sure it stabs her in the stomach.
I admit, I still had a little feelings for her. But this powerful power that controlled me when I held the scissors changed me.
"sorry Jangmi." I smirked, shoving the scissors with full force at her.
And I killed her.
---End of chapter 9.5 part 1---
Hello:) i will post this first but I may or may not add some more edits into this story. ( I may edit the "and I killed her" part. For now, This is the past of Wonwoo and how he became an yandere :)) I will also edit the studying and part where He turned into an yandere. For Now, I need to sleep zzzz
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